life

life is full of trials and tribulations...
i have a lot of problems surrounding me and only a few people such as Fion and Annette and Yiling and Edmund know bout my problems...i have been crying a lot this week...i know that i appear tough on the outside but actually inside...i'm juz a girl with tons of mixed emotions...
my muscles are aching...because of napfa test...i'm so dissappointed with myself...i did super badly for my IPU...i even cried a little just because of it...ususally when i'm frustrated.sad.angry..i'll go and run so...after my napfa test i ran 3.6km using the heritage route...

stressed

stressed up man...
i hav this super stressing up life...i lyk to procrastinate alot...for example i have a d&t test tmr n i have not studied for it yet...a d&t project car which can't move...a science worksheet n a sexuality education essay...life is so stressful for me...
yesterday was POP...it was lotsa fun...made 4 new frens...their names were...Rebecca, Daphne, Nan Sheng and another which i forgot...we were crapping up all the way...Daphne is reallyy a veryy nice gal...all 4 of them were from Westwood...had a lot of fun quashing those boxes...hehe...hai..all of them couldn't come to COGS becoz they go to other churches...:(
didn't go to church today...supposed to go for the Uncle William's thingy but i didn't go...haha...those pleas from Shaun n Benedict didn't work...hehe...
i reallyy gotta rush to my hw now...bye...

red cross

woo...
had red cross today...so borring...the sec1s..i'm pissed off with them..they can't march properly kekanan lurus properly...hai...so dissapointing...somemore during PT..it was the lousiest PT we ever had...the sec1s juz don't listen to us sec2s...people such as A.Y.V.E are loners and so not enthu unlike me Fion Huiling Tessa Debbie Irysad Kayhan and Issac...
today i finally passed the strepsils to Benjy...*finally*...he exceeded the stated dose!!! how could he?!...he shld enjoy it slowly and suck it slowly...nvr mind...i'm gonna get him another packet or so...
hahaz...many ppl know bout Shuyi and Gary...class 4A also know bout them and so does 4B...sooner or later Hong Chin's gonna know bout that too...it seems that Yuanhao-sir has been talking to me again...he said that his whole class knows bout his blog URL...o my...
went out Dover with red cross frens and Annette...Chanel and Yuliang look so compatible!!! :) i'm quite pissed off with Yuliang..he keep on daoing me...so i shall do it to him too...
so freakin tired...i reallyy dunno what to type lor...oh ya...

good luck to all sec4s who are taking the chinese prelims tomorrow!!!

sunday sundae

*woot*...
i'm at home slackin after returnin from church...juz finished my dinner...huggin the dog Edmund gave me...it's so cute, cuddly n furry!!! :)
church was preeettty ok today...after YE...i asked Shaun whether was he goin for the Uncle William thingy he said he was going then steph n kim told me that they couldn't make it for the Uncle William's thingy beacause they needed to go home n do their hw...hm..that started me thinkin...if the both of them didn't go..then i'll be only girl there...weelll...i still had to go n i quickly called Shaun to go because it was startin at 4pm n he was at the coffeeshop..i made my way there...i came 1st...then Shaun then Martin...halfway through the lesson..i felt to tired but i told myself to pull thru the whole lesson...luckily it ended early...i think all three of us felt tired...me Martin n Shaun...so after the lesson ended...
i really had this urge to go home...i have no idea why...but i still went home...while walkin to the MRT station...met Daniel Ernest n Shaun...i said bye to all the of them...n walked quickly past them...Ernest asked me some stuff which i only roughly grasped it...so i replied that i lived very faraway n needed to go to go home early...they asked me where i lived i told them fajar...they said it wasn't really far away...they must be talkin nonsense...bet they didn't know where was that except for Shaun...
so at home i am...watchin the NKF show...i like the music on Shaun's blog...listenin to it now...so far..my day has been okayyy...:)

double promo...

*wow.wow*
double promotion!!! frm private to coporal!!!...what do u think!!! i skipped lance coporal...so happi happi happy...Fion n i r overjoyed man...congratulations all those who r promoted...n those who didn't...work harder k!! so tired...all my muscles r aching...WenJie n Keith are jealous of my rank...hahahahaha...jealous jealous jealous jealous...huggin one of my b'dae presents...it's a dog...mi bro is sick...realli physically sick...poor thing...
i cried after the enrolment parade ended coz i made mistakes when i went to receive the ranks for the coporals...i was so sad...anyway..it's over...i've got the ranks...realli have to thank mr firhad n those seniors of mine...*thanks*...
i realli can't bear to use the wallet Benjy gave...it's reallyy too precious...as for the halter which my red cross seniors gave..o my...i do not know when will it be the time when i'm gonna wear it...it's realli too revealing than my other halters...
shld i or shld i not go for the bbq tmr?...i reallyy dunno...:(
i'm reallyy very sorry Yuan-hao sir...sorry for those black face teachers...reallyy veryy veryy sorryy....:(

happy birthday!!!

*happy happy*!!!
it's my b'dae to day!!!..happy happy happy happy...so many presents...my best b'dae eva!!! :) i got so many 9 piglets now becoz big toot gave me one...hung it on my bag...hehe...so cute lar...i got one very round pink pig..so cute!!! can play vb with it...i also got a wallet from Benjy...it's so freakin beautiful but too bad..it's pink in colour...it's so expensive n he bought it for me!!! it's one of the best presents i have gotten today...screwed up gate duty...gonna apologise to Joel Loke...he kena scolded by the normal acad guys all becoz of me...it's all my fault...so sad...:(...got a halter from my red cross seniors...oh my...i realli wanna thanks them man..it also came with a b'dae cake and a bouquet of roses...they presented all these in front of me at the parade square...i so wanted to cry but i was afraid of my contact lenses...hate nicholas ngo hate him to the core...fudge him man..benedict liew is another guy...nvr wish me happi b'dae...that bugger...
*sobs*...Biyang n Wen Jie beat me in the track 2.4km...*sobs*..i wanna cry..i muz work harder man!!!..:( got a lot of chocolates...nobody frm drama gave me anything except for Julia Foo!!!....tmr may go orchard wif drama...maybe maybe not or go back to sch
tmr got SYF...hope fairfield drama gets gold with honours...tmr no lessons...all the best drama peeps....!!! :D

celebration???

look at the time...
it's 10 n i'm bored...parents invited my cousin and little church frens over...i'm bored because they r all too young n they do noe how to play xbox games...newbies...the crab i ate juz now was shit...i ate only 1 miserable pincer n half a small body part...ass...parents gave me that amount only...they give me so lil' food lyk i'm goin on diet or something...but i'm not!!!
anyway...HE has been pretty nice to me...have been searching for a new blogskins...can't find the perfect one...
i'm bored n there's a dog buggin me to play with him...my father's sis brought her dog over...n since i'm on good and friendly terms with the dog..it bugs me to play with it...it's such a fudge...it's name is Ewok...[name can be found in the show starwars]...watched a horror movie in the living room around 4...luckily i watched it when there was still light or else i'll be freakin scared...the movie's name is 'Double Vison'...i also watched the show Titanic..Princess Diaries 2 twice n A Cinderella Story...didn't do hw...don't care...
goin to church early tmr...i'm in the spiritual n non-spiritual group...so which do i go?...dun care much anyway...signing off..lookin for skins...ciao...

*cough cough*

*cough*...
throat's gettin bit sore...i know it's mostly becoz of the commands i shouted today...sore throat...passed my EVACUATION BRONZE!!!!...wheee!!!! happi happi happi!!! :D...
*sian*...tmr need to go to sch for drama la...*sian*...those NCC boys also make a lot of noise backstage la...fudge them man...
i don't lyk Nicholas Ngo...whacked the contact lenses out of my eyes...hurts alot...till my eyes teared...at 1st i cried becoz i lost to him...then suddenly i felt something sharp n painful...it realli hurt and suddenly i started tearing and tearing...non-stop...freakin pain la...that S.O....
shaun's blog's music video is so cool la...so nice to listen...i lyk that song...nthin much to type anyway..

monday blues

*gloom*...
*gloom* tmr is monday...and it's a school day...tmr choir is goin for their SYF and drama's on the 14th...my b'dae is comin soon...Ruth and Joanne b'daes are tmr...i had prepared their present lyk 1 month in advance...
today at church was kinda boring...*no offence and sorry*...i almost nodded myself to sleep...i guess i was too tired then...i wonder how can the adults stay awake during their sermon...todae for the sunday school...pretty boring...the nxt time there is the character building sessions..i'm not gonna help...i rather slack outside...and furthermore only Martin Stephaine and me were helping out...and where was Paul Shaun and Benedict?...playin pool...and they came back to church by climbing over the fence...*such monkeys*...
did the stupid chicken dance wif Steph in front of all the lil' kiddies...why can't the adults do it themselves...anyway...Auntie Jo told me that in a few more months..i'm gonna hav to lead the sunday school worship..*oh man*...Steph will be playin the piano...*lucky girl*...and what will the rest of the guys do?...PA?...slackers man..no musical intelligence...
I juz realised that i am a realli very busy gal...everyday i have a certain matter to attend...i have no time to do my school homework ...it's lyk everybody needs me and it's lyk i have to attend every single matter...and once i'm bushed...i can't study for my tests and i'm dead beat...
one day...one day...i know one day i'll juz become so bushed and stressed out that i'll faint...either fainting or my brain nerves will burst from all the stress that i hav been coping...i have to balance between red cross.drama.chapel band.sunday school.student council.[blah blah blah]...it's tough managing all this stuff...and here is mr pang being so over protective of drama students...drama is not my core cca but RED CROSS is!!!...
why is my life so busy? i everyday try to put those troubles behind me...but...Benjy had to remind me of it...i hate being so busy but
...i like it...i realli dunno why......i guess i am used to this busy life of mine...
signing off...i guess that this post is juz full of complaints...i guess that i juz had to let it go...

home alone

guess what...
i'm home alone...bro is buggin me to use the com...i realli need to use the computer...
i still can remember the time...cross country yesterday...i relish the moments when i received my 1st medal of my life...readin to some stuff that Kenneth Quek sent me...he's from my pri school...met Nurimah and Jacqueline today!!!..Jackie looks so chio!!!...long hair...contact lenses...so chio..i even envy her...
bro's realli buggin me alot...*bugger*...i'm realli hungry...gonna go down to the kitchen to get something to eat...

Alright man!!!

alright man!!!!
i got 6th for cross country!!! freakin happy!!! :D...this.is.the.1st.medal.of.my.life!!!!! Yipee!!!...i was screaming that i got 6th!!!

in the beginning...at first there was a false alarm...but then the real alarm came...once the horn wailed...almost all the girls screamed for no reason at all!!!...[siao ppl]...stupid ppl...startin alreadi ran so fast..i realli pity Joy Sim...nxt year i'm gonna pray for her b4 the run...so i ran run ran run...and slowly overtook the ppl infront of me...
coming in frm the highway...Xiangfeng told me that i was 6th!!...i began to ran even faster...even faster when Hidayat and Leonard-sir were cheering for me...and when there was this last stretch and a slope..i suddenly had this adrenalin rush!!!...i ran lyk i nvr did b4!!!...it ran for my life...i suddenly had this feelin i had nvr felt b4...i ran the fastest i could...and boy was it fast...
Mr Choy was cheering for me...and shouted to me to get a card frm some guy beside him...when i was running past the finishing line...i had to grab the card...i tried to grab it within that one split second but i couldn't...as my legs were still runnin...i had to run and duck under the 'FINISH' banner to get over...but..i was too fast...i couldn't stop and i collided into a 5A guy...i fell and grabbed his leg and hands...scratched my knees but the medal was worth it...ppl rushed to me to pick me up...askin me whether was i ok or not...i didn't answer as i was too tired...the 5A guy[strong man] pulled me up[wonder who was he?]...he asked me whether was i ok but i didn't answer him as i was runnin towards to Yiling and huggin her!!! we screamed as we headed towards the recording table...shaked hands with Joel Loke on the way there...[he thinks i remind him of little girls]...Yiling n I were screaming all the way!!!...we went to cheer for our friends...as for Pauline...she's sucha boaster...boastin that she is faster than Jenisse...[whatever]...
cheered for all the ppl i knew and hahaz...Joel Loke came in with his friend..and the both of them were HOLDING HANDS!!! such boys...i mean...are they even boys?! hehe..yes they are...
at the end...while durin the prize presentation...i figured out that i was the only sec2F girl...and William was the only sec2Fboy...this proves that i'm one of the best for drama red cross and 2F!...i realli rock man...
on the way to Annette's house to bathe...i read the sms frm Shaun Yen[frm COGS]...he smsed me during class!!!...school violation...not only did he violate the school rules but he also passed his test by 0.5marks...[he better buck up]...sucha NAUGHTY BOY...

so..off we went to Orchard...me Fion Yiling Eunice Chermine Yiting Constance Sophia Ng and Shu Sze..all 10 of us...8 wore skirts while the other 2 wore shorts la...we went to watch Spongebob...before the show...we met Nathaniel Yuen Spencer Darren Kiefer and another guy...Nathaniel punched me in the arm..he's gonna pay tmr!!!![fire boiling]...the show is super retard...100% lame...after that...we got out of the cinema...saw Chanel Joanne and Yuliang n Yunxing at Sakae Sushi...saw Joshua Toh Sherlyn and Sammi at the arcade...we proceeded to the 1st storey...there...i saw Silas and his frens...and...Benjamin See n his frens eating...surprisingly...i waved at Benjy and surprsingly he waved back...[1st encounter]...we proceeded to Heeren...there...we took 2 rounds of neoprints...slowly..frens left...over there i met Alson wif his Gf and Joel Loke's fren with a gurl...*woo...hehe...[group date]...met Huiling there too...oh and Debrah too...one of the three girls wre lyk so despo to see Silas la...

after neoprints...we went home leaving Fion and Annette in Orchard...hahaz...while takin the lrt home...saw 2 bukit panjang govt high guys...they were frm basketball...they were clearly talkin bout me...one of them was standin real close to me...luckily he didn't stink...the other kept pushin his fren towards me...his fren kept on askin him to get my number or send me home...i didn't look at them...none in the eye...
and yah...Yuanhao-sir was freakin happy for his dream girl...and ya also...thanks Shaun and all others who smsed me...