alevels

alevels was hell & i never wanna repeat it. y'know when some people say that they even have nightmares about it, it's really true. as for my results, it ain't fantastic. i really feel that i have like nowhere to go but still, PRAISE GOD. it's seriously a vast improvement from all my tests & exams.

sad? yes
disappointed? yes
crying over it? NO

as the saying goes, no use crying over spilt milk. no point brooding about like where did i go wrong & stuff. & so i have only been thinking about where can i go with my results. of course, i still wish i had did better but i shouldn't mope around too much. ever since getting my results, like i have this happy facade but really inside, i'm in despair & anguish. like when others say 'i haven't done well', please say 'i haven't done relatively well' cause it's definitely better than mine.

i am waiting for an answer from God.

like if it's really design, i'm gonna spend time on that portofolio & assignment thingy.
SIGH. big sigh.