GOODBYE

tata. GOODBYE. sayonara.
i'll be gone till after 12 november.
that's my last paper.
as for my results, how depressing.
i strongly believed that i studied the best of my ability or
the best that i have ever done.
however, i didn't get the results i SO DESIRED.
my moods totally plunged.
i cried for 4 days.
i had a mask on for that 4 days,
masking my sadness.
after that, i was definitely OKAY.

stress levels rising every hour.
has anybody felt this way?
am i the only one that lives my life like this?
& i know this won't go on forever.

if i really do become rich, i definitely get every possible version of the ipod in every possible colours. get clothes for it. accerssories for it. make it look sexy! haha.

i'm gonna blow your mind
my heart was jumping for
my head for spinning for
i just can't let you go
i can't eat
i can't sleep
i just can't let you go
you're like the rollercoaster
i'm been taken for a ride
shu shu, this is for you, don't fret. let it all out!

i sent a a random message to a HUNDERED people on thursday cause i was really bored. didn't want to do my humans homework. i was bored. the replies i got were super hilarious. it went something like this:
thisisarandommessage.pleasedonotgetirriatedorangrywiththeowner.shewasjustplainbored&asyouknow,studiesmakepeoplegocrazy,thereforeresultinginthisrandowmmessage.topreventanymoretimefrombeingawasted,pleaseclosethismessageandresumetowhateveryouweredoingbefore(:
haha

happy belated birthday benjamin see! (:

so on friday, there were many people who didn't come for school. VERY TYPICAL FOR MY CLASS. there were only 10 girls taking pe. 4 girls played badminton & the other six, comprising of me, gina, elizabeth, samantha, sophie and eunice. first we played dog and bone, then dodgeball then basketball of two different versions then we climbed the high wall then the monkey bars.
crazy day.
after school, rushed home to change then headed to vch with steph mark and joanna to watch a choral presentation byt the SAAC.