LIFE'S JUST BEEN SO HECTIC THAT I'VE FORGOTTEN DATES

EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE WRITTEN BIG BIG CLEARLY AND IN COLOUR.

HAVEN'T TRULY SMILED/LAUGHED IN AGES

MY DREAMS ARE INUNDATED WITH STUDIES.

I'M NOW IN UP THE WALL IN THAT CORNER

toes

shit my toenail

PJC

shit the three boxes

bad luck

i have been waking up on the wrong side of the bed many times.

1. my days don't feel right
2. my hairdryer exploded & caught on fire today
3. ingrown toenail bugging me again
4. i just don't feel well

):

countdown

PQ

doing the PQ is EPIC.

it's wasting my time.

i'm still going to stick by my 31st july ban.

ever since school started, term 3 has been crazy. especially that academics part. i'm just glad that i don't have to see the p again. i'm like the number one good girl! who would have ever thought that fiona ghui would have to see the principal?! & it's not for a good thing either. every time with the p is just about my studies. never in my whole life would i have thought that i have to see the p for something bad. according to stephanie, it's actually not that bad a thing cause at least i'm not seeing for doing drugs, or fighting or something, at least it's about academics.

this week was another emotional rollercoaster. i guessed everything just accumulated & the floodgates broke when mr a talked to me. have to see him again with mummy.

as of today, there's ONLY

109 days left

i need an outlet to drive out all my emotions so that i can focus on really studying. PQ is just plain boring... last time, there was canoeing, but it brought along fatique.

last time, it was 50% physical, 50% mental

now, it's 100% pure mental, & it's driving me insane. studying is insane.

i've got to stop putting myself down.

& so to cheer myself up,

you should see choko when he's tongue is in his mouth. looks more cute that way.

SO HANDSOME :D

physics

physics suck

like i already have tuition & the results are soooooo suck eggs. need MORE HELP. damn, got posted to F1-55. loser class, failure for life class. haha.

hiatus

in order to really focus for the upcoming ALEVELS, i have drawn up a plan.

i am going to confiscate my laptop from myself.
this will take effect on 31st july
& i mean it.
i am going to 'throw' my laptop out of my room
so no more blogging/facebook/music/email/news/pictures...

then people ask me, then how? what if need to see some important email?
my answer: use daddy/meimei/natnat's laptop instead. i will still have my harddrive. because using their laptop, i know it's not mine, so i can't use it for long, so i'll like quickly log in & log out.
i am determined to get A's so please help me.

there will still be updates here & there & using of fb once in a while cause i still have my phone with wi-fi. it isn't really like complete hiatus or anything, i just want lesser distractions in my journey towards the alevels

i still don't know what to do as a career or anything. like i first thought about psychology but i must totally abandon that cause there are TOO MANY PEOPLE doing it. so, i now have like many options that i find funny like : architecture, sport science & management and i want to become a zookeeper!

schol

SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS FOR PJC STUDENTS TOMORROW. which is like in 45mins time ):

sunday
YE today, same routine just that from next sunday onwards, econs/gp tuition early morning ): you can never get too much sleep!

saturday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOANNA!
congrats on turning 18! okay, so the j2s/poly yr 2s celebrated jojo's birthday. her present was this scrapbook we did about her 'lifestory' & it was filled with tons of unglam pictures of her & from ye too. i was like rushing from place to place just to get things done. didn't concentrate during physics tuition, rushed out of the centre the moment the teacher released us. i had to like go all the way back home to get the prined photos then get to steph's house to do the book then rush to sunset way for the incredibly stuffing international buffet. afterwards, holland v to cut cake at BREKKO. walawala was just too crowded & we saw people making out on the 2nd floor. anyway, 2 beers for $12. i think it's quite reasonable. went home, conked out after such a busy busy day. left out a lot of details too.

friday
school in the morning to like collect back results & go through the gp & geog papers. super disappointed with myself for geography. could have done so much better. i mean i definitely passed but not up to my expectations. nobody in the level got like A for H1 GEOG. must get A for prelims. i know i can do it.

tuition in the evening & then rushed to bugis/dhobyghaut area to meet jamie shuhui & connie for FLEA! it was held at Singapore Art Museum. haha, in the morning i actually asked the girls whether they wanted to go thinking it was next week, but after checking the date on shareefa's watch, it turned out to be today! damn blur! (((: anyway, in the end, shareefa jamie me shuhui & connie agreed to go. ohmy, best $30 i've ever spent! i wished i went earlier! watched a bit of the amazing NIGHT FESTIVAL the fireworks and all that. for $30, i bought a top, a belt, a one-sided earring, a necklace and 2 archie comicbooks. MUST BARGAIN. the necklace was like the most expensive-$15. anyway, i had a blast.

thursday
physics paper 1 & 2. i can just flunk physics. tuition helps, but it doesn't help me manage time constraints.
):

monday
YOUTH DAY! cjlmxlb with classmates. well, i'm not supposed to say much about this.
cjlmxlb=crystal jade la mian xiao long bao

comics

okay, i came across this amazing site that does cartoons/comics.

the cartoonist is awesome & he came up with a cartoon a day featuring the letters of the alphabet. it's called the A-Z of Awesomeness. you can click here to see the entire list of A to Z.

these are my favorites:

funny

you know when they say that males & females are totally different? especially in terms of the mental state? well, this is the reason why. save the pictures & you can analyse it clearly

this is soooo true.

FRIENDS

these are some of the photos from the clique bbq gathering at pinegrove held during the june holidays! it was sad that some people couldn't make it. there were tons of photos taken like individual & pair shots cause people were trigger happy.

VODKA. who brought it? it was empty along with the other bottles by 9pm. tsk tsk. liquor-deprived people :D

jacon's store-bought

this is SOOO not orange juice neither is it apple juice, it is also not PEE. make a guess?

the girls that turned up! sigh, miss you may & yiling!


one of the funniest shots ever! THE GUYS IN THE CLIQUE never fail to put a smile on our faces! (((: JC/POLY friends would never ever believe that it's them! sigh, we all just haven't grown up

even funnier

yayy, me with all the guys. & yes, i'm wearing shorts.

GROUP SHOT with all the mini-drunkards

hitler

over

YES! MID YEARS ARE FINALLY OVER!
making us suffer for like over a month is NOT GOOD.
but this also means that prelims & alevels are like coming real soon. talking to graduates makes me feel so unprepared & nervous. taking alevels is no small feat i tell you. to anyone that did well for alevels, you are my hero.

i know like this is kind of lame, but i just learnt by myself as to how to play fur elise on the piano. like who doesn't know how to play fur elise at the age of 18? little kids of 8 or 9 are even able to play fur elise. but hey, i haven't touched the piano in ages. i have good sight reading skills :D

flu

TOTAL: 1055 H1N1 CASES
WTH, why isn't anybody caring?

exams

nearly half of the school would have completed their MYEs today ):
i still have the dreaded physics.
tuition later

farewell

WHEN'S CANOEING FAREWELL?
i don't want to wait soooo long till like it's prelims are here or something.

deprived childhood

10 WAYS TO KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD



1. you don't know the main characters of pokemon & digimon

2. when friends bring up the past of power rangers, you ask: is there a gold ranger?

3. you've never watched finding nemo

4. you go huh? at captain planet

5. you've never played at a sandbox playground

6. you don't know the stories of the disney princesses

7. you can't name at least 5 disney villians

8. you've never watched a single jurassic park movie

9. you didn't own a tamgotchi/digimon (those shake shake thingys)

10. you've never watched a single episode of HI-5

AYG

i'll really like to see singapore shine & i wish the singapore team ALL THE BEST.
it's a pity that only 7% of the games tickets are sold out.
7% SEVEN EENY MEENY PERCENT.
they should seriously like sell the tickets to schools or even give it out FREE. HELLO? when like i was watching the diving FINALS, applause was always soft and you could see empty seats EVERYWHERE. the track finals too.
GIVE OUT FREE TICKETS! hello? the quality on tv is sooo bad!