take a look

this is so true man.

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/06/20-pose-ideas_28.html

church dinner

yesterday was church dinner. boy. there was lots of laughter. everbody looked beautiful and handsome. haha. there was events such as lucky draw, limbo, celebrating of couples' anniversaries and of course dinner! it was delicious. haha. these were the people at TABLE 7.



haha. gary's good at limbo. there was a skit too. it was on romeo and juliet. the couples part was that the males would have to pin a rose on their females and the females would have to pin an orchid on the males. well i only took the 15-20years of togetherness group photo.



the background looks so chinese wedding-ish. haha. oh yeah. we also played truth and dare. man. i think our table was the most noiseist because there were the most youths and 2 pairs of newlyweds. all still young at heart. so gary kena the most times. he got one truth and two dares. so, he had to eat this weird mixture of red chilli, dried chilli, green chilli, chicken, tea, soya sauce and water. that's all i think. i think there's more. so yeah.

lazing

right now, i'm just lazing around. still have social studies homework to do. and somehow, i can't do my chinese fei chang yue du, because my parents threw it away while spring cleaning. wo. lucky me. i can't stand chinese homework. man. miss hia is gonna be my form teacher. do u know what this means? either i quickly quit drama or i cannot play truant for drama. yikes!

will be going for church dinner tonight and have to wear any outfit that is smart and casual. so, i'm wearing my new skirt n top and shoes. and will be carryin a handbag. stop. what has come over me??! why am i becoming more and more ladylike? poof. luckily i still hate pink. yesterday during shopping, i accidentally promised my mother that i'll wear a dress next year. oops. anyway, i promised myself that i'll only wear a dress when i'm sec4.

a few weeks ago, i discovered that our school does not have a prom or graduation night or whatever. just a graduation service. boo.

yes! i have made joanna wear a skirt to tonight's dinner!! yes! whoohoo! steph wants to wear a dress. it's okay with me. sexy man. haha.

haha

my sister is dressed in total pink.
and me, in total blue.
haha.

back

okay. i'm back from cambodia and china and have been extrememly lazy to blog. christmas is over. honestly i didn't feel any christmas spirit this year even though i was more generous this year. i bought more gifts for more ppl.

i don't really want to blog anymore about china. i'll just state what i can remember.
1. the beijing's soldiers are all really cute.
2. not much litter
3. in every guys toilets, there will be a male condom vending machine.
4. the temp in beijing chengde and tianjin was around -18degrees celsius to -23degrees celsius
5. scenery was beautiful
6. ice skating can be done without wearing skates. just wear ur shoes
7. all toilets in the city are equipped wil automatic sensor taps

stuff that i remember on the china trip.
i wore like 6 layers of clothes. made me look fat. the food was super oily but was delicious.went skiing. i perspired even though it was so cold. there were tv stars there and they were doing like some kind of documentary on snow sports. i think i may be on china tv. haha. even though it was cold. i felt warm but not when the winds blow. chilly winds.

cambodia trip

it was great!! it was like open environment air conditioned. i always felt cold. the winds were cold. nights and mornings were cold. the food there was so salty! i had the best time there. in phnom penh, we stayed in the hotel. i was saving my US money till the shopping day where i bought lots of stuff. haha. here's what i bought. 6 kromas, 1 book, 6 incense sticks and 2 DVDs. that's all i think. the only thing i was not used to was in takeo, cow dung and dog shit were everywhere. tons of insects too. i like the paddy fields.

the first day at takeo, i made a new friend. it's a guy and he's 6? i dunno. he's name is chew. he was very shy for like 2 days. but he opened up more as the days passed. on like the 3rd day,when we were doing visitations, he held my hand. haha. i wish i brought my camera to take photos. man! he's so cute. then there's this smart kid. he's 13. his name is nou(nul). he cried on the 4th night as somebody pulled his pants down. i mean like he's THIRTEEN. he was really smart.

don't think that cambodia,takeo is a old fashioned left behind place. it is not. the kids do play truant. they give excuses like their uniform is wet, their teachers are out at the paddy fields and they just want to spend time with us. haha.

shaun's little girlfriend was called liak. she's so cute and pretty. haha. on the 4th day, i told her that shaun likes her then she blushed. haha. oops. she held my hand too. she's a danity little girl.

kenneth had a little girlfriend too. don't know her name but i kinda stole her away from kenneth. haha. in the 4th night when she came running to me, i was like so touched and so sad that i'll have to leave her.

then there was pang and dou. both girls. pang was the one which wore the britney spears tee on the 1st day. she's really cute too. the dou was the one who skipped sch to see us. haha.

then there's ho. a guy. he keeps on stepping on our slippers, shoes, sandals. when shirely wanted to step on his slippers, she saw that it was already in a lousy condition, so she refrained herself.

the next time the next team goes up, I WANT THEM TO GIVE OUT clothes, slippers, hair accessories, stationery. not all but most important slippers. i know we can't be santa claus. but i really the way they smile and say thank you to me when i help or give them something.

during this trip, i felt that i have more that what i really need. those ppl in takeo can just be happy with their simple stuff. when my mother asked me what i wanted for christmas, i felt that i didn't need anything. before the trip i wanted an ipod but now i think i don't need it. even though i am putting up my wishlist but i think i don't really need it. i even have a silk blanket.

christmas day
SHUYI! i love you so much! why? because you came to MY CHURCH. i was so happy!

after service, we, YE, went for dinner at uncle meng wee's cafe. it was called MAD JACK. it turns out that about 40 ppl went. more than what moses expected. haha. it was great. at our table, was joanna me steph elijah mark n kim. haha. i had fish n chips. mark had baked rice and the rest of us had fish n chips too. but elijah had chicken chop. haha. when we finished, his food came. haha. in like 2mins later, he finished it all! we bullied him to serve us. haha. after dinner, everyone lazed around. my table talked. then played with the cards that paul brought. first they played bridge. i just watched. paul and elijah was good. then it was tai-ti. haha. i played first with paul steph n mark i think. haha. i wonder how paul shuffled the cards. in my hand, i had ALL 4 ACES!! and one 2 DIAMONDS and 2 QUEENS and 1 KING. wo. and of course, i won. haha. the next round, paul won. then i gave my turn to elijah. gerald joined in. he had a lucky hand and he won. haha.

man. that day was great. we played ate and lazed around. then moses sent me n bro back with his family too.

beijing chengde tianjin

heyy people. i am back form china. went to beijing chengde and tianjin. so the below stuff are just what i journalled during the trip.

4th december
reached the airport(singapore) then rushed for my plane and to beijing's airport. my breakfast at the airport was a ham and mozarella baguette. yummy. anyway airplane food is great man. i don't know why people don't like it. anyway, a day hasn't even passed and i'm missing everybody. haha. i brought a soft toy along. haha. i know i am VERY CHILDISH. but i like that, i'm still young and ONLY FOURTEEN. haha. it's name is kamkam. haha. it's a cat. i think. had the most deliciousdinner. a sichuan one. by the way, it was super cold the moment we stepped out of the airport. it was minus14degrees. MINUS!! went to bed around 11pm

5th december
haha. a funny thing but i was dreaming of SHAUN CHEN. haha. that handsome guy from heartlanders. haha. not other shauns or shawns or whatever. by the way i'm staying in a five star hotel. jade palace hotel.

leavingg..

hey everybody, i'll be leaving for china, beijing from 4th december to 13 december. which is tmr. haha. would be leaving in the morning. would wake up at 6.15am and leave house at 7am and the plane would take off at 9.30am and would reach beijing by 3.30pm. haha. and of course i would not be bringing my handphone along. haha. my parents are very strict about this. would be missing everybody in singapore. sobs. and of course i would get you people stuff from china. haha

HAPPY

yes! yes! yes! i'm am dark! well..at least my neck and my face and my legs area. haha. i'm dark! all thanks to footdrill!. gosh. how can i ever express my love for it! haha.

he's back!

my brother's back!!!! yayy!! he bought lots of stuff with JUST US$20!!! he got me a bracelet a fan and an addidas t-shirt! haha. i think it's an imitation one. haha. he boughts lots of stuff!!! his luggage was filled with them! haha. sshh. don't tell anybody. my bro bought a chicken little DVD!!! watching it now. haha.

shoot me. i'm dead

i'm so dead tired. hidayat-sir. u killed me today! i thought you were just bring like 2 books. who knows?! u brought like 6 thick books! shoots. looks like next year, i won't be growing at all. those heavy sec3 and sec4 books are gonna weigh me down. i only had 2 thich books in my bag and it almost killed my back. my shoulder is still aching. gosh. so many books! i was like kinda schocked when i saw you slam ur bag on the table to talk to ur bro. then when u came to me those books, it looked light to you, but for me, it wasn't! gosh. and i had to travel for one hour on public transport carryin those terrible books. i almost died when i went home. and after dinner i died. after waking up to have beancurd. i dieded.

thank you simon-sir! you really helped a lot for my group's talenttime. i do not have ur hp number to thank you so yeah. thank you. you helped us to project our voice. i think i sang a number of our of tunes. haha. fion was the best. thank you simon-sir!!

footdrill was good todayl compared to the other days. really. i would prefer a tough scolding serious drill session then a slack and laughing one. today was a good example. really. i learnt more than other days. more fruitful.

haha.

birthday

photos taken during grandmother's birthday.


her birthday cake. she is 75 years old.


my daddy on the left. uncle paul on the right. they look gay. haha.


vanessa and i. aren't her eyes small?


a mountain of ghui-s. top: abriel. middle: me n mel. bottom : vanessa natali and kochi.

project red cross love 2005

this is one of the most fun red cross events i have been to. haha.

the day started out as by me being late. as usual. haha. so fairfield RCY 9 cadets proceeded to lengkee community centre. there were about like diff 15 RCY schools there. we put our bags in a room and then went for briefing on some steps. in front of us was this old man. A VERY FIT OLD MAN. he was playing basketball. i admit, he is a MUCH MUCH better basketballer than me. haha

i then realised that fairfield was doing chaperoning. so yuliang was the I/C. Rahoul was the SIGNBOARD HOLDER. Fion and Chanel were the FIRST AIDERS. we then learnt that 8 elderly centres were coming. each centre of about 42 old folks. gosh. so fairfield was put in charge of TOA PAYOH CENTRE. haha. the elderly folks were so excited. but i pity some of them. some were handicapped.

among the five of us. me huiling victoria eunice n amanda were deciding which one of us would be the one taking care of the two toa payoh bowling representative. with everybody being so undecisive, i took the intiative and volunteered myself. so i entered the hall to take the two reps to the basketball court for their bowling competition.

an old lady and old man volunteered themselves. haha. these two people were excited and friendly. and they spoke chinese. it was INCREDIBLY HARD for me to communicate with them cause my chinese was freakingly lousy. but stil i managed to communicate with them. they were both interactive folks. haha. as the competition started they told me that it was their first time playin bowling. haha. they bowled well. especially the old man. he was like striking everytime. haha. the lady wasn't that good. but they still entered the top4!!! haha. they were overjoyed and so was i. (for no reason. haha). as we proceeded to the backstage. the old folks started to feel nervous. the top4 teams were from toa payoh, henderson and meililng and (i can't remember). so the first finals round was toa payoh and henderson. i felt so EXTRA-DED. as the old folks played i encouraged them in chinese. my chinese vocab is very very limited. haha. the toa payoh old lady and old man were so good! they were knocking down all ten pins! haha. all becuase of me. :p. haha. i brought them back to their seats in the hall. soon, the results were announced. toa payoh won! we won! haha. then there was the giving out of bowling kits and goodie bags to the individual centres. yuliang n i went up on the stage with the old folks to collect it. i felt so EXTRA again. haha. then it was lunch time. gosh. the food was so oily and soft. yuck

then it was like time to go home. the old folks each had to carry home two goodie bags and it was SO HEAVY. i pity the old folks. it was very hard for them to board the bus. i had to carry 6 heavy goodie bags while the others help the old folks to board the bus. some old folks were fighting on theus. fighting! and quarreling too. we waved them off. and then our debrief. after debrief we collected our bags. mr firhad brought us to the mrt station but i walked to church. haha. estimated distance was from redhill mrt to queenstown mrt. u may think i'm crazy. but i'm NOT.

at church we rehearsed our skits. then i helped out in sunday sch then attended the confirmation service then went to sell some stuff to raise us$800 for our cambodia mission trip.

sobbing

sobs sobs.

my bro has left for cambodia! anyway. it's for a good cause. he's going there for a mission trip. he better not make a clown of himself. haha.

went shopping after sending him off. bought 2 shirts and 1 bermudas. haha.

after shopping me and family went for dinner to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. it was a peranakan buffet. everthing was so spicy!! the seafood soup was nice. it looked and tasted like shark's fins soup. haha. i ate so much man. haha. it was nice to see all my cousins. we occupied like SO MANY tables. haha. my grandmother n uncles and aunties were like all so surprised to see me so diff. it has been a long time since i last saw them. they liked my earrings. haha. ciao.

toilet

groans.

couldn't go for cambodia meeting today.
was stuck in the toilet. becuase of a stomachache.

lots of things happened. went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire. oh my. that was so cool man.

series of events

i am now watching a very sadistic show where EVERYBODY dies. anyway haven't been blogging what events have i been through. so yeah. here goes.

NATIONAL LIBRARY
went to national library with yiling. not to borrow books or whatever but to explore the place. the lifts were so cool. and so were the toilets.



down button of the lift. look at the entricate tiny bumps on it. helps the blind ppl.

2f barbercue
had lots of fun. couldn't swim. miss reena even gave consent forms. but they were for our own good. lots of chicken left over. haha. fire wasn't good. anyway we played hide and seek around the whole dover park view condo. haha. also took pics of ppl who had the same surname. pity me. my surname is so unique. ghui. haha
no one to take with. haha.



uncooked chicken drumsticks.


seow yongchuan and seow cuifen. aww. don't they look cute? :) haha


the gang.


xtrastrongmintmentos. erm. wait. yibei is not here. so it's xtrastongmintmentos(excluding yibei)


hmm.. what was inside those aluminium balls? oh yes. potatoes.


charity sale2005
oh my. it is so cool. crowds. beads of perspiration. money. well. we earned a thousand over dollars. haha. the primary school kids were like SO CUTE! haha. short. chubby. haha

blog somemore other time

acjc carpark duty

things can be quite contradictory at some times. told edmund last night that it was gonna be boring but...BUT it turned out to be much more fun than i expected. i had the most-not appetising-lunch-which-is-nasi-briyani-EVER. probably i was not hungry las. it was also very spicy. i was assigned to be at acjc main front gate. haha. with that guy from moe. he was VERY TALL. when i talked to him i had to lift my head up high. pain in the neck. hahas. his name was like mr lee lim pong/peng. couldn't catch his name. and the way he pronounced my name, he made it sound so sophisicated. haha. lots of principals and teachers turned up. i was like walking from car to car and speakin into the walkie talkie. *thirsty man*. we were using channel 10. SUDDENLY there was this interuption. it seemed like some construction workers were also using the same channel. haha.

it seemed like some thai workers were tryin to talk in chi. it was simply funny and weird. councillors in the acjc carpark, we then changed from channel 10 to channel 9. haha. i liked one part. when the carparks were full the councillors, excluding me ran to the basketball court to do their duty there. haha. it was so cool. it was like "councillor army" were going to action. one think i hated while doing duty. the security guard. perverse. shan't mention much. eww. thought of it makes me sick.

barbecue n swimming

yayys! YESTERDAY i went to eunice house for her dad's barbercue. haha. annette was so enthusiatic! she wanted to help barbecue n stuff. gosh! korean beef is so GOOD! i remember the time when i went to korea. haha. the meat my mum cooked was SO DELICIOUS! yummy. haha. i remember eating sea urchin eggs. and also live octopus tentacles! you had to practically bite off on about 4 cm off one of the eight tentacles it had. while doing that, the other 7 tentacles would stick to you face! haha. me and luke were like hiding under the table and screaming! haha. japanese sushi is the best man! i ate crab meat sushi, jellyfish sushi. yummy. too bad there wasn't any eel sushi. haha. i can't understand why eunice and annette hate seafood man. and eunice even wants to become a vegetarian! i will not allow her! haha. around 8pm we went swimming. the water was freakinly cold! brrr.. swam for a while in the cold water then went into the jacuzzi. there was this particular thingy which sucks lots of water and air. haha. if u put ur feet there it would suck ur feet. very strong. after that we went into the freakinly hot water pool! it was 40 degrees celsius!!! so hot. but once you got used to the hot water, it became shiok! haha. we went up to bathe around 10pm. haha. i bathed first. my dad came to fetch me home even though he was so tired. THANKS DADDY! love you! <3 hahas. haha another thing, me n annette forgot to bring home the gym balls eunice dad promised us! haha

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On the seashore where ocean meets land.
I wrote his name in golden sand.
But the sea breeze blewand my heart was torn.
For when I looked back
The writing was gone.

Time will past and the weather will change,
The leaves will fall and the sky will turn gray.
Child memories will fade and people forget your face,
But there is a time and one special place.
A place where you are loved and cared for always,
Where the sun shines bright and there no rainy days.
You will be held tight and protected from your fears,
Your worries will vanish and you’ll dry up all you tears.
You may not know of this place,
but it is surely there,
Deep down inside of all who care.
One does not make it clear everyday,
Express themselves in all they say.
I’m telling you now that this much is true,
There is a very special place in my heart for you.

sunburn

argh. i am suffering from sunburnts. they can be found on my shoulders. they are bright red. it hurts even when i carry my sling bag across my shoulders. ouch ouch ouch. don't hit me on my shoulders k!

east coast park

went to east coast park today. even though i was already so sick. my parents had to like wait and drag me there. anyway, when we got there, there weren't many ppl there. it was early in the morning like 8.30am. anyway, the ho family came and so did my godparents. gosh! caleb is so cute! haha. as in caleb chin. haha. i started playin with the babies first. then kites then soccer(in slippers). then played with sand. i formed my letter 'F' in the sand. played on the beach somemore. then our mummies called out to us to go ride bicycles and rollerblade. so me paul mark luke and my bro went to the rental shop. i was the only one who rollerbladed. rollerblading for one hour is quite a challenge. up and down hills, straight paths. *whew* glad it's only one hour.

one hour and few minutes later, we had to return those bikes and rollerblade. just when i was about to turn in, i bladed over a piece of rubber. A PIECE OF RUBBER!!! AND I FELL!!! suffered bruises on my knees and i think one of my blisters burst at that time.

time to go home. in my father's car. noticed some some marks on my legs. didn't care. went to jack's place for lunch. went home. bathed then slept. had spaghetti for dinner. showed my father the marks on my legs. he said they wer blisters. BLISTERS! it's the FIRST TIME i'm have gotten blisters! wonder if i can wear slippers to sch? heheh. blisters! they are like so cool and fun! haha.

so now i suffered from blocked/runny nose, cough, blisters and sunburnt.

went out today. before that. went to church for cambodia meeting.

hair

haha. i have cut my hair. and i have a fringe now. i know my hair will sure get me into some problem tmr. it's outrageous.

tired

gosh. i am one tired girl. have drama today. keft on nodding off to sleep. class today was fun man. all we did was just watch movie after movie after movie. watched the parent trap, some army show and pirates of the carribean. so tired today. left early from drama. slept real early and woke up again. arh. nothing much to type about.

maths

i like maths. but i can't do well in it. don't talk to me about maths anymore.

drama

i have to quit drama. it has affected my studies really.

dear Lord, it may seem like i'm asking for too much but please Lord, give the teachers n principal leniency. let them allow me to get into at least a double science. please

shopping

went shopping today the WHOLE day!

i can't stand anymore. my mother brought me and my sis shopping. in the morning around 10.45am we went bukit panjang plaza to get a new phone for me. i wanted that nokia6230i. lot's of functions but it was really EXPENSIVE. in the end i ended up with a nokia 6020. it may not be good BUT as least it is better than my previous hp which was a siemens m55.

then my father fetched us to orchard. i immediately pulled my mother to the FOX shop. gosh. i just love clothes from THERE. BUT. my mother went to forever21 to shop for her clothes first. beside that shop was charles and keith. so we went there to get slippers for me. bought 2. right after that we procceded to the FOX shop at wisma. tried on lots of clothes. do you know you can actually get tired by changing clothes again and AGAIN. so that's what i did. in the end i left that shop with like 4 shirts and 1 jeans. WOW. after that we went walking around takashimaya. went to bossini to get A skirt and A jeans. takashimaya also had a FOX shop. pulled my mother there. bought another 2 shirts and 1 jeans. haha. mad.

then went to that new shop beside that PUMA shop. bought a slipper. cheap cheap cheep. haha. my mother still had energy. she wanted to go to queesway to get me a new shoe. i COULD NOT take it already. so we went home for dinner.

fiona's theology
1. when you tell jokes and people say "____ are so LAME!" tell them it's not true. YOU have LEGS.
2. it's either you burp or fart after a GOOD meal.
3. i am not short. you are just taller.
4. this is how you answer "why" questions.
- why do you run? because i don't walk
- why is she so dark? because she is not fair
- why is the sky so high? because it is not low
- why is he so fat? because he is not thin
GET IT?
5. opposites
- into the blue/out of the red
- fat/thin
- here they come/out they go

that's all for now.

goal!

ahahahah.
went to watch GOAL! with shuyi allicia cuifen mariliene yibei sihui david nicol and brian.
before that, i actually waited in sch for about 1hr for the higher mother tongue ppl. i take express chinese but the rest took higher mother tongue so must wait for them. during that hour i actually took photos with numerous sec4s as TODAY is their last day of school. =( anyway all of us then proceeded to orchard. i was the only one who slept on the bus. VERY TIRED. somehow i could stilll hear the rest of them talking. we reached cineleisure. people said that they saw me but i didn't noticed because i just woke up and was VERY sleepy and drowsy. so all of us went to yoshinoya for lunch. yumyum.

then we girls went to take neoprints. aha. after that the rest of the girls bought some stuff but me n shuyi. we then went to the movie theatre. i realised the whole show was like sponsored by adiddas. i cried during touching moments. i like this show GOAL! i think it was worth it. i want that adidas windbreaker! so COOL!

anyway. was still pondering about SOMETHIING. and the people i went out with help me to get something. can't say much.

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be yours forever
put my life on your shoulders
i will be yours forever
put my life in your hands

whoopee!

yayy! now it's time for my three day break before my exams start again. so irritating. have not been having much confidence in doing my exams. MATHS totally screwed up man. i can't do algebra! argh. today didn't bring jacket for exams! was so FREAKING cold! fernando and william offered but i rejected cause they were feeling cold too. so HAPPY that i can use the computer. will start studying again later in the night. i HAVE made up my mind. i WANT to go to double science. i really don't think i can do well to get into triple science. i wanna take geog. cuifen wanna take lit. i ALSO like literature. i excel in that too. haha. science paper was great man but it also sucked. lennard's going to NUShigh. haha. will miss his LOUD sneeze.

bloggin

i'm blogging during IS lesson. life is gettin more stressed up for me. i'm wearing spectacles everyday instead of contact lenses. my eyebags are getting darker by the moment. anyway. next tues, it's the sec2s time to rock during chapel! we'll show the lower sec that we can do it better than the sec1s chapel band can! i'm going to play some games now. byee! and by the way shaun, the next time you see my bro, kidnap him. thanks! study hard for your EOYS everybody!

blog

i have managed to change my blog skin within this IS lesson. cool. luckily i didn't have nightmares last night man. yeah! 2f won the 'no demrit points' award! and we have $50. what are we going to do? i don't know. by the way i'm bloggin during IS lesson.

music lesson

haha. music lesson is not music lesson. because i don't get to use the computer at home. i can only use it during music lessons and IS lessons. damn. haha. i slept at 12.10am today and woke up at 5.45am. i had a nightmare. usually i have nightmares when i sleep very later. i ususally sleep at 10.30 to 11. let me tell you about my crazy nighmare. it's weird

the whole thing happened in the wee hours of the morning. my house got burned down. then my father had to spend over a thousand dollars just to buy back everything for me. i got back everything but my handphone and locker keys. somehow, i don't know why, jingming lived near my house and he was teasing me saying that : "ah haha. u're gonna be late. ah haha. ah haha. serves you right. ah haha." these were the exact words he said. then i rushed to take the lrt. when i got to platform a, the train left. then i rushed to platform b, but the train just left too. so i ran back to platform a but the another train just left again. and so i ran back and forth back and forth back and forth and i woke up abruptly. end of dream.

all thanks to

it's been a very long time since i last blogged and it's all thanks to my brother. don't know which websites did he go. don't know what did he download. caused a trojan virus to enter our com and it was crashed. then my dad had to like reboot the whole computer system. i mean reformat. so...everything is lost. EVERYTHING. i found out one thing. bloggin helps my memory. if i don't blog, i really cannot remember anything. i am becoming very blur. VERY BLUR. i'm like not remembering anything but i'm not suffering from senile dementia la. lots of events have happened and i'm going to try to say ALL of them.

INTERCLASS GAMES
somehow or another my class got 3rd overall for sec2s. i was in the captain's ball team. in our first game, we played with sec1i. my team members were mark tan wilson kuei-der cuifen yibei and mark ho and of course, me. we thrashed the sec1i 19 to 2. haha. we let them scored two goals purposely so as to cheer them up a little. haha. our class soccer sucks. first game already kena knocked out but our frisbee did better. captain's ball in the 2nd match we played with 2h and boy, they played super dirty just because it was the sudden death round. kuei-der already had the ball in his hands but that basketball guy smacked the ball OUT OF HIS HANDS! why didn't the whistle blow?! didn't kimberly see it? didn't mr wee see it? pissed. i am pissed. that's how we lost. pissed. very pissed. not disappointed but pissed. very. yeah! 2d won frisbee! even though i'm not in 2d but i support them!

school holidays

this is the third day of the school holiday. for today and yesterday i had study skills. though it was boring but it was useful. i almost fell asleep during today's lesson la. i have officially finished all my homework. now i have to start studyin for my exams.
sigh. later i got maths tuition. i reallyy want to go to cambodia to help but first i had to concentrate on my studies.

IS lesson

i am bloggin during IS lesson. haha. we're gonna get back our report card today. mr lee is lettin us watch the movie HITCH. watched it before on a pirated DVD. haha. illegal. it' s not mine anyway. brought my LIME magazine to school. goin to read it during free period. gosh. Junyang sis so handsome. i remember one time when i can't even differentiate between Junyang and Derrick.

goin to try to find an online game of Diner Dash. byee.

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today i woke up wondering whether shoud i go to church or maths tuition. it was alreadi 8.15am. it's was early. VERY early. i had planned to wake up at 12 or even later. i laid in bed and thought what would God want me to do. in the end. i smsed my tuition teacher to come anytime in the evening.i dragged myself to the toilet and took my own sweet time even though i was going to be late. in the end. everybody was there except for martin because he LOST his handphone. how careless. anyway. shaun and benedict were late. really late. shaun - u are a lazy pig. benedict - probably it was due to stress. u look sick. take care eh? went for lunch with godpa and my two beloved godsisters, steph and kim. after lunch, steph went to get new rollerblades. cool. godpa dropped my off at clementi mrt. then it was home for me. i felt really drained. tried to stay awake to read my book and watch tv and the same time but in the end.

i dozed off. slept for like 2 hrs. then tuition teacher came. i hope trigonometry would be easy for me. the seniors are like having such a hard time with that particular topic. i would never have gotten an a2 for my maths without my tuition teacher. from and e8 to a a2! can u believe that? mr ho even praised me in 2f and 2d! i better keep it up man. chinese. from c6 to b3. it's considered a great improvement for me.

spook show/church

spook show yeseterday was cool man! it's dark and spooky! haha. met mark tan and ho sihui yibei and cuifen at dover mrt and as usual i was late. haha. we proceeded to city hall mrt and walked all the way to suntec city. i had 10 fried dumplings at the food centre there. we then rushed up the the auditorium where it was held. the show occupied so many halls la! anyway. there were lots of fairsians which went too. the moment we went inside. there were special sound effects. ghostly sound effects. yibei was freaking out. haha. i had to accompany sihui and cuifen to the toilet la. and along the way there were ghosts, zombies and spirits and stuff. ahah. i get on pushing them towards them. haha. so funny. lol. after the show, mark tan and ho went home. we girls including gina and eunice tham went to SWENSENS!!! i had chicken baked rice. then we went shopping! eunice left. we bought _____. can't say. we also bought baby socks for our handphones!!! mine was white colour. haha. ppl just buy their socks for their handphones at mini toons or other low class shops. ahha. but we bought them from sports shop!!! haha. puma brand!! so expensive la! after that we splitted up alreadi. me and sihui had to go home. anyway i only brought $20 so got not much to spend on. told sihui ghost stories on the mrt. se got scared la. haha. church today was fun. my cell played some kind of game like charades. haha. after that i went to the century to take photos of my sis performing. after that i did my home econs outside the church. did my sewing. so far i only completed the word INCOMPLETE.

school time

hey. i am in school now bloggin. it's the computer lesson now. and mr lee is lettin us watch madgascar. i have watched it like a dozen times la. feeling very sad due to the the incident that happened yesterday. today miss lim gathered the lower sec students and told us what happened yesterday. doreen ho passed away yesterday. although i don't know who she is but i feel sad. at least now she's in heaven with God. her funeral is tmr. but i can't go because i goin to the SPOOK show which is tmr. sigh. i was supposed to go the the shepard kids/ teachers whatever..but i can't. benedict ans shaun would be going. as for martin, i'm not so sure. poor martin, injured his leg or exerted his leg and it's swelling. haha. rest well MARTIN!!!

home econsss

hey hey. just wanna show u guys the food me and sihui cooked for the home econs exam. it was delicious and it's indian. mrs ong loved it. wanna try some? yummy!! :))



another photo. totally ironic. a seven eleven which is closed. seven elevens are not supposed to be closed as they are 24hr shop!

the maid

yesterday. i freaked out and cried. it was due to the movie THE MAID. i went to watch the show after red cross. with my seniors. the ppl who went were me fion chanel joanne yuming another senior leonard and his bro and sijie and kevin. we smuggled burger king food into the cinema. i bought 5 dollars worth of food and it was wasted as i didn't eat it all as i was too scared in the cinema to eat. haha. chanel was the funniest. she pulled up her shirt a lil to cover her face and looked thru the hole to watch the show. as for me...i covered my face with me hands. i opened up holes in my hands to look. i got shocked and jumped in my seat when it was only 5 mins into the show. haha. it was so scary. quickly. let the 7th month be over!!! hurry!.

anyway. after the show. it was during the whole show my heart thumped quickly and when the show stopped my heart just stopped still. i was like goin to collapse but i held on. at the mrt station, everybody sent chanel and i to the train first before they left. just as the doors were closing, i thought bout the scenes of the movie and puttin it in my life. i freaked out right on the spot and started to cry but stopped after the train left the station completely.

walking home was creepy. real creepy. i'm lucky that i don't see ghosts. prayed to God a little prayer to give me the faith and the courage. even in my room and the toilet i got scared but i prayed to God and it helped.



have done quite badly in this term's tests. why? why can't i do as well as others?! i study just as hard! why?...why can't i do it? why...

tiring but enriching

every friday is a tiring day. because of red cross. whoohoo! it rocks! anyway. let me tell u. every friday for me, it's the same. go to school. after school got chinese remedial. take note this. no lunch! no time to eat. so right after chinese remedial, it's a must to change to coporate t-shirt and go for red cross. as usual i'll have red cross and it'll end round 6pm. after that, i'll wait for my seniors so as to go dinner with them. we'll eat at dover till around 9 plus and then i'll take a lonely trip back home. it's a 1 hour journey for school to my home. usually i'll be super bored n lonely on the lrt especially. it's always like that cause not many ppl from fairfield live near me. haha. this time round i had mr yen smses to accompany me all the way from dover to home. sms sms sms sms. haha. whatever.

time is passing and i have maths tuition tmr!!! ARGH! everybody doesn't like tuition and homework. tell me. who likes them?

exhausted. did 5 pull ups! can u believe it?! I CAN'T!!!!! pull ups! boys style! the proper way!. i am so not gonna do that again! it used up all my arm power. i'm tired. goodnight.

national day

one day after national day. waiting for the camera battery to recharge. it takes super long. borreed. argh!!! bbbbooooooooorrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg....haha.

have been goin out the past few days. spent lots of money.

yesterday i had the most frightful national day EVER!!! i went to this fish farm in sungei buloh. near kranji. this fish farm reared fishes duhh...frogs!!! yucks.. some kind of catfish or whatever..prawns and dogs and maybe even crocodiles. oooooo crocodiles!!! we went to see the frogs being slaughtered!!! it was so frightful that i forgot to take photo of it!!! freaky man. the man just chopped off the poor frog's head!!! it was alive and squirming and the cruel man just chopped off it's head!!! ahhh!!!!

events

gosh. so many stuff has happened. haven't blog for quite some time anyway. i shall blog the past few events now.

latest.today.
national day celebrations at marina south. had such a fun time there! "free food!!" said by cuifen. she was like searching for food la!!! had a great scolding by our dearest principal in the morning. upper sec left sch first then lower sec's turn. it was pouring raining by the time we got there. anyway. we extrastrongmintmentos were duuuh in the same group. went around and around. so many shuai army ppl!!!! there's this guy. even though he was wearin braces which was blue in colour he still looked so cute--> according the the rest of the ppl in the clique. shuyi sihui yibei and cuifen were like guy crazy today! haha. there were lots of shuai ge la but think bout it. they are at least 4 years older than us! 4 years! that's a big gap man. around 3 me shuyi and sihui went for lunch and watched charlie and the chocolate factory! k. this movie outing wasn't that great. the whole gang wasn't there. went home lonely. again.

FOP festival of praise.
gosh. that totally rocked man and i even made a new fren from scgs. anyway. i went with church frens. we came late and we cut the super snake-like long queue. our seats were so called reserved for us. haha. the lead guy singer in delirious looks like Owen Wilson! aha. then it was hillsongs. the sermon than hillsongs then delirious again! ih my. they rock!!! when fast songs were played. u could see ppl jumpin TOGETHER and clappin their hands TOGETHER. went home very late. very late. slept even later. haha. the gang having supper at macdonalds were super sick lor. ahah. paul ho! now do u know the things that we know? the dirty things. haha.

last week YE was funfunfun. haha. prob due to the exposure to FOP haha. jump jump.

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! love u!!! happy national day people!!!

the beautiful white shelter.


Yiling and I


sleepy me

sunday free ache

it's a sunday and i'm at home. why? had lots of hw and on saturday i just didn't do any. why?

there was learners and leaders conference!!! gosh. night duties were the best man. in the afternoon me Jocelyn and Joash did carpark duty. boy was it boring at first la. only the 3 of us were like running around. ushering the cars and stuff while the others slack. we were super hungry lor. we let mr hamid take over for awhile before we busy ourselves again. we did carpark duty from 12.30 - 5. that's long k. then we went back to school to change into ur blazers and stuff. we saw ppl presenting but only a few attended for the presentation. the school was supposed to be busy with visitors but instead it was busy with fairsians. after changing. we had dinner in the primary school canteen along with the other councillors and the performers. the dinner was like______. we had to drown it with the gravy provided.

we then made our way back to fmss. we rehearsed and waited for all the VVIPs, graduands and sec4s to end their service. they then came down. the rows me made were fun! haha. ushered the people to their seats. around 8 liddat. me Joy Stephen and Wilson sold books for bout 1hr. i sold 8 books! each book costed $30! no graduands bought them. only parents. anyway. the food served to those who attended was fabulous! we councillors alse served cake. it was just a normal cake with custom design.

wearin the blazers are hot. standing infront of that 27 degree celsius fan was shiok! everybody did that la. quite embarrassing anways. haha. after the whole thing ended, miss lena seet gave us the go sign to finish up all the fantastic food on those buffet tables. we were like scavengers. anyway. all the other performers did that too. there were like so much leftovers. i ate strawberries covered in chocolate, some delicious soup, fish in mayonaise, little square cakes and then all of us had to go for debrief. had chocolate ice cream. the guys were crazy. they took large amounts of food and finished it all up!!! got my bag and dily dallied till my parents came.

used the computer again till bout 12am n then went to sleep.

one more thing! stop pinching my cheeks! i feel pain. i feel hurt. i want revenge. u know who u are.

octopus

me doing octopus for my art. i'm afraid of octopus and jellyfish.

me muscles ache. due to the lifting up of the heavy tanks.

lame lame lame lame lame lame

bye bye bye

scuba diving

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hahas.

had lotsa fun. early morning met with eunice and sian to have brekkie. ate mushroom roti prata and drank teh tarik. there were 8 of us students and only 2 instructors. they were mr koh and dominic. me sian and eunice went in the waters first. it was nice to swim in teh deep waters again. sigh. but too bad. it was low tide. we dived to the max. 10m. ... visibilty sucks. by the time we got up. the waters had risen to 18m. ... we then slcaked on the boat for quite some time. it began to rain. oohooh!!! freakin cold wind. i warmed myself up and then went out in the rain to play again . yeah! heavy rain! then a while later. we dived in again. visibilty was so much better. this time. we had such a great time at da bottom. corals were beautiful. rocks were sharp. i saw a crab. FREAKED UP!!! it was sosososososososo big!!! pushed mii instructor's head towards the crab!! ahahhahahah. -_-" then a while later. still at the bottom of the sea..me mr koh and mark phoa met a large fish. mark didn't take any notice of it but mr koh and i did. wasn't sure what kind of fish but it was big. it swam under legs and infront of our faces and down again and swam away. blur mark! i was so scared that i didn't breathe for awhile. we then ascended lor. drizzling a bit. slacked on the boat awhile more. then dived in again. SIAN EUNICE AND ME! i was the middle person. held both of their hands. couldn't equalize properly and push myself away from the corals. we touched 3 kinds corals. hard coral. it felt like rocks. another was the soft coral so soft. lastly was the brain coral so soft so nice and nice! it felt like like..hmm...brains! it had mucus la. haah...ascended.

half and hour later. we were on land. eunice's mom went to the macdonald's drive thru. had fillet o fish fries and coke. *burp*. went to her condo and bathed. so cold. the water!! ahh!!!...

went to church. sunday school and YE were way over. met aunty doris kimberly and shaun on the way. watched myhime on steph's tablet pc. went to redhill for dinner. dizzy. now at home gonna sleep. stopped ignoring tuck yan.

--.* my world feels like it's moving up and down..-__
due to the slackin on the boat.

fantastic four

hahas. today was our extrastongmintmentos clique outing! had lots of fun! all of us wore jeans! ppl who went were me Cuifen Shuyi Sihui Yibei Daniel Tan Yu En Mark Ho Mark Tan and Wilson. haiz. too bad Wenjie couldn't come. hahaz. wah. spent so much money today lorx. spend every single cent in my wallet. 30 over bucks la. first we met at dover. then went somerset to meet cuifen. we went to cineleisure. went to book tickets for the movie we were goin to watch. FANTASTIC FOUR. !!! we are such fussy ppl. goin from one shop to another to see what we wanted to eat. this is a major prob man. in the end. we ate on kopitiam. -_-" then we went over to heeren to do window shoppin and took neoprints! super crammed and noisy! :) did window shopping. fantastic four.haha.it's so so so nice la! all of us thought so dirty la. horny. everyone of us. we threw popcorn at each other. haha. so waste money la. haha. saw a number of fairsians. especially sec3s. oh yes. we also went to the arcade to play table hockey. haha. so FUN!!!. we girls then went to take neoprints again. so glamourous! :) then we went for dinner. and again. we were all so fickle minded. in the end we ate at swensens. Mark Tan Wilson and Yibei left first after finishing their dinner. they paid us the money and left. after the rest of us finished our dinner we asked for the bill. shoots. the service tax was like 8 bucks la! SO EX! cannot stand it! so paiseh la. almost had no money to pay la. we estimated 75 bucks but it was 82 bucks! time to go home. why did i ever live so far away. felt super lonely on the mrt train after the rest left me. lonely lonely lonely. only had Edmund's incoming sms to liven up that super boring and lonely mrt trip.

many things have happened and i just don't have the time to blog. example Fion and Sophia's birthday party at dover park view. i wanna blog bout it but i just don't have the time and now i needa rush to go to sleep. gettin tired. zzZZ...

____why did i ever have to live in a place so faraway? ..::*

normal day.

it's quite a normal day today. nothin much to blog about if i can't remember what has happened the past few days. sigh. did t-zone duty today. let those 'kiddies' play for a whole one and a half hours! haiz. i guess me and mark tan are on parr....haha.

heh heh. i know the sec4 guy who likes me liao heh heh. haha. only Joanne-mdm knows my thoughts bout that guy. haha. fine enoch. i don't dao u already la. i just don't like people calling me my name when i don't even know them!

i've got a new school bag! it's rocks! so embarrassing lor. did sunday school last sunday. screwed up the whole thing. i think it's best that i sing and steph plays the piano. martin's a good encourager to. he calms me down lots. tells me to take deep breaths and stuff. after the 'performance',i gave a huge sigh of relief and he patted me! haha. and guess what? shaun noticed it! aha. jealous shaun. admit it la. haha. jkjk. i've becoming more and more of a joker and a lamer lahs. gave a bright shining black soccer ball as Hong Chin's pressie. he likes it! yupps.

Ben See and Kevin Ban hope ya like the chewing gum. sorry tuck yan. i saw the expiry date. i only gave away 3 packets k.

- i wanna be a psychiatrist when i grow upp!! :)

sick sick and sick

sick sick and sick. but i'm feeling much better now due to SO MUCH REST and perspiring like mad. wonder if i would be allowed to go to Fion and Sophia's birthday party.

yesterday i couldn't even walk after Yuliang sent me to wait for me mom. i was reallyy burning up in the van. on the ride home, my body temperature kept on increasing. after i bathed and went to the doctor, i was terribly painful and tiring for me just for me to walk. i kept cryin on the way there and back. the pain was unbearable. had my extrememly light and to me tasteless dinner and went to sleep. slept at 9pm to bout 5.45pm. the alarm clock woke me up so i decided to sms 16 ppl bout my condition and would not be goin to sch. during the period when i was sleepin yesterday, somebody passed the word around that i was sick. when i woke up at 5.45am i saw my inbox was flooded with concerned sms! just wanna thank everybody who smsed me be it jokingly or whatever. at 6.45am i felt that i was burning up again. so i went back to sleep. slept till 10.30am had breakfast and lunch and fell asleep again at 2.30pm and woke up at 5pm. i had lots of sleep! anybody jealous?! haha. yesterday i the T-ZONE i was burning up like siao too la. when ppl talked to me i tried my best to open my mouth to talk but i somehow couldn't. i was quite weak liao. usually i would have looked forward to fighting against guys at Halo2 but on that day, i was too sick to talk quarrel and fight with Yong Zhi and his NCC friends.

thanks everybody for ur concern. byee

hmm...

it's quite late.10 plus. just wanna quickly jot down some of my feelings today.

firstly, those sec3 ncc boys know that Tuck Yan likes me or whatever la. WHATEVER!!! it's not true that i like him!!! but for vice versa, i dunno whether it's true or not. Eunice told me that whenever Tuck Yan talks to her..it's almost always bout me...hai...it's so WHATEVER. now that those ncc boys knows, i'm so dead. Yong Zhi is like so big mouth la. i got so much complains bout him but i just don't dare n can't voice it out.

read Tuck Yan's MSN space and as usual.he was talkin bout me. i just can't believe what i read on the screen la.

today was sad.. im sorry.. was bored all day.. overdued homeworks... name called over over again... so sad.. and then suddenly u had to ask me whether i like u.. i guess i lied.. i didnt noe wad to say, didnt want to ruin the friendship...etc. i Dun want to be lonely again... so i guessed i lied that i wuld only like u if u liked me.. apparently.. that could hardly be possible.. wat i am.. wat u are.. gosh its even hard to imagine.. duh i wished to say that i like u, no matter u like me or not.. couldnt think.. only kept blaming myself.. sigh sigh sigh.. soo sadening.. i dun like to hide these under my skin.. but i didnt want people to tease u.. to me.. teasing is nothing but crap.. to u.. i've got no idea at all.. so yeah.. lonely.. sitting on the bed hugging my pillow.. of course i wished pillow was u, but that wuld hav to wait... maybe forever.. who noes.. as long as i dun change.. as long as i keep getting into trouble.. that wuld wait.. drag.. last for infinity.. sigh.. i've got enough.. cant concentrate on work.. never been so crazy.. loosing control... fatique.. emotionally drained.. well that's all.. how much more i can say.. not expressed in words.. i was never gifted at words...

that was what he wrote. not me! but him.

had photoshoot today!!! only those ppl who were chosen know the reason behind why we were called up. why we were specfially chosen and not others. i realllyy don't mean to boast. i am so sorry everybody. my grp was with 210, Caleb Chng and Cedric, he's a sec3 guy. we were supposed to talk to each other. so Cedric was supposed to talk la. the 1st sentence he said was... sec3 life sucks. we started laughing. me n 210 especially. me were the laugh out loud people.

last thing. ah boyy Shaun ar...don't so lonely liao k. don't be a loner. don't be anti-social. got prob sms me k. i am ur encourager remember? haha lol...as i'll be there for u...quoted from some song.

sports day

sports day sports day sports day...it's the 1st time thru out my whole life that i have ran in a sports day. throughout my whole time in primary sch i did not run for sports day. today it is my 1st time!!! this is a great achievement for me even though i did not win any medal. 2e...hai...sec5a...duh u'll win...3? cheaterbugs...8*100m u ppl cheated...red cross first aiders saw something that only a few ppl saw....forget bout sports day la. my class didn't win. sad sad sad. watchin true files now. sports day = it's not about the WINNING. it's the PROCESS. that's what we learnt during the sec2 level camp. did council duty in the acjc deserted cafeteria. Hongchin and Evan See were talkin to each other at other table far away while i was left alone la. bored bored bored. kept myself occupied by looking at 2 roaches. Glenn walked past a few times waved to him once.

after sports day i went to visit my grandfather with my family. my poor grandfather. he fell one two weeks ago. so he ended up in hospital. he made a new hokkien friend today. my bro was like so frustrated because he couldn't understand what my mom my grandfather and another patient said cause they were conversing in hokkein. well i could so i understood EVERYTHING they said. they talked bout their lives and blah blah. the patient was a diabetic patient. he told my bro not to eat so much sweet stuff or else he would end of like him. that patient had his toes amputated becuase of diabetes. i was like so goin to cry la....i felt so sad when i saw those toes/toe.

then we went to orchard. eat mosburger. yum yum. then shopping started. started at 3pm ended at 8.30pm. combed at least half of orchard. around 4.30pm. that was the time i bought lots of my stuff. i bought stuff at the FOX women shop. so nice lorx. bought a white skirt!!! has a little pink on it...it's like SUPER SHORT LAH!!!! had a weird shirt. very weird but nice. it's like sleevless and half sliding t-shirt it's blue and green in colour.my fave!!!. then also got this green shirt that said ' if u could read my mind' and a white shirt with red words and stripes on it.after that whet to buy slippers for my sis. she got a pair of pink barbie slippers with shiny beads on it. then we went to buy a wallet from the wallet shop at heeren for my bro. he is one fussy boy. then i got a flipflops.red in colour. i also got a myuk black pencilbox. i got a black giodarno shirt. and a black limited edition myuk shirt!!!! it's so cool!!!

so tired so dead beat so out...

sports day heats

i have got thru 1500m...tmr got finals...i know i will not make it but i'll do my best...i wanna get a 3rd postition!!! i wanna get a medal!!! please Lord, i know i haven't not been trainin but i know i have the potential to do it. Lord, please unleash my potential tmr for races both 1500m and 8*100m. i know i may be asking for a lot but Lord, i believe u can make me win this race. Lord, i will not give up so help me win this race! In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

saw Edmund and Wilson running the same race and oh my...i didn't know Edmund could run that fast! he came in first for 200m...Wilson was like 2nd or 3rd i think...what happened to Kuei-der? he was 2nd last la...Edmund is reallyy fastt...1st!!! if i could ever do that...i'll go crazy man....

shakin'

oh no no no no nooooooo....
i'm shaking!!! nervous~~~!!!! today for church i'm gonna have to lead for the sunday sch worship!!! boohoo...bless me dear Lord...guide me to do the actions which will make those kiddies laugh...

mp3 player

yeah!!!
i've got an mp3 player!!! i know..it's not a very big deal anyway...it's totally black and it's 512mb...that's more than my bro's...his is only 128mb..so little haha...bought a new wallet...it's mu-ee...it isn't as nice as the 1st mu-ee wallet i have...anyway...i'm now at my cousin's house...later goin swimming...or i can go bowling...but swimming is a better choice...

m'sis holiday

haha...
back from my m'sia holiday...it's fun fun fun!!! :) except for the hotel which totally sucks man...100% low quality...n it's even rated 3 or 3 and a half stars...big mistake man!!! let me start with the carpark..it doesn't have a shelter to shelter the cars n the carpark is a public carpark!!! then at the hotel lobby...it was quite ok la...jus abit small....then me n my frens went looking around...no swimming pool!!! what kind of stupid hotel is this?! no swimming pool?!! then my family had to share a room...the room was like so small!!! there were only 2 super single beds...a tv a desk and 2 chairs and a toilet!!! there was no trash bin!!! what the...doesn't the hotel respect the people's hygiene?!anyway..in the end my whole family the whole 5 of us managed to sleep on the two super single beds...now the toilet...the door can be closed easily...by when opening the door and unlocking it...it's tough man and my sis almost got stuck inside!!!
anyway..the best part of this holiday was that i lots of good food...eat sushi..the best hokkein mee in the m'sia...western food la...anyway...smuggled chewing gum and pirated dvds into s'pore again...as always...

red cross camp

*back*...
back from red cross camp!!! so tired..let me tell u what happened...
1st day...
red cross cadets fell in late...i had to carry lots of stuff and we had to run from one place to another...kept perspiring...after falling in...the platoon i/cs were chosen and we had to go to our bunks...bunks i/cs were 'chosen' and then we had to gather at the courtyard for our hike debrief...we then learnt that it was going to be a 9km hike!!! cool!!! and as usual..many ppl started to complain moan and grumble...we then rushed to our bunks to pack the necessary items needed for this trip...we then started off...my group was like travelling so slowly and i was leadin the team...the rest of team especially the guys weren't cooperating....Brandon was like giving directioons so much...Carissa was cheering the team on...anyway...we finally made it to Labrador Park!!! we did survivor camping there...it was like so FUN!!! after that was something..can't remember...i remembered that we also had a footdrill training...our commander was Brandon...the sec1s were like so not interested in footdrill!!! i was so angry at them!! to me..footdrill is like one of the most important things in my life!!! footdrill is there for teaching us discipline...we then had dinner i think...it's quite ok la...we then had footdrill again then something else and something else and something else and something else and something else till it was like bath time!!! i quickly showered and went to sleep...had 4hrs to sleep...
2nd day..
i'm really tired now so i'll just summarise the whole day...we had outdoor activity comp...footdrill comp and something else and something else and something else and something else...footdrill comp was a total screw up..the sec1s especially...we then had preparation for the campfire...for the mass dance..i danced with Simon...it was like so funny!! kept laughin...we then had cooking competition..my group sucked at that too...we then had campfire...i was like shouting and clapping so loudly!! :) as my group was presentin our item...i thought bout how hard i had to lead my group into preparing for the item...after the campfire it was clearingup...bathed then went to sleep...
3rd day...
slept at 1am because of somebody then woke up with Fion at 2.30am to do sentry duty...talked with Joanne n Fion...slept at 4am...woke up at 4.30am...cause needed to wake up liao...had amazing raceat orchard and my group came in FIRST!!!! this is like the 1st achievement our group had made...lol...went back to scholl for prize giving...for outdoor activities then winner was group 2 and for the cooking comp the winner was group ...for footdrill the winner was group 2 and for the best group award was GROUP 3!!!all of us were like so shocked!!! :O me n Fion won the BEST CAMPER AWARD for the sec2 category...
i wanna sleep now...lastly...after the red cross camp..i had to rush to singapore indoor stadium to go watch the phoa chu kang musical...before that i bathed and changed at heritage view...now..i needa sleep...tmr early in the mornin..i'm leabin for malacca...lots of ppl are goin kuala lumpur and genting...was supposed to go those places too...but too bad for me...k..i gtg...


__i think about u all the time i will miss u________*

council camp

ahhh...
back from the council camp!!! it totally rocks dude!!! it was both fun and tiring...everybody at the camp are now suffering the effects of sunburnt...let me now describe to u what happened during the camp...
day 1...
reached school with Julia Tan...dili dalied for bout 1hr before the whole programme really started...almost everybody were excited bout the camp...we learnt that Xinyi was the camp commandant for that day...the bus came and we students loaded up lots of stuff onto the bus..the tents 1.5litre bottles chairs sch flag and lots of stuff...and so we procceded to the far end of east coast park...a number of ppl slept on the bus...excluding me...we reached there...unloaded every single thing and set up camp... there was much trouble in chosing of the accomodation...the teachers kept reminding us that we need not follow to whatever they said...in the end...we pitched tents near the pavillion..had lunch...i did not pitch tents but carried those canoes to the beachside...boy they were heavy...we then had our briefing then we then started our training on kayaking/canoeing...my partner was Yiling...she couldn't take it and got seasick...i had to do everything myself....saw her vomit in the sea...shan't move into the details...i only can say that after that day...my whole body was aching like siao..the rafting up made poor Yiling sick...after that training we had dinner...ate it all up man...was tired and hungry...went to wash up...then we had debrief for the night...was pretty nervous when it was my turn to say something...wasn't very satisfied and proud of my speech...then it ended...for that night only...did night sentry duty at 1am with Yiling...very exciting!!! we both watched the stars the planes the police car that kept on passin by our campsite...counted the canoes lifejackets and paddles...watched the safety boats...then came two women...they were super suspicious...smoking talkin very loudly...had lots of 'hand signals'...at 2am..we went to sleep and let Constance and Julia take over...our tent had me Yiling Constance Julia Tan and Eunice Soh...
day 2...
had stretching exercises in the morning...did the chest expansion exercises...it beat was like one two three argh.one two three argh...very pain...had breakfast...we then had to set off for kallang basin...changed partner...had Xinyi...she was pretty strong in the first leg of the expedition but in the end she could not 'tahan' anymore n she started resting n resting n resting...leaving me to do everything...after bout 5hrs under the treacherous sun n waves...we finally made it to kallang basin...i had held my bladder for 5 hrs!!! the whole lot of us kayaking knew that i had to pee...wanted to pee in the sea but i dared not...Xinyi said to pee in the kayak..i tried but i couldn't....tried with lots of force but still couldn't so i 'ren' till we reached shore...i was super relieved when i had the chance to go to the toilet...we then had some kind of briefing...duh...Lanz was the camp commandant for that day...we then had lunch...we had more briefing and then we learnt from Mr Aw that were to go for dragon boating...oh my...our muscles were aching and still dragonboat?! but we had at least 40mins of rest...then we had to make our way to the dragon boating association...i then realised that i may see Kenneth there as the kayaking association was also there...Gina was super 'dirty' when we were gathering at the grounds of the association...i dunno why but all of us girls were like looking at the guys beside us..they were half naked!!! all of us suddenly become very chatty and noisy and hyper and the guy councillors seemed to become jealous...they were most probably jealous that we weren't paying much attention to them but to the other guys frm other schools :) lol...my dragonboating grp had May Gina Lanz Hong Chin Me Yiling Eunice Alvin Jocelyn Tan Janelle Stephen Julia Tan Constance [i'm sorry i missed out anybody i can't really remember]...we won the race with the other boat!!! we won!!! we played a game twice on the boat!!! it was super fun!!! almost capsized the boat but it was fun man!!! :D n because of the game we bathed late...there were only 2 shower cubicles for bout 20 girls!!! it took more than an hr man...we went back to our campsite...then we went to beach rd for dinner...the dinner totally sucked man...didn't eat much and by supper i was starving man...but for supper we had sandwiches!!! wow!! that satisfied my hunger...luckily i didn't have sentry duty that night/morning...or else i wouldn't have the energy for the nxt trip back to east coast...there was some obscence details that i shan't mention but my tent mates would understand...gave me tent mates massage...they enjoyed it totally man...
day 3...
it's the last day..many ppl had aches including me but it wasn't that much...many of us were quite enthu..i dunno how to explain this man...lotsa emotions....the camp commandant for that day was Yongzhi...a new councillor...we were pretty organized on the last day...we quickly brought the canoes to the sandy shores...we completed everything in time i think..we then set off back to east coast...oh yes one more thing...i was the starboard i/c for that day n my partner was Rachel Gong..*whew*..i got a strong girl man...but at the last leg she kept on resting..we had breakfast in the sea!!! that was shiok man!!! we reached east coast 2 hrs earlier...the teachers cooked up some punishment for us and so we had to kayak all the way back to some jetty...Rachel was very pek chey liao lor...but we still made it!!! alright man!!! when we reached back to east coast...we were still early so we had ice-cream!!! so nice!!! ice cream nvr felt so GOOD!! me than had to wash lifejackets...then helped in the washing of the kayaks...after that whole washing thing ended we gathered again for lunch...the lunch wasn't that gd la...only the stingray was nice...hehe....we then had to unload our bags and bathe...after bathing we had a very last debrief and hugs went round end then we had to board the bus back to sch...haha...the bus trip was so funny but i fell asleep for bout 5mins la...Yiling had a peaceful one....we loaded the stuff into the council room and it was home sweet home!!!

reflections: we build bonds better thru hardship which was the kayaking...encouragement is power in such cases...moral courage is important...teamwork cooperation are some of the qualities of leadership...we need gd communication skills to succeed to...

armageddon

oh yes...one more thing...u know the show armageddon..the show they screened on channel5 yesterday? yeah...at those dramatic and touching parts of the show...i cried...especially when Bruce Wills was sacrificing his life...so sad...

monday

it's monday!!!
the beginnin of the june hols!!! it's ironic man....we have tons and tons of homwork and projects to do and they call this a holiday?! what is this? contradicting is not gd...going for dental appointment at night...it's the 1st time i'm going after so many years...
yesterday was one of the best days of my life!!! the beginning wasn't intresting...i had to go orchard early in the morning for IMH ( Insitute of Mental Health)'s Flag Day...had to collect money from the shoppers at orchard...those americans were generous unlike us singaporeans...the japanese ppl were a bunch of funny ppl...they donated automatically...there was this particular guy and daughter...he donated all his 1cents!!! he had lots of them!!! there was this family...the father of the middle aged guy...he quickly came to me and Fion...he donated a few coins and took 3 stickers...i guessed that he wanted to protect himself and his family from anymore other donation seekers...after the shift...me and Fion went to get a belated b'dae present for Joanne...our red cross senior...it was a cross...then i went home after that...took the bus home...on the PIE/BKE...i started raining cats and dogs...i kept on reading on my comic...when the bus reached the stop where i was supposed to alight...i realised...how was i going to get to the lrt...it was like so far away!!!! i first crossed through a bunch of HDBs for shelter...then there was this big open space to cross...bout 200m...i just ran across...got drenched to the skin...the ppl on the lrt train didn't really notice me soakin wet...then...i reached fajar lrt station...i had to cross the road to go home...bout another 200m...just ran like siao...when i took the lift up...i realised i was dripping wet!!! my shirt skirt shorts were all soaked!!! the first thing i thought...my handphone!!! it was in my pocket!!! i quickly took it out and tried to shake water out of it...i reached home and saw my auntie's dog waitin for me at the gate...so cute!!! i kept licking me..smelling me legs...i ran up to my bathroom and u know...
so running in the rain was the climax for yesterday...
today is slacking man...found out a new secret...hehe...

in a house

now at mark's house...
those ppl are playin 'starwars'...check out the storewars link on the right...starwars fans will enjoy that movie clip the most...i think..
my report card results aren't that good...quite disappointed with myself...but i can assure that nxt term i'll do better...
started maths tuition today...it's the 1st time out of so many years i had one...all the tuition teachers are weird...and this one is no exception..he's ok..it's a HE...he's quite nerd....carries the bag high..very high..socks...high...hair....exactly like mark ho and martin's hairstyle...just longer...but overall...i find him ok...this tuition teacher might just last...let's see how he last..the last tuition teacher i had lasted for only 2 days...:)...he was an old man teachin me chinese....my chinese seems to be improvin....:)...
got lots of homework to do man...projects...this thing really gets on my nerves...even though after all those less projects suggestions at the S2C...things aren't improvin...but maybe they are....but most likely not...
ppl in school have been teasin me bout Tuck Yan Zestin and Edmund..my reply is...whatever and shuttup la...
meet the parents session rocks man!!! the duty i mean....me Yiling and Yanling rocked Carpark A...the other councillors at carpark A were Lanz Joash and Wilson...there was one minor accident....the car hind's crashed into the bridge pillar...it was loud...but not very loud...there were scratches and a little piece came out...the driver did not come ont...a female driver...i forgot whose mother...
the cars in carpark A this time were not that nice...there were a lot of mercedes e200...but...there was a very nice mercedes...forget which series...there were 4 mitsubishi grandis...there wera 2 cars the size of a jeep!!! and one of them belonged to Felix from my class!!! a guy whose handphone is the $6 plan!!!
listenin to christian songs...for once...

booreed

it's sunday...
these days have been pretty boring as the exams are over...quite disappointed as my exam results...but got 2nd top in english!!! lameo...english only...it's not a very 'big' subject...my class boys are clever man...for all the subjects except for high mother tongue...a guy scored the highest...
owe so many testimonials...shoots man...went bird park for my church's family day...honestly..it's boring went it ended...amazing race was fun...ran a lot...piggy backed my sis a lot...after the race..we had lunch n boy was i so hungry...n i just realized that i was the only teen gal in the group...i waited so long for my sis to end her fun time at the water playground...the rest of YE went to play bowling play pool n watch movies...i didn't go lor...dunno y...wasn't in the mood :(
not much to type lor except that the discrimination have died down...i hope...:( shall go now...bye

innocent

woah...
i ran bout 5km today...1st round was with Shan...we ran to buona vista station then past the jumbo coffeeshop...then turned in n ran all the way back to school...it was alreadi 5.10pm by then...so she had to go home...i sent her off in the middle of the road n then ran 2.4km....was waiting for Shu Yi to finish GB...didn't know it ended at 6.30pm...i ran alone for this 2.4km...after that 2.4km..i ran back to school and saw Yiling come back frm Henderson sec...she got a Silver...as my momentum had not stopped...i asked Julien, Joy Sim and Yiling to run another 1.2km with me...poor Julien...she stopped halfway..needa train her up more...today it was the 1st time i experienced stich while running...first time!!!
today after receving the results...and after goin to the locker..i went down the stairs...saw my 1D buds and a few others from other classes on the stairs and at the bottom...all of them were teasing bout me n Ed...there's really nothing between us...only friendship..and i'm speaking this from the bottom of my heart...i'm not lying...
nasty stuff on my tagboard again...obviously..the person should not be a christian...i may know who is the person who is doing all this...i don't have a boyfriend and i don't steal guys from others...thanks Edmund n Annette for speakin on my behalf...such loyal n trustful friends...

a break

mid years..
mid years are finally over man...exams reallyy stress me out..but now...i feel free...at last..but now i'm so free till i'm bored man...totally bored man...
sports day...me running in 8*100km n 1500m...gonna train reall hard...
literature "king lear" presentation was totally messed up man..the whole class..everyone of us....lit 'cher' is boring...she can't teach n she talks so slowly...
Kevin Ban knows too much bout "us"...did he tell him? but he wouldn't...he wouldn't dare...
needa go westmall to get candles...goin to 'demolish' them n make them into something else...
many things have been bothering me...including moi own tagboard!!! i do not flirt. i don't steal other ppl boyfriend!! the person who wrote that obviously doesn't know me well...i don't have boyfriends...i'm not in a relationship....the person who wrote those nasty stuff on my tagbroad must be quite jealous of what i'm doing or having in my life...
anyway...God Bless the person who wrote that...i forgive u...

boredd/exciting day

my legs are so aching man...from all the walkin
today i dily dallied in school from the end of my chinese remedial till 4pm...that was bout 1hr think...i sucked at chinese and that's why i have to go for chinese remedial...i then realised i was totally broke...only 25cents in my billabong wallet...so i decided to go collect money from ppl who owed me...for example...i managed to get back $2.80...i tried finding her where the GB girls were gathering which was at the foyer...she wasn't there...Yiling then went round asking ppl where Annette was n it turns out that Annette was having self-study...*sigh*..sucha naughty girl...she's always goin for self-study...
talking bout self-study...i was thinking bout taking over the person who was doin self-study for today as i had nothin to do!!! n when i reached meeting room 3...the person in charge was Matthew Chay...i know he would be happy if i took over but in the end i didn't...saw Tessa n Annette there...both of them were kena by Mrs Ho...she's reallyy a veryy nicee teacher...hehe...Mark Ho's mum...during the time i was at the meeting room 3...i added life into that session...
i then decided to leave sch at 4...as Yiling had thai class...Eunice n Fion had lessons..Annette had self-study...nobody...so i decided to go to WestMall...i told Benjamin that i was goin there before i left...needa go there to shop for my lil' sis b'dae pressie...it's a very cute bear...when i was searching for the present...suddenly...Benjy came out to the doorway...how did he find me? i was kinda shocked...he kinda tagged along..haha...he followed me to WestMall then to the shops then to the library..at the library when i was searching for books..he read my maths paper...even though he was older than me...he couldn't solve those maths questions..haha...
when we were leaving WestMall...on the escalator down...he stepped down one step so that i could be taller than he...haha...so nice of him..i reallyy don't like the feeling of being short...haha....gotta have my dinner...byeee!

school blues

*sighsighsigh*...
school tmr....today luckily got no school...slept at 2am today woke up at 10am...
did lotz of studyin today...played FIFA alot too...not much to type...weather's pretty stuffy n warm...gonna have dinner soon...i had a dream today..n it was bout the camp!!! remincise bout the moments..haha...playin FIFA now...slowly type...
i really do like the sec2 camp!!!

2F ROCKS!!! 2F ROX!!! 2F RAWKS!!!

still have those mosquito bites on me!!! the relationship between me n him have been deterioating...i hope it pieces back together...so far...i have been confiding in Annette n Edmund...i've been communicating more and more with Edmund...i dunno why but it's easier communicating with him online n with the phone but not in person...

haha..dunno why but i'm still pondering bout the fact of ~~~~~~~~~~...shall not mention...goin for dinner now...ciao

i'm back!!!

i'm back!!!
my group trainer was Man and student leader was Benedict frm BB!!!
whoopee!!!camp a²nts rocks!!!let me tell u my whole story..
it all started early in the morning around 5am..smsed Julia Tan to take taxi with me to sch...she agreed...i lugged my big orange bag, sleeping bag, shoebag n waterbottle to the bus-stop to meet Julia...it was darn heavy...at the bus-stop saw Julia carryin 2 bags and waterbottle. reached school in bout 20mins...the taxi driver drove darn fast man...
at school...a few frens n i gathered at a red round table...put my hp in the locker...a while later we needed to go to the hall to gather...surrenderd my wallet...my class 2F then left for the campsite which was at Jalan Bahtera which was in Lim Chu Kang which was near Choa Chu Kang...when i was heading for the bus...i concidentally met Yuanhao-sir...he passed me 2 letters...one was addressed to Nicolette n the other to Fion...
as we approached the campsite...we were like all so excited...we then were debriefed by the trainers...then we were introduced to our bunks...*what a sight*...it was 2-storey but the 1st level was only for sitting down n putting our shoes n slippers n sandals...the 2nd storey was for us to sleep in...*boy*...it was freakin hot up there...we then changed to our track pants up there!!! there were no walls n we just changed in the bunks...no time to go toilet to change...luckily the boys bunk were faraway...bout 20m away..*whew*...quite obscene when we changed..hehe...
all classes were divided into 2 groups..even number n odd number...i was in the even number group..we were called group 12. trustworthy...members were me charissa cuifen yibei mark ho mark tan wilson david daniel tan yu en jingming keith celesty wee liang samuel christie amose claire..i think that's all...we then went back to the canteen...my group played the entangling game...we failed...but it was a good experience...we then played the newspaper game..so fun..hugging everybody
we then had lunch...was so hungry..they gave so little food...nvr mind..still got dinner...we then went to do the challenge ropes course...so cool!!! it was windy n the scenery was cool n pretty...hehe...but then it started to rain so everybody was to take off their harnesses n helmets n proceed to the nearest shelter...*boom*..n it was raining cats n dogs...so we could not do all the activities at the challenge rope course n general stations...so we played games sing songs and cheered with our group's trainer...Man! he's a very nice guy...hehe... we sang silly songs..became degraded haha...we also played blow wind blow...i kena 3 times n so i had to do a forfeit!!! n it was to say 'i love zestin' 3 times!!! NO WAY MAN!!!! i DON'T LIKE ZESTIN!!! those group members of mine gave me 2 choices...say it to Zestin himself or get filmed by the annoying video camera n let the whole sch know...i delayed it n hope they would forget it...

we then had dinner...5 ppl on 1 bench 10 ppl at one table..our group occupied 2 tables...squeeze!!! dinner sucks...so little food...would be hungry again...after dinner...my group had night hike...sub-divided into 2 groups...all girls except for wilson n another guy...forgot who...me n clarissa walked in front..it was a dark dark dark dark night...sudden;y Benedict popped out of nowhere...hehe...so he was accompaning our little group..later we sub-divided again..even smaller group at the midpoint of the night hike..there was me clarissa wilson keith n william...heard screaming...it was from the other group which had mark ho cuifen yibei daniel tan yu en n mark tan..alll of them screamed..haha...even boys do scream..

after night hike..we had songs sessions...so tired at that point...almost slept right thru it...

for supper n debrief...the supper sucks...the milo was so bland..then we had shower..my class pupils needed to quickly shower as we needed to clean up the canteen..we weren't late!!!

LIGHTS OUT!!! slept at 12am..woke up at 2am slept again..woke up at 3 slept again...woke up at 5 n slept again...woke up at 6..needed to go brush teeth liao...hehe...in the bunks we were discussing among we 2F girls who was snoring *blah blah*...Yibei sleeptalk in the middle of the night then she screamed!!! that was at 3am...o my...

7.15am...did 5BX...then breakfast..had nasi lemak..*yummy*...but again..not enough...

we had kayaking...so fun...partnered Keith...he wanted to capsize the boat...that was so NO WAY man..we then got changed...we had team building...did songs again..played games...after that we had abselling!!! so cool!!!...did that twice...they were teasing me bout Zestin when i was going down...haha...after that..we had lunch...

lunch was so little food...hungry man...

we then had team building again..so fun...played games...hehe...it then rained heavily...hai..so we had to do rock climbing in the hall which was so chicken feet..the only thing was that...when i reached the top n wanted to go down...the belayer who was my group's trainer...did not let me go down...because he also knew bout the thing between me n Zestin...around 3 mins later...he let me down...i then played tick tock n fuzzy wuzzy n black magic n jonny woosh with Benedict n Cuifen...haha!! Joash still doesn't get black magic n jonny woosh..hehe...we then had camp preparation..it was so last minute man...

we then had dinner n guess what??? it was served by 2E n Zestin was there!!! i reallyy wanted to get away frm him n go to another queue but it was too late...so i juz accepted the food n i didn't look at him in eye...so little food...

we then had our campfire...our class rocks man!!! we know we did ur best. there were 2 classes which were so copycats n 1 of them was so copycat that cuifen n i could hav thrown our shoes at them...it went well... we then had shower...hehe..1st to go in the shower...then after shower was supper...had curry puff...after supper...we brushed our teeth n went to sleep..*yawn*..slept at 12am again...

woke up at 5.20am...went to toilet to change n get ready...we then had breakfast...beehoon n a sausage...*yucks*...so little also..cannot fill my tummy..we then continued where we left off on day 1..the challenge rope course...while i was up there on the rope..the class came up with a cheer on me n Zestin...how many times must i say that i don't like Zestin!!!!...*arrh..*

after that..we had general stations...Man kept on sabo-ing me...lalalala...after that...we quickly ran back to our bunks to pack up n rush to the parade square to line up...we cleaned the boys toilet...*boy was it dirty*..i wanna thank Man for helping us n almost doin everything...he's such a muscular guy n he's doin all our work...lalala...i like the song which Elsie taught us...it's called linger...we then had prize presentation..our class got 3rd for banner n campfire item we got 2nd!!! even though it was a last minute job...we then left the campsite..the bus drivers were all so impatient with us...

we reached school...practically ran to my locker to take my hp...lalala...a while later...Benedict talked to us..he said that our class had a lot of potential...n that potential will only be to good use if we used it correctly *blah blah*... then i went home with my bro and Julia Tan...and now..i'm sittin here blogging..ending soon..there's one thing i'll remember...

COMING TOGETHER IS A BEGINNING,

KEEPING TOGETHER IS PROGRESS,

WORKING TOGETHER IS SUCCESS.

i will always remember this...this is one of the best camps i ever been to.all the fun laughter peace n joy...hehe..lalala...copyrighted hehe...ciao...i love 2F n 1D!!! smile always n God Bless all of u!!! :D

thanks Man thanks Elsie thanks Benedict thanks 2F!!!

tired

tired...
these few days i've been pretty tired...have been painting chen lao shi's classroom the past few days n i hav spent so much money sweat and effort it in n we haven't finished painting the room...
these few days for my sch are holidays...the sec1s have enrichment all the way...we sec2s have enrichment the past 2 days and from tmr to saturday...we have camp!!! not really so excited bout this camp...i dunno why...the sec3s have gone for obs...lastly...the sec4s and sec5s have gone for overseas learning trips except for some...
sec2 level camp tmr and i haven't even started packing...*sigh*...is it reallyy goin to be fun? is the place haunted? are there ghosts? haha....i'm not reallyy afraid of the ghosts as i have GOD with me!!! haha...laughter is the best medicine..fo rthe camp..there are competions...campfire item...cheer and banner...truthfully..the banner is not bad...our cheer wil crazk ppl up and for the campfire item...*boo :(*...
nothing much to type...but..i've been missing Benjy n Joanne of their constant string of smses...lalalala..

tommorrow

tmr need to go to sch...
*sigh*...needa go pack my bag...take care n God Bless all those who r going obs tmr!!! :))
i've been quite bored today..nothin much to type...
i've been trying to improve my blogskin but still unable to do so...
hai..wanna go liao...ate only onion rings for dinner...i am not on diet...Tuck Yan juz jump to conclusions too much...the conversation between me Nathanael and Tuck Yan was sick..so i didn't wanna stick around anymore n i left the conversation..the action of me leaving the conversation led the both guys to think that i'm angry at them...today...Tuck Yan still continued to think that i'm angry at him beacuse he i didn't reply his sms....n i wonder how did he even get my hp number n i bet that Nathanael also knows bout it too..*sigh*

sunday

it's sunday!!!
luckily i didn't go out with my parents...look at the time now...wonder what r they doin? wore a WHITE short skirt and blue top to church today...couldn't like others do when Martin Kimberly Shaun Steph and me attended the Uncle William thingy session...there was much difficulty when sitting down...
i took the MRT home..saw a bangladesh man picking his nose...ewww...that's disgusting...
not much to type but...i reallyy miss the pple who went to OBS which the sec3s went for...and OVERSEAS TRIPS that the sec4s and sec5s went for...missing Joanne's constant strings of sms...and Benjy's...
i was lyk a bit shocked when i realised how could Benjy's sis go into his account?! but i kinda sympathised with her when she told me that her bro didn't give her a b'dae present on her b'dae n he gave one to me when it was my b'dae...i gonna discuss this matter with Benjy when he returns...
goin for camp on thurs...coming back on saturday...so sad...missing seniors everyday...

life

life is full of trials and tribulations...
i have a lot of problems surrounding me and only a few people such as Fion and Annette and Yiling and Edmund know bout my problems...i have been crying a lot this week...i know that i appear tough on the outside but actually inside...i'm juz a girl with tons of mixed emotions...
my muscles are aching...because of napfa test...i'm so dissappointed with myself...i did super badly for my IPU...i even cried a little just because of it...ususally when i'm frustrated.sad.angry..i'll go and run so...after my napfa test i ran 3.6km using the heritage route...

stressed

stressed up man...
i hav this super stressing up life...i lyk to procrastinate alot...for example i have a d&t test tmr n i have not studied for it yet...a d&t project car which can't move...a science worksheet n a sexuality education essay...life is so stressful for me...
yesterday was POP...it was lotsa fun...made 4 new frens...their names were...Rebecca, Daphne, Nan Sheng and another which i forgot...we were crapping up all the way...Daphne is reallyy a veryy nice gal...all 4 of them were from Westwood...had a lot of fun quashing those boxes...hehe...hai..all of them couldn't come to COGS becoz they go to other churches...:(
didn't go to church today...supposed to go for the Uncle William's thingy but i didn't go...haha...those pleas from Shaun n Benedict didn't work...hehe...
i reallyy gotta rush to my hw now...bye...

red cross

woo...
had red cross today...so borring...the sec1s..i'm pissed off with them..they can't march properly kekanan lurus properly...hai...so dissapointing...somemore during PT..it was the lousiest PT we ever had...the sec1s juz don't listen to us sec2s...people such as A.Y.V.E are loners and so not enthu unlike me Fion Huiling Tessa Debbie Irysad Kayhan and Issac...
today i finally passed the strepsils to Benjy...*finally*...he exceeded the stated dose!!! how could he?!...he shld enjoy it slowly and suck it slowly...nvr mind...i'm gonna get him another packet or so...
hahaz...many ppl know bout Shuyi and Gary...class 4A also know bout them and so does 4B...sooner or later Hong Chin's gonna know bout that too...it seems that Yuanhao-sir has been talking to me again...he said that his whole class knows bout his blog URL...o my...
went out Dover with red cross frens and Annette...Chanel and Yuliang look so compatible!!! :) i'm quite pissed off with Yuliang..he keep on daoing me...so i shall do it to him too...
so freakin tired...i reallyy dunno what to type lor...oh ya...

good luck to all sec4s who are taking the chinese prelims tomorrow!!!

sunday sundae

*woot*...
i'm at home slackin after returnin from church...juz finished my dinner...huggin the dog Edmund gave me...it's so cute, cuddly n furry!!! :)
church was preeettty ok today...after YE...i asked Shaun whether was he goin for the Uncle William thingy he said he was going then steph n kim told me that they couldn't make it for the Uncle William's thingy beacause they needed to go home n do their hw...hm..that started me thinkin...if the both of them didn't go..then i'll be only girl there...weelll...i still had to go n i quickly called Shaun to go because it was startin at 4pm n he was at the coffeeshop..i made my way there...i came 1st...then Shaun then Martin...halfway through the lesson..i felt to tired but i told myself to pull thru the whole lesson...luckily it ended early...i think all three of us felt tired...me Martin n Shaun...so after the lesson ended...
i really had this urge to go home...i have no idea why...but i still went home...while walkin to the MRT station...met Daniel Ernest n Shaun...i said bye to all the of them...n walked quickly past them...Ernest asked me some stuff which i only roughly grasped it...so i replied that i lived very faraway n needed to go to go home early...they asked me where i lived i told them fajar...they said it wasn't really far away...they must be talkin nonsense...bet they didn't know where was that except for Shaun...
so at home i am...watchin the NKF show...i like the music on Shaun's blog...listenin to it now...so far..my day has been okayyy...:)