TOMORROW cny celebrations

haha. i'll be wearing something malay. likee it? haha. i'll be looking so shy. oops. haha. i hope the rest won't pang seh. they better not.

shucks

oh wells. we lost talentime competition BUT it's not the winning that counts but the process :)

man. i don't know what's going on in my life. everything's so messed up. why? argh. so frustrating.

i just want to be free! no worries! it's been a long time since i last had that. no worries, no problems. i really want that. everyday i worry. i worry about this and that.and everything. i think about this and that and everything. this is so idiot. when can i have a day and only think about happy things :)

i want to be smiling all the time. be happy :D

talentime competition, TOMORROW

man oh man oh man oh man oh man. talentime competitions TOMORROW.

here's a brief intro. a talentime competition is a competition to showcase one's talents in dancing, singing or acting. whichever you prefer. so, me, fion, amanda, ruth and desiree, have come together and formed this singing group to participate in the competition. won't say the group name. anyway, we're singing the national day song, reach out for the skies. you must be thinking like errr...

man, i'm not doing well in my studies. i think. my first test has just ended. i failed my maths test. the worst i have ever done. emaths is simply tough. i like amaths so far. chinese is simply crazy. the teacher just talks so profund. idiot. she talks fast and very chim. and kinda looks like harry potter. haha. oops sorry. english is simply mad. compositions, the minimum words one can write is 300! it's a breeze. really. geography. so much facts to remember. social studies is fun.

arr. why must cross country be so near chinese new year? when am i going to grow taller? when will i like chinese and maths? why am i so busy?

anyway, i want to go to OBS sabah. but it's 900dollars+++. that's a lot. even though it's not my money, i feel the pinch. according to last year seniors, it was like 600+++only. then for OBS local, this year it's 300dollars+++, last year it was 100+++only! what the.

i want to join NDP this year. it'll be a must for me to participate for the fairfield story musical. i'm in drama. i'm in red cross. i'm in chapel band. i'm in council. man oh man oh man.

saturday

whoo. i was able to wake up late today. around 9am. it seems the more i sleep, the lesser pimples i have. haha. anyway, i had tuition from amaths and emaths. my teacher is good! whew. i managed to clear my doubts on the completing of the square problem. on friday, there was some sports conference for the south zone so we councillors had to do duties. i was at first assigned to carpark c with alvin but later was posted to ushering in the hall. man was it fun. me wilson nirma rachel meng and weijie. 6 of us. haha. later 5 of us, excluding rachel, served the guests in the hall food. man. there were some advantage. while serving the guests food, all our stomachs could be heard rumbling. miss fiona tan allowed us to have the leftovers. boy was it delicious. there was tons of food leftover. the food was even given to the teachers and cleaners! haha. after changing and stuff, wilson and i went back to class. 15mins before sch ended. haha.

a day

define blind.

what if one day you wake up to see only blackness.
you try to find light.
no.
that doesn't work.
you panic.

you become afraid.
you start to cry.
you wonder what would happen in the future.

what if this happens to you one day?
will it happen to me?
all i can do,
is PRAY.

cross country

i want to join cross country THIS YEAR! please class captains, please let me..

i got 6th last year! and i'm not even from a sports cca! please!.. :(

i really want to represent the class

orientation 06

orientation 2005, i took 1i. a normal technical class.boy, they were a bunch of bad girls and bad boys.

orientation 2006.
i have taken 1g. and they rock! i just hope they don't turn into those bad boys and bad girls. i hope they won't get influenced by the older people. i really don't want them to. i just want them to remain in their innocent kiddy throughout their entire fairfield life. and duh i know that's impossible.

this year's batch are really shy but already 'polluted'. they have already started to fold their skirts, socks low and messy hair.

my partners for this orientation are Wilson and Mary.

i'm just gonna copy and paste what i wrote for my reflections into here.

Orientation 06

What I expected

I was pretty nervous to meet 1G. I also had high hopes of 1G due to the experience of taking 1I last year. I expected 1G to be enthusiastic, happy all the time, enjoying the time they have with the councilors and appreciating the games we have for them. I wanted to know everyone of them. I wanted them to respect me and I would respect them.

What I experienced

On the first day of orientation, it turned out not well. They weren’t interested in the games. Mary and Wilson were quite angry. Wilson was shouting with all his might and still, 1G was still not listening. I asked a few on their opinions on what game would they like to play and they said catching. It was frustrating for me that they have not realized that they were already secondary one and have not broken off from their childish habits. It was really disappointing to see that 1G weren’t co-operating with us. It really lowered our spirits but we still kept on going. 1G took their own time. They walked slowly. They ate slowly. They still had their childish attitudes. I think I understood what was happening. The few reasons were that it was their first day of school, they came from all different primary schools, they were shy and they relied on their new cliques for support.

The second day, Wilson and I agreed that we would go slowly on them and he would apologize to them for shouting at them. We would also tell them our expectations of them and re-introduce ourselves. On this day, I was quite glad, as some of them have opened themselves up to us.

On the third day, almost the whole class as opened up to us. I even managed to open up some tough ones. Talentime preparations. The class wasn’t co-operating. Wilson and I were very worried. We just sat down and thought. I could see that Wilson was very frustrated. Then, my mind went ‘ding!’ shared my idea with him.

On the fourth day, there was track and field CCA selections. They had to run like 5 rounds altogether. I ran with them to suffer with them and strengthen friendships with them. This was talentime night. I was very nervous for our class’s skit. I was unsure whether would it work. While they were acting, I was panicking out backstage at the curtains. It turned out that our class got FIRST. I was exhilarated.

What I have gained

I learnt that you have to wait for one to open up slowly and to help them; you’ve got to laugh with them, suffer with them, and do funny and embarrassing actions with them.

anyway,

ANDY KIM - you're really a small little cute guy. don't give up on badminton. practise more!
CLINTON CHENG - you. are. one. irritating guy.
BOAZ CHEONG - please be more enthu! this is the second time i've taken you for orientation! you can be so good in basketball and why not games in orientation?
CHERYL NG - you're a great girl
JAZREEL CHUAN - why were you crying? could you tell me? but i was glad when u made friends and being happy. i thought we were too fierce.
EMILY KHOO - don't be shy, be brave
GABRIEL CHAN - my first impression of you was that you were some sort of a bad boy. but actually, you were not. you turned out to be great! i guess i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. you're great. really.
HOE XIN RUI - i don't like you one bit.
LEONG KIT SING - you really sound and look like your bro.
LIM YUPEI - you go gal!
LIM WEI RONG - haha. you really look like the glenn from volleyball. you're so cute. when you smile, i can't see your eyes! and please, do not pull my hair. please.
LOO SHIRONG - you're a second year too. buck up on ur studies and jia you!
MERNEL KOH - you're real pretty. and please, guys have feelings too kay. don't beat them
OLIVIA OW - must remember to come to YE! you already have to friends in YE! me and joanna!
JEAN - you're good. keep that enthusiasm up!
KEITH SIM - you're a great guy. really!!
STEPHEN - i like your enthu-es! make more friends!
TIFFANY TAN - i know who you like..
WAYNE TAN - don't fight and listen.
ZHENG ZHIYUN - take care of yourself. u're in track and field. if you feel your lungs squeezing, get a paper bag and breathe thru it. better keep one in your bag for safety. and please mind your language kay. you really look pretty when you smile. smile more!

potluck
i'm glad you ppl laughed during this time. especially mernel and megan that table.
dearest sec1s, i'm sorry i don't know all your names. i know ur faces but not ur name. by the way i have your pictures!