Sunday, July 31, 2005

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the beautiful white shelter.

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Yiling and I

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sleepy me

sunday free ache

it's a sunday and i'm at home. why? had lots of hw and on saturday i just didn't do any. why?

there was learners and leaders conference!!! gosh. night duties were the best man. in the afternoon me Jocelyn and Joash did carpark duty. boy was it boring at first la. only the 3 of us were like running around. ushering the cars and stuff while the others slack. we were super hungry lor. we let mr hamid take over for awhile before we busy ourselves again. we did carpark duty from 12.30 - 5. that's long k. then we went back to school to change into ur blazers and stuff. we saw ppl presenting but only a few attended for the presentation. the school was supposed to be busy with visitors but instead it was busy with fairsians. after changing. we had dinner in the primary school canteen along with the other councillors and the performers. the dinner was like______. we had to drown it with the gravy provided.

we then made our way back to fmss. we rehearsed and waited for all the VVIPs, graduands and sec4s to end their service. they then came down. the rows me made were fun! haha. ushered the people to their seats. around 8 liddat. me Joy Stephen and Wilson sold books for bout 1hr. i sold 8 books! each book costed $30! no graduands bought them. only parents. anyway. the food served to those who attended was fabulous! we councillors alse served cake. it was just a normal cake with custom design.

wearin the blazers are hot. standing infront of that 27 degree celsius fan was shiok! everybody did that la. quite embarrassing anways. haha. after the whole thing ended, miss lena seet gave us the go sign to finish up all the fantastic food on those buffet tables. we were like scavengers. anyway. all the other performers did that too. there were like so much leftovers. i ate strawberries covered in chocolate, some delicious soup, fish in mayonaise, little square cakes and then all of us had to go for debrief. had chocolate ice cream. the guys were crazy. they took large amounts of food and finished it all up!!! got my bag and dily dallied till my parents came.

used the computer again till bout 12am n then went to sleep.

one more thing! stop pinching my cheeks! i feel pain. i feel hurt. i want revenge. u know who u are.

Monday, July 25, 2005

octopus

me doing octopus for my art. i'm afraid of octopus and jellyfish.

me muscles ache. due to the lifting up of the heavy tanks.

lame lame lame lame lame lame

bye bye bye

Sunday, July 24, 2005

scuba diving

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hahas.

had lotsa fun. early morning met with eunice and sian to have brekkie. ate mushroom roti prata and drank teh tarik. there were 8 of us students and only 2 instructors. they were mr koh and dominic. me sian and eunice went in the waters first. it was nice to swim in teh deep waters again. sigh. but too bad. it was low tide. we dived to the max. 10m. ... visibilty sucks. by the time we got up. the waters had risen to 18m. ... we then slcaked on the boat for quite some time. it began to rain. oohooh!!! freakin cold wind. i warmed myself up and then went out in the rain to play again . yeah! heavy rain! then a while later. we dived in again. visibilty was so much better. this time. we had such a great time at da bottom. corals were beautiful. rocks were sharp. i saw a crab. FREAKED UP!!! it was sosososososososo big!!! pushed mii instructor's head towards the crab!! ahahhahahah. -_-" then a while later. still at the bottom of the sea..me mr koh and mark phoa met a large fish. mark didn't take any notice of it but mr koh and i did. wasn't sure what kind of fish but it was big. it swam under legs and infront of our faces and down again and swam away. blur mark! i was so scared that i didn't breathe for awhile. we then ascended lor. drizzling a bit. slacked on the boat awhile more. then dived in again. SIAN EUNICE AND ME! i was the middle person. held both of their hands. couldn't equalize properly and push myself away from the corals. we touched 3 kinds corals. hard coral. it felt like rocks. another was the soft coral so soft. lastly was the brain coral so soft so nice and nice! it felt like like..hmm...brains! it had mucus la. haah...ascended.

half and hour later. we were on land. eunice's mom went to the macdonald's drive thru. had fillet o fish fries and coke. *burp*. went to her condo and bathed. so cold. the water!! ahh!!!...

went to church. sunday school and YE were way over. met aunty doris kimberly and shaun on the way. watched myhime on steph's tablet pc. went to redhill for dinner. dizzy. now at home gonna sleep. stopped ignoring tuck yan.

--.* my world feels like it's moving up and down..-__
due to the slackin on the boat.

Sunday, July 17, 2005

fantastic four

hahas. today was our extrastongmintmentos clique outing! had lots of fun! all of us wore jeans! ppl who went were me Cuifen Shuyi Sihui Yibei Daniel Tan Yu En Mark Ho Mark Tan and Wilson. haiz. too bad Wenjie couldn't come. hahaz. wah. spent so much money today lorx. spend every single cent in my wallet. 30 over bucks la. first we met at dover. then went somerset to meet cuifen. we went to cineleisure. went to book tickets for the movie we were goin to watch. FANTASTIC FOUR. !!! we are such fussy ppl. goin from one shop to another to see what we wanted to eat. this is a major prob man. in the end. we ate on kopitiam. -_-" then we went over to heeren to do window shoppin and took neoprints! super crammed and noisy! :) did window shopping. fantastic four.haha.it's so so so nice la! all of us thought so dirty la. horny. everyone of us. we threw popcorn at each other. haha. so waste money la. haha. saw a number of fairsians. especially sec3s. oh yes. we also went to the arcade to play table hockey. haha. so FUN!!!. we girls then went to take neoprints again. so glamourous! :) then we went for dinner. and again. we were all so fickle minded. in the end we ate at swensens. Mark Tan Wilson and Yibei left first after finishing their dinner. they paid us the money and left. after the rest of us finished our dinner we asked for the bill. shoots. the service tax was like 8 bucks la! SO EX! cannot stand it! so paiseh la. almost had no money to pay la. we estimated 75 bucks but it was 82 bucks! time to go home. why did i ever live so far away. felt super lonely on the mrt train after the rest left me. lonely lonely lonely. only had Edmund's incoming sms to liven up that super boring and lonely mrt trip.

many things have happened and i just don't have the time to blog. example Fion and Sophia's birthday party at dover park view. i wanna blog bout it but i just don't have the time and now i needa rush to go to sleep. gettin tired. zzZZ...

____why did i ever have to live in a place so faraway? ..::*

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

normal day.

it's quite a normal day today. nothin much to blog about if i can't remember what has happened the past few days. sigh. did t-zone duty today. let those 'kiddies' play for a whole one and a half hours! haiz. i guess me and mark tan are on parr....haha.

heh heh. i know the sec4 guy who likes me liao heh heh. haha. only Joanne-mdm knows my thoughts bout that guy. haha. fine enoch. i don't dao u already la. i just don't like people calling me my name when i don't even know them!

i've got a new school bag! it's rocks! so embarrassing lor. did sunday school last sunday. screwed up the whole thing. i think it's best that i sing and steph plays the piano. martin's a good encourager to. he calms me down lots. tells me to take deep breaths and stuff. after the 'performance',i gave a huge sigh of relief and he patted me! haha. and guess what? shaun noticed it! aha. jealous shaun. admit it la. haha. jkjk. i've becoming more and more of a joker and a lamer lahs. gave a bright shining black soccer ball as Hong Chin's pressie. he likes it! yupps.

Ben See and Kevin Ban hope ya like the chewing gum. sorry tuck yan. i saw the expiry date. i only gave away 3 packets k.

- i wanna be a psychiatrist when i grow upp!! :)

Friday, July 08, 2005

sick sick and sick

sick sick and sick. but i'm feeling much better now due to SO MUCH REST and perspiring like mad. wonder if i would be allowed to go to Fion and Sophia's birthday party.

yesterday i couldn't even walk after Yuliang sent me to wait for me mom. i was reallyy burning up in the van. on the ride home, my body temperature kept on increasing. after i bathed and went to the doctor, i was terribly painful and tiring for me just for me to walk. i kept cryin on the way there and back. the pain was unbearable. had my extrememly light and to me tasteless dinner and went to sleep. slept at 9pm to bout 5.45pm. the alarm clock woke me up so i decided to sms 16 ppl bout my condition and would not be goin to sch. during the period when i was sleepin yesterday, somebody passed the word around that i was sick. when i woke up at 5.45am i saw my inbox was flooded with concerned sms! just wanna thank everybody who smsed me be it jokingly or whatever. at 6.45am i felt that i was burning up again. so i went back to sleep. slept till 10.30am had breakfast and lunch and fell asleep again at 2.30pm and woke up at 5pm. i had lots of sleep! anybody jealous?! haha. yesterday i the T-ZONE i was burning up like siao too la. when ppl talked to me i tried my best to open my mouth to talk but i somehow couldn't. i was quite weak liao. usually i would have looked forward to fighting against guys at Halo2 but on that day, i was too sick to talk quarrel and fight with Yong Zhi and his NCC friends.

thanks everybody for ur concern. byee

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hmm...

it's quite late.10 plus. just wanna quickly jot down some of my feelings today.

firstly, those sec3 ncc boys know that Tuck Yan likes me or whatever la. WHATEVER!!! it's not true that i like him!!! but for vice versa, i dunno whether it's true or not. Eunice told me that whenever Tuck Yan talks to her..it's almost always bout me...hai...it's so WHATEVER. now that those ncc boys knows, i'm so dead. Yong Zhi is like so big mouth la. i got so much complains bout him but i just don't dare n can't voice it out.

read Tuck Yan's MSN space and as usual.he was talkin bout me. i just can't believe what i read on the screen la.

today was sad.. im sorry.. was bored all day.. overdued homeworks... name called over over again... so sad.. and then suddenly u had to ask me whether i like u.. i guess i lied.. i didnt noe wad to say, didnt want to ruin the friendship...etc. i Dun want to be lonely again... so i guessed i lied that i wuld only like u if u liked me.. apparently.. that could hardly be possible.. wat i am.. wat u are.. gosh its even hard to imagine.. duh i wished to say that i like u, no matter u like me or not.. couldnt think.. only kept blaming myself.. sigh sigh sigh.. soo sadening.. i dun like to hide these under my skin.. but i didnt want people to tease u.. to me.. teasing is nothing but crap.. to u.. i've got no idea at all.. so yeah.. lonely.. sitting on the bed hugging my pillow.. of course i wished pillow was u, but that wuld hav to wait... maybe forever.. who noes.. as long as i dun change.. as long as i keep getting into trouble.. that wuld wait.. drag.. last for infinity.. sigh.. i've got enough.. cant concentrate on work.. never been so crazy.. loosing control... fatique.. emotionally drained.. well that's all.. how much more i can say.. not expressed in words.. i was never gifted at words...

that was what he wrote. not me! but him.

had photoshoot today!!! only those ppl who were chosen know the reason behind why we were called up. why we were specfially chosen and not others. i realllyy don't mean to boast. i am so sorry everybody. my grp was with 210, Caleb Chng and Cedric, he's a sec3 guy. we were supposed to talk to each other. so Cedric was supposed to talk la. the 1st sentence he said was... sec3 life sucks. we started laughing. me n 210 especially. me were the laugh out loud people.

last thing. ah boyy Shaun ar...don't so lonely liao k. don't be a loner. don't be anti-social. got prob sms me k. i am ur encourager remember? haha lol...as i'll be there for u...quoted from some song.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

sports day

sports day sports day sports day...it's the 1st time thru out my whole life that i have ran in a sports day. throughout my whole time in primary sch i did not run for sports day. today it is my 1st time!!! this is a great achievement for me even though i did not win any medal. 2e...hai...sec5a...duh u'll win...3? cheaterbugs...8*100m u ppl cheated...red cross first aiders saw something that only a few ppl saw....forget bout sports day la. my class didn't win. sad sad sad. watchin true files now. sports day = it's not about the WINNING. it's the PROCESS. that's what we learnt during the sec2 level camp. did council duty in the acjc deserted cafeteria. Hongchin and Evan See were talkin to each other at other table far away while i was left alone la. bored bored bored. kept myself occupied by looking at 2 roaches. Glenn walked past a few times waved to him once.

after sports day i went to visit my grandfather with my family. my poor grandfather. he fell one two weeks ago. so he ended up in hospital. he made a new hokkien friend today. my bro was like so frustrated because he couldn't understand what my mom my grandfather and another patient said cause they were conversing in hokkein. well i could so i understood EVERYTHING they said. they talked bout their lives and blah blah. the patient was a diabetic patient. he told my bro not to eat so much sweet stuff or else he would end of like him. that patient had his toes amputated becuase of diabetes. i was like so goin to cry la....i felt so sad when i saw those toes/toe.

then we went to orchard. eat mosburger. yum yum. then shopping started. started at 3pm ended at 8.30pm. combed at least half of orchard. around 4.30pm. that was the time i bought lots of my stuff. i bought stuff at the FOX women shop. so nice lorx. bought a white skirt!!! has a little pink on it...it's like SUPER SHORT LAH!!!! had a weird shirt. very weird but nice. it's like sleevless and half sliding t-shirt it's blue and green in colour.my fave!!!. then also got this green shirt that said ' if u could read my mind' and a white shirt with red words and stripes on it.after that whet to buy slippers for my sis. she got a pair of pink barbie slippers with shiny beads on it. then we went to buy a wallet from the wallet shop at heeren for my bro. he is one fussy boy. then i got a flipflops.red in colour. i also got a myuk black pencilbox. i got a black giodarno shirt. and a black limited edition myuk shirt!!!! it's so cool!!!

so tired so dead beat so out...