Not a racist

WHY DO MALAY GUYS LIKE TO ADD ME ON FB?

i'm not malay!
is it my skin colour? i'm like super fair
i think it's gotta do with the GHUI surname. they probably think i'm some mixedblood. you mean we don't look Chinese?

or maybe it's the peranakan eyes. HAHAHAHAHA

Please please

MY CURRENT THOUGHTS AT 2.40AM:
1) IPHONE PLEASE
2) SHOPPING PLEASE,i can't blogshop for nuts. i have to try out the clothes,models either tall or skinny. $$$
3) hongkong with the girls! <3 please please spending spree
4) exercise on monday!
5) i'm tired of waiting for the 2 toy cameras i bought online
6) 'Perly Inc' hasn't replied,& it's pissing me off. need those 110 films
7) today's gonna be a long day & i like seeing 11:11
8) i've got to stop snacking at night
9) complete supporting documents for uni
10) courage

))):

I WANNA GO SHOPPING! ))):

please someone, date me out!
ps. only sundays & mondays free

Whose genes do u think u've inherited, more of your mom's or your dad's?

seriously, 50-50. cause i can tell what came from who. i could name a whole lot more
my height: DAD
my nose: DAD
my low tolerance of chilli: MUM
my general face outlook: MUM
my arms: MUM
my hands: DAD
my humourous side: DAD

Ask me anything

www.foddy.net

http://www.foddy.net/Evacuation.html

play this, it's FUN :D requires alot of thinking though

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/FIONNAAA

i'm getting...

it says it's big enough to put A4 stuff inside & it's quite sturdy! yayy! now my magazines won't be crumpled!


can't wait to use this




sigh, this cute camera uses the old & rare 110 film. getting the film is easy. is the developing of the film. must travel all the way to like ann siang rd or this place near simlim square.

omg,i must get more tops & bottoms & dresses. i have absolutely no time to go shopping ))): have to rely on blogshops but the stuff are like gone really fast ))):

me want more $$$

If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?

GERMAN, just because it sounds crude
HAHAHAHHAHAHAH

Ask me anything

gone to the dogs

i just can't bring myself to quit
):
when i saw the papillon on the floor today, i was relenting already. & then when i bathed that retriever, my heart & mind sealed shut. i couldn't do it. the feeling of being with animals, with dogs & cats, just makes me happy. it satisfies my day.

last friday, there was this man training his white poodle at like 10pm plus at the badminton court. i just stood there & watched them for awhile.

unless somebody can get me another job that works with animals, then i will.

uni app

TODAY WAS THE BUSIEST DAY OF MY LIFE AT HOME!
i did the applications for NUS, NTU & SMU. & it's not completed ))): for like all 3 unis i have to send supporting documents. i've got a rough idea of what to do for my portfolio already but i need time ))):

dear Lord, please grant me the courage to quit my job tmr. it won't be like instant termination but like i still have to work for 10 more days. i will turn to the bible now

cold cold night

it's been raining alot. & on nights like this, it's nice to have the "little marshmallows in a cup of hot chocolate" :D

the climb

i cried when upon the decision/the realisation, of not being able to work with animals. i needed somebody to talk to, & i found God.
tomorrow will be the day when i'll apply for university. it's probably no big deal to others, but it is for me. i just want the course that i get, if i can get in, to be the course that God wants me to be in.

pet pet pet shop

my typical schedule for the week:

monday - offday/exercise day
tuesday - work
wednesday - work
thursday - work
friday - work/syc
saturday - work/cell
sunday - offday/church

i'm always late for gathering with friends after work & i sincerely apologise for being late

i'm seriously underpaid $$$.
i don't dare to talk serious stuff with my boss

tic ticks

i was soooo digusted by work today, HAHA. but it was like a really EYE-OPENING experience seriously. i think i'll have nightmares over it. it get squeamish just looking at those pictures below. i googled ticks, & i saw really gross pictures. so please don't be a dumb dumb like me. i also found out that deer ticks & sheep ticks were seriously digustingly big, cause their bodies & swell & grow, kinda like of leeches. i pray i don't encounter any. i hope that there's no such thing of those that can be found in singapore. why did God create ticks?

anyway, y'know you can't squash a tick? what my bosses do is that they put the ticks in this jello kind of liquid that kills them. i found this quite huge one on the bosses' dog & i didn't dare pluck that. today's was smaller but it was numerous. not like the one in the picture below. that's just waayy gross. i intend to blog somemore, so that i can push this post down down & don't have to see it. i'm typing this to try to rid of my irks. i think i have two fears now, jellyfish & ticks.

this just grosses me out.

lady gaga - telephone (ft. beyonce)

Amused

i was at work & class 95 was on the radio. then this song, one of us by ican'tremember who,came on. i got me thinking for fun.

what if God owned a computer? would he surf the net? would he read blogs? would he visit our Facebook profiles? would use it for entertainment or work? would he Google himself?

anyway,i hope my whole work drama has ended. like i wasn't in my right state of mind. afraid of getting fired,that i didn't discover a tick on the neck of one of the dogs. huge booboo.

$$$

16th march, would you please come quickly! my brazilliano praia broke! ))): will be using my own money to buy. oh dear pay cheque, would you please just hurry come

(:

i'm coming clean

yes! thank God it rained today! (((: hope the water level in that water catchment area seriously rises.

& another week of hectic work at the petshop thus begins tmr. surprisingly, working at the petshop is somewhat of an exercise. hehheh, almost everyday i weigh myself with the weighing scale in the shop & am shocked to see the numbers - 44kg! like wth? if i'm that light, why aren't my arms any skinner ))): hahahaha.

i'm really worried about the uni admission thingy. haven't applied for anything yet. still considering.

westlife - if i let you go

Day after day
Time pass away
And I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows, I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show to letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go I will never know
What my life would be holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me?
How will I know
If I let you go?

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
It's such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out

But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be, holding you close to me
Will I ever see you smiling back at me? (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go
If I let you go

ALL of the popular westlife songs are like, stuck in my head

alevels

alevels was hell & i never wanna repeat it. y'know when some people say that they even have nightmares about it, it's really true. as for my results, it ain't fantastic. i really feel that i have like nowhere to go but still, PRAISE GOD. it's seriously a vast improvement from all my tests & exams.

sad? yes
disappointed? yes
crying over it? NO

as the saying goes, no use crying over spilt milk. no point brooding about like where did i go wrong & stuff. & so i have only been thinking about where can i go with my results. of course, i still wish i had did better but i shouldn't mope around too much. ever since getting my results, like i have this happy facade but really inside, i'm in despair & anguish. like when others say 'i haven't done well', please say 'i haven't done relatively well' cause it's definitely better than mine.

i am waiting for an answer from God.

like if it's really design, i'm gonna spend time on that portofolio & assignment thingy.
SIGH. big sigh.

course

NUS
FASS (Geography)
SDE (Architecture)
SDE (Industrial Design)

NTU
ADM (Product Design)
ADM (Visual Communication)
SSM

songs

working in the petshop for almost two weeks has made fiona ghui a really really tired person. shit those eyebags ): anyway, my bosses listen to the radio station class 95fm & i'm really really bored of the songs being played on the air as they are really outdated. for example, the us & australia are so over lady gaga's bad romance but singapore is just getting the whiff of it or it on top charts. another example. singapore just got the hang of we are the world 25: for haiti but the us is quite over it already.

please don't play these songs anymore:
lady antebellium - need you now
the saturdays - eg0
adam lambert - for your entertainment & whataya want from me
jason derulo - in my head & whatcha say
lady gaga - bad romance
david guetta - sexy chick (ft. akon)
sugababes - wear my kiss <- i think
kris allen - live like we're dying

radio stations should not only play the same songs but introduce more new songs so that singapore can quickly catch on to those tunes. but need not worry, malaysia's much more behind. like they are still stuck on ke$ha & owlcity

ugh

this whole week of fretting about results has led to a pimple on my forehead

tomorrow

omgggg, i'm totally fretting about tomorrow. i really don't want to burst out into tears & look unglam ))): i'm really trying to prepare myself for the worst. i know tons of others are would be up in the morning waiting to get a call from school. i just pray i won't collapse or faint. i keep telling myself that no matter what the results, God does have a plan for me.

what a girlfriend can do

THIS ELIJAH AFTER NEP

♥

sihui's birthday

so on saturday, after work, i met the girls at 313 somerset for dinner & to celebrate sihui's birthday! by the time i got there, they all had their dinner already. we had dinner at greenhouse cafe. it's a shop/cafe. it sells food & flowers as well (Y) anyway, it has been like a seriously long time ago since we could all 6 be able to meet up. thanks to alinda, the photographer for the night (:

so after dinner, we blindfolded sihui & made her walk along the streets of orchard & it kinda made her look like a terrorist & so everybody was looking at us. the other 5 of us looking like we were escorting the terrorist leader. HAHAHAHAHA. sihui thought that both may & i were blindfolded too that's why she agreed to be blindfolded. but we were SOOOOO NOT. unglam ttm


group shot! everytime when we meet, the colours of the clothes that we wear are somehow of the same theme. today's colour theme was kinda of dull earthly colours.


yayy, with the belated-birthday girl! oh my gosh, you can actually see our eyebags ))):

maymay!

hehheh, with the terrorist leader! omg, i love this shot!


after & before photo

the above taken in 2010 & the bottom in 2008

don't lose hope on me

1. swimming with mel
sigh, just a few hours of swimming can make cause me to feel totally exhausted ))): am i unfit again? i fell asleep during the movie, UP, that we were watching. i had fun exercising my legs & arms. HAHAHAHA. must make sure both sides are equally developed. i'm really tired EVERDAY now. eyebags getting bigger the second.

2. work
sigh, i almost got a lecture from the guy boss on saturday ))): omg, it's not like i'm THAT slow. i'm just more cautious & meticulous. it's not my pet, it's OTHER people's pet. i have to take exteremely good care of their prized possesion. favourite part of my job, is bathing the animals :D i think tomorrow, i'll just try to speed up my work & clean the cages. i still love doing this regardless of the super inflexible work schedule. pray i don't get fired or anything. but if i really do, then i will work at an animal clinic, then resend my resume to the zoo.

3. diet
HAHAHAHAHAHA, mel's sticking to that non-carbo diet & i'm not. it's tough working & sticking to that diet cause i can't really be that picky now that i can't buy my own food. my bosses help me settle lunch. oh, i still owe them $3 for that prawn hokkein mee.

4. God
sigh, i think i'm straying further & further away from God. i've got to resist the temptations that satan's minions have set out & all you people must too.