i believe i've cried enough for & about the olevel results already. thinking back about it, i'm just laughing about the thought of the number of tissues i used. not one box, in fact, more than that. i'm just really thankful for my brother, he was there to comfort me (:
there's no point mooching around being sad & all, all i've got to say is, whatever JC God puts me in, i'm fine with it. i'm still going ahead with my appeal,, if i don't get it, they i'm still fine with that. i know i WILL CRY cause i'll be disappointed, can't help it.
i still can't handle disappointment & one-to-one talks with elders. i'm quite vulnearable at these times.
ANYWAY, GROSS! the stalkers were at my block downstairs yesterday! YUCK YUCK YUCK! my daddy, sister & brother were coming home & then my brother saw that the two stalkers were at the lift landing loitering around, then he shouted at them & they ran! my daddy went down again sometime later & came up miffed. i know he loves me, & wants me to be safe. this IDIOTIC SICK THING, has been going on since i was sec2, i've told the teachers but they can't do ANYTHING.
i don't feel safe anymore. people have told me to get boyfriends/lesbian girlfriends/become a gangster, it ALL DOESN'T WORK. i seriously wonder what's going on in their SICKO MINDS.
ANYWAY, i'm tired :D
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
MI
MI's been such a joy to me. i don't like the school, but i do love the people in it! all the new friends i've made, from OG robinsons & 08S2. the class cracks me up.
so far, the class guys are like horny boys. (well some of them). the girls are pretty lively & sweet (:
yesterday's nurhisyam's birthday. so we decided on celebrating it at edwin's house. guess what? i've lo yu sheng. i did it like 7 times last year. yesterday marks the FIRST of 2008. we also sang the birthday song in 3 different languages! ENGLISH MALAY & CHINESE! in my GHUI family, we'll sing english, chinese, malay, hokkein & cantonese everytime! haha. we had like steamboat & tons of food. edwin's aunties were telling us to finish ALL THE FOOD & it included like 3 baskets of different vegetables?? anyway, it was GOOD. secretsecret, during the whole of the steamboat, a few of us would be in edwin's room doing the surprise & i think syam was quite oblivious to it! (: after the steamboat, we helped to clean up the table, it was a mess. aiyo, some of us just have holes in our mouths! :D big holes!
some of us were then told to distract syam when edwin was coming with the cake. there had to be another distraction in edwin's room cause others were outside preparing the surprise. then when syam was playing edwin's piano, the rest of the group burst into the room singing the birthday song!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to syam!
happy birthday to you
we presented the cake. & the present surprise. it was a book with pictures & notes from us. i'm glad syam liked it! syam said that always all his birthdays were all quiet ones, this is the FIRST that's so noisy! yayy! i think the reason is because in a guy's school, during the birthday boy's birthday, THINGS will happen. for example, wedgies, tearing of underpants, the ram to the flagpole, ram into the wall,....
anyway, time to cut the cake! i didn't eat the cake cause i didn't like chocolate. sorry ): i'm sure it was good. then it was phototaking time! HAHA<>whoohoo! those who wanted to leave early went down first, then i went to 'borrow' syam's phone. he totally didn't suspect a thing. after the equipment was brought down, jerome told syam that everybody was going to send the rest off, so he had to come too. barefooted & armed with my camera downstairs, when syam came out of the building, SPLISH SPLASH SPLOSH went the waterbombs! hahahahahahahahahah. syam was soaked wet! we took more photos!
waited for syam to change then the rest of us went back. haha. met marklin, derrick & clemence on the way! IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU! on the lrt, met jacon! ahh, LONG TIME NO SEE! (since clique chalet) he doesn't shave when he's in JJC! hahaha.
now, all that's left, is to pay up for everything.
this photo: herdy & delaila. herdy is one super cute & funny girl. she's wearing her retainers now. she's from northbrooks! cute cute!
this photo: from ngee ann openhouse. sihui & this guy volunteered for the radio talk show at the school of film & media studies. cool!
this photo: then sihui had a shot at being the dj
this photo: allicia & yiling. that ba passport's main purpose/usage is as a fan! it was blistering hot that day!
this photo: me & yiling. see? we're wearing school ties now, not council ties. ALMOST everybody in MI thinks that those fmss girls that came to MI are councillors all because we wear ties. my friends told me to remove my tie, i was like : CANNOT! i'll feel so molested without my tie. then they'll ask why? i'll say cause to cover up the zip. then my friends would be like go out of school take out la, then i'll be like NOOOOO, why not you come to my school & see that evvery girl in fairfield wears the tie. it's part of our uniform!
this photo: during one of our breaks, the canteen ran out of forks, SO... yiwei ended up eating chicken chop with a knife & a spoon!(:
this photo: delaila's mum rocks! she has homecooked food everyday! that day's was beehoon, today's was carrot cake! i want!
this photo: this is xueyan, the guy from china. he's eating chicken with chopsticks! hahaha. the guy beside him is kaijun. all from class 08S2! why are guys so camera shy? russell refused a shot with girls & xueyan actually said he's gonna hate me soon if i continue doing that.
this photo: this is carmen. i have NO IDEA why is she holding up the tissue paper in front of my face. i know she was using it to clean the mess on her shirt, but in front of my face? huh.
this photo: me, carmen, shikin, shirlynn. fairfield, fajar, northbrooks & CHIJ toapayoh. redcross, badminton, band, netball.
this photo: jesslyn! her school's lowersec uniform looks like the black version of the sailormoon uniform! darn cute!
this photo: the braces people from the clique. julia benjamin kenneth joshua. benjamin & kenneth are twins! the one in white/blue is from woodgrove & that's kenneth. the one behind is from admiralty & that's benjamin. joshua, holding the basketball, is from st.patricks. ahh, we played basketball yesterday. me, shirlynn, carmen, joshua, leenerd & three other guys from other class. the guys kept calling the guy in green jersey, basketball god. i know he's like uber good, but go easy on us girls can? when playing with them, i totally didn't touch the ball at all! i just marked another guy. during the first break, those guys weren't there to play basketball so i had like more chances to shoot. come on, with joshua & that's basketball god guy playing, they were like in their own world.
this photo: edwin! he asked whether could he put an arm on my shoulder, i said no & put my arm on his shoulder. haha. then he had to bend down a little! i know i'm short.
this photo: this is caishi. as you know, canteen shortage of forks, i wonder why? she had to have her meal with chopsticks & a spoon! HAHA! she's super cute!
this photo: this is joshua rodrigues. he's not chinese can you believe? he's eurasian. & during the canteen shortage of forks, he had to eat chickenchop with a soupspoon & chopsticks!
this photo: joshua! he smiled! at least he made an effort. he says he totally can't smile for nuts!
this photo: the fairsians! me & juliatan!
this photo: where were we looking? definitely not at my phone's camera.
this photo: me & the twins! kenneth my right, benjamin on my left. the shot is blur. my eyes are like tiny. we're so not looking at my phone's camera again.
this photo: me&benjamin! with extras kenneth & juliatan.
this photo: i love you robinsons!
this photo: love you MI friends! this was taken after syam's water bomb surprise!
this photo: 4 girls & only one guy on edwin's bed. uh-oh. backrow: syam the birthdayboy & zahrah. syam's the best hockey player i know. zahrah is, zahrah is... she's freaking funny! she's darn hyper la. she's the one i'll go to for free laughters! front row: juliatay me & carmen. i'm like the centre of attraction! i'm in yellow among all the whites!
this photo: farhana & me! this girl is truly the best. she's always cheerful & bright everyday!
this photo: jerome wilson rosete! ahh, my fringe's messed up.
this photo: juliatay & me! syam was trying to do someting behind us.
this photo: again! from a different angle.
this photo: nurhisyam b noorzailan! the birthday boy with his album from us! he's from SJI! i think i was the only one to know his full name till now!
this photo: waterbombs!
this photo: again!
i'm gonna miss the times i've had with my MI peeps. when we take our results on thursday, there'll be tears of sadness, there'll be tears of joy. i wonder which would be mine. i do hope it's the latter, i really do want to get into ACJC, nothing matters more right now then seeing 11 points on my results. i pray so hard, dear Lord, grant me my wish this once. i think i'll be very emo on thursday, gonna bring a whole box of tissue paper! sonnyboy offered to bring to me the box of tissue paper. looks like MI said we don't have to go to school on thursday friday & monday! maybe tuesday too? can miss chinese lesson! haha.
chinese lesson was sooo boring today, had to write a compo. my composition, for chinese, is always SO SIMPLE. i can't upgrade my chinese standard. darn ): ahh, mole concept test tomorrow after school. sian -_-" i think i need my tuition teacher mr tan back again. pray i'll do well.
is it being reciprocated<3
OLEVEL RESULTS RELEASING ON THURSDAY!
i'm gonna be so nervous! all of it, i commit to you LORD. i put myself into your hands. whatever it is, i believe it's your choice for me. you know what's best for me (:
so far, the class guys are like horny boys. (well some of them). the girls are pretty lively & sweet (:
yesterday's nurhisyam's birthday. so we decided on celebrating it at edwin's house. guess what? i've lo yu sheng. i did it like 7 times last year. yesterday marks the FIRST of 2008. we also sang the birthday song in 3 different languages! ENGLISH MALAY & CHINESE! in my GHUI family, we'll sing english, chinese, malay, hokkein & cantonese everytime! haha. we had like steamboat & tons of food. edwin's aunties were telling us to finish ALL THE FOOD & it included like 3 baskets of different vegetables?? anyway, it was GOOD. secretsecret, during the whole of the steamboat, a few of us would be in edwin's room doing the surprise & i think syam was quite oblivious to it! (: after the steamboat, we helped to clean up the table, it was a mess. aiyo, some of us just have holes in our mouths! :D big holes!
some of us were then told to distract syam when edwin was coming with the cake. there had to be another distraction in edwin's room cause others were outside preparing the surprise. then when syam was playing edwin's piano, the rest of the group burst into the room singing the birthday song!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to syam!
happy birthday to you
we presented the cake. & the present surprise. it was a book with pictures & notes from us. i'm glad syam liked it! syam said that always all his birthdays were all quiet ones, this is the FIRST that's so noisy! yayy! i think the reason is because in a guy's school, during the birthday boy's birthday, THINGS will happen. for example, wedgies, tearing of underpants, the ram to the flagpole, ram into the wall,....
anyway, time to cut the cake! i didn't eat the cake cause i didn't like chocolate. sorry ): i'm sure it was good. then it was phototaking time! HAHA<>whoohoo! those who wanted to leave early went down first, then i went to 'borrow' syam's phone. he totally didn't suspect a thing. after the equipment was brought down, jerome told syam that everybody was going to send the rest off, so he had to come too. barefooted & armed with my camera downstairs, when syam came out of the building, SPLISH SPLASH SPLOSH went the waterbombs! hahahahahahahahahah. syam was soaked wet! we took more photos!
waited for syam to change then the rest of us went back. haha. met marklin, derrick & clemence on the way! IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU! on the lrt, met jacon! ahh, LONG TIME NO SEE! (since clique chalet) he doesn't shave when he's in JJC! hahaha.
now, all that's left, is to pay up for everything.
this photo: herdy & delaila. herdy is one super cute & funny girl. she's wearing her retainers now. she's from northbrooks! cute cute!
this photo: from ngee ann openhouse. sihui & this guy volunteered for the radio talk show at the school of film & media studies. cool!
this photo: then sihui had a shot at being the dj
this photo: allicia & yiling. that ba passport's main purpose/usage is as a fan! it was blistering hot that day!
this photo: me & yiling. see? we're wearing school ties now, not council ties. ALMOST everybody in MI thinks that those fmss girls that came to MI are councillors all because we wear ties. my friends told me to remove my tie, i was like : CANNOT! i'll feel so molested without my tie. then they'll ask why? i'll say cause to cover up the zip. then my friends would be like go out of school take out la, then i'll be like NOOOOO, why not you come to my school & see that evvery girl in fairfield wears the tie. it's part of our uniform!
this photo: during one of our breaks, the canteen ran out of forks, SO... yiwei ended up eating chicken chop with a knife & a spoon!(:
this photo: delaila's mum rocks! she has homecooked food everyday! that day's was beehoon, today's was carrot cake! i want!
this photo: this is xueyan, the guy from china. he's eating chicken with chopsticks! hahaha. the guy beside him is kaijun. all from class 08S2! why are guys so camera shy? russell refused a shot with girls & xueyan actually said he's gonna hate me soon if i continue doing that.
this photo: this is carmen. i have NO IDEA why is she holding up the tissue paper in front of my face. i know she was using it to clean the mess on her shirt, but in front of my face? huh.
this photo: me, carmen, shikin, shirlynn. fairfield, fajar, northbrooks & CHIJ toapayoh. redcross, badminton, band, netball.
this photo: jesslyn! her school's lowersec uniform looks like the black version of the sailormoon uniform! darn cute!
this photo: the braces people from the clique. julia benjamin kenneth joshua. benjamin & kenneth are twins! the one in white/blue is from woodgrove & that's kenneth. the one behind is from admiralty & that's benjamin. joshua, holding the basketball, is from st.patricks. ahh, we played basketball yesterday. me, shirlynn, carmen, joshua, leenerd & three other guys from other class. the guys kept calling the guy in green jersey, basketball god. i know he's like uber good, but go easy on us girls can? when playing with them, i totally didn't touch the ball at all! i just marked another guy. during the first break, those guys weren't there to play basketball so i had like more chances to shoot. come on, with joshua & that's basketball god guy playing, they were like in their own world.
this photo: edwin! he asked whether could he put an arm on my shoulder, i said no & put my arm on his shoulder. haha. then he had to bend down a little! i know i'm short.
this photo: this is caishi. as you know, canteen shortage of forks, i wonder why? she had to have her meal with chopsticks & a spoon! HAHA! she's super cute!
this photo: this is joshua rodrigues. he's not chinese can you believe? he's eurasian. & during the canteen shortage of forks, he had to eat chickenchop with a soupspoon & chopsticks!
this photo: joshua! he smiled! at least he made an effort. he says he totally can't smile for nuts!
this photo: the fairsians! me & juliatan!
this photo: where were we looking? definitely not at my phone's camera.
this photo: me & the twins! kenneth my right, benjamin on my left. the shot is blur. my eyes are like tiny. we're so not looking at my phone's camera again.
this photo: me&benjamin! with extras kenneth & juliatan.
this photo: i love you robinsons!
this photo: love you MI friends! this was taken after syam's water bomb surprise!
this photo: 4 girls & only one guy on edwin's bed. uh-oh. backrow: syam the birthdayboy & zahrah. syam's the best hockey player i know. zahrah is, zahrah is... she's freaking funny! she's darn hyper la. she's the one i'll go to for free laughters! front row: juliatay me & carmen. i'm like the centre of attraction! i'm in yellow among all the whites!
this photo: farhana & me! this girl is truly the best. she's always cheerful & bright everyday!
this photo: jerome wilson rosete! ahh, my fringe's messed up.
this photo: juliatay & me! syam was trying to do someting behind us.
this photo: again! from a different angle.
this photo: nurhisyam b noorzailan! the birthday boy with his album from us! he's from SJI! i think i was the only one to know his full name till now!
this photo: waterbombs!
this photo: again!
i'm gonna miss the times i've had with my MI peeps. when we take our results on thursday, there'll be tears of sadness, there'll be tears of joy. i wonder which would be mine. i do hope it's the latter, i really do want to get into ACJC, nothing matters more right now then seeing 11 points on my results. i pray so hard, dear Lord, grant me my wish this once. i think i'll be very emo on thursday, gonna bring a whole box of tissue paper! sonnyboy offered to bring to me the box of tissue paper. looks like MI said we don't have to go to school on thursday friday & monday! maybe tuesday too? can miss chinese lesson! haha.
chinese lesson was sooo boring today, had to write a compo. my composition, for chinese, is always SO SIMPLE. i can't upgrade my chinese standard. darn ): ahh, mole concept test tomorrow after school. sian -_-" i think i need my tuition teacher mr tan back again. pray i'll do well.
is it being reciprocated<3
OLEVEL RESULTS RELEASING ON THURSDAY!
i'm gonna be so nervous! all of it, i commit to you LORD. i put myself into your hands. whatever it is, i believe it's your choice for me. you know what's best for me (:
Saturday, January 12, 2008
IPOOOED
when i'm insanely rich, i'll buy every possible version of ipod
this is because the stupid dishonest person, that didn't return my purse containing my wallet, ic, ezlink, money, ipod & swiss army knife, caused me to be so heartbroken! my green ipod nano, was exactly one year old when i lost it! sobs. the police is seriously pissing off. the sentence that made me so angry was this : if you only want back your ipod, then you report. the rest no need to report. if you don't want your ipod, then no need report. huh, i seriously don't get it, i mean don't we report any missing things to the police?
this is because the stupid dishonest person, that didn't return my purse containing my wallet, ic, ezlink, money, ipod & swiss army knife, caused me to be so heartbroken! my green ipod nano, was exactly one year old when i lost it! sobs. the police is seriously pissing off. the sentence that made me so angry was this : if you only want back your ipod, then you report. the rest no need to report. if you don't want your ipod, then no need report. huh, i seriously don't get it, i mean don't we report any missing things to the police?
Friday, January 11, 2008
PHOTOS
juliatan&me
1F'09
me ruth huiling
aaron jay!
allinda!
korean beatboxer kwak kyung hoon!
nisaa me juliakay juliatan farhana & that retainee that keeps popping up everywhere
gatecrasher lukegoh!
joshua rodrigues!
jerome rosete!
ROBINSONS! (well part of it) OGLs: joyce fyra & lawrence
&again...
zara!
OGL joyce
juliatan & OGL joyce
syam!
juliakay!
nisaa!
yancong! i pinched my cheeks cause yancong had red blusher on his cheeks & i was trying to make it as red as his!
<3
people in this shot: OGLjoyce OGLfyra syam farhana me juliatan shuhui shirlynn alethea zara unknowngirl1 nisaa kyunghoon jerome unknownboy1 thatretaineeguy yancong edwin
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