why

why am I so emo? I hope IT doesn't comeeee.

now

I just wanna get piss drunk right now. pour out my sorry story to some stranger & never see that person again.

there's no point having awesome liquor in the cupboard downstairs when there aren't people to share it with.

running on empty fuel,surviving on disney, glee & oh land.

I hate the insects that fly into my room. I know I'm stronger & bigger than them but their sudden intrusion is what catches me off guard & I hate that. anticipation is good.

I'm a good girl. I have not used the computer. I can limit myself. apparently, i can't say the same for the iphone. 150 apps & 1300+ songs & oh, 1 debit card.

I like being happy. but how long can happiness last?

it's amazing what my smile can do. the mouth is all but a tool of deception.

what a facade.

tireddd

I haven't felt this tired in a long long time. that work+run+muaythai combo is one of a kind & it's exhausting. it's amazing how I managed to stay awake during dinner & even service. crashing to bed nowww,as for studying,I doubt anything will sink in sooo,goodnight world!

she

I think she resents a lot of things: like me being unable to get into a local uni & even when I took physics in jc. oh hell,I think she resents me even for just being in the science stream or even taking physics back in sec school. I think she resents that I spend a lot of money on education but my results aren't that satisfactory at all. will she ever embrace the fact that I'm not the studying kind as well? all these restraints I put on myself is because of her. I know she doesn't see that at all.

nails

OPI top coat is apparently not very good.

I promise not to paint my nails anymore until I get the seche quick dry top coat

pikachu

i'm pikachu for a reason, as seen from my fb pic, it's a silhouette. y'know if you don't have a fb profile pic, the default picture set for you will be a basic silhouette of a man or woman. anyway, there's a reason for the stuff i do. i've decided to stick to this cause i do not want any more random people adding me on fb just because like 'oh, her profile pic so pretty, lemme send her a friend request'. it's totally -.-

face it, i do not add strangers & yeah, even if i know you & you know me but we have not talked to each other before, I'M NOT ACCEPTING YOUR FRIEND REQUEST! oh, another thing, like for that category of people that add me on fb, i do not click 'accept' or 'ignore', i just leave it alone. cause if i click 'ignore', those people are able to send me another friend request & this whole thing goes into a cycle. it bugs me. the learning experience from my stalkers have taught me well. unfortunately, not very much yet for the privacy setting section. for example, you're a friend of my friend, i do not know you but you send me a friend request, & i totally just ignore it, you are still able to see my whole profile )): ahh, i should just lock everything up yeah?

so what if i have like a 1000+ friends on fb, how many people actually take the time off to talk to me or even wish me happy birthday? (this is due to a recent reflection caused by my dear friend rahil from uni) i should just maintain a close network of friends & delete everyone else off huh.

okayyyy, this is just me ranting off. com217 & com225 are just driving me nuts.

tattoos or piercings? what kind

if i could, i'll get both. really. ink on my arms & back. not sure where to pierce though, hmm, 2nd ear hole?

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SPRING NAILS :D

have an awesome blue-ish spring day!

i wanted to do water marbling the other day, but found out that my nail polishes are of super cui quality )): ugh, means i have to get like more opi and china glaze, $$$ fly away yo.

Hahaahaha don't so sad la. cannot request to your parents to give you own room meh!

i used to have my own room. until my sister reached puberty so she can't sleep with my parents anymoreeee. my eyebags are mainly because of her.

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any guys on your list? & whats the biggest turn on & off you can get

seriously, there's no list. 'the list' isn't applicable for fiona ghui at the moment cause she's too busy to fawn over guys.
turn on: nice eyes, hair & a good body (:
turn off: bad skin, vulgarities, chews food with the mouth open, snores, bad breath,...

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Are you happy?

RIGHT NOW? NO.

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Do you have your own room or are you currently sharing with a sibling?

UGH, UNFORTUNATELY I HAVE TO SHARE MY ROOM WITH MY SISTER. KILL ME PLEASE. SHE SLEEP TALKS/SHOUTS/WALKS, SNORES & GRINDS HER TEETH A WHOLE LOT. OH, HER 'EATING IN HER SLEEP' NOISES IRRITATES THE HELL OUT OF ME.

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Koi or Gongcha?

Koi's pearls but Gongcha's pudding jelly (:

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quick update

ah, sorry for the lack of updates. been so ever busy now that school's ending, it really equates to handing up of projects, research papers, presentations & then lastly, finalssss. formspring qns don't count as updates. i hate how exams are dragged over 3 weeks, ugh, 1 more month!

Would you rather, stay 1min from school/work and bloody far from your friends, or stay 1min from 5 of your best friends and like 1.5hrs from school/work?

1 min away from school/work! I wouldn't mind travelling long & far to meet my friends but if that were the case for school/work, I'll have to take mc everyday man. I will not wanna wake up!

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Would you have rather do something (job wise) you like which pays little, or do something really boring but pays really high?

I'll prefer working at a place i really enjoy (: heck the pay. Working at the petshop the other time; i was only paid $3.33/hr but i enjoyed every moment.

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To drive or be driven?

I'll take the wheel.

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Rank the following in order of importance to you. (1 being most important) Lakehouse, Cats, Brunch, Lamborghini Murcielago, 5 Balenciaga Handbags

brunch, handbags, lakehouse, cats, lamborghini. i'm always hungry & i can't drive. i want the 5 bags so that i can give 4 away to my friends (:

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Any eye candies?

YEAH, YOU. of course everyone has eye candies and would think that 'this guy is cute' & 'oh,this guy is really good-looking' or even being unable to control one's smiles when that guy walks past. srsly? i do think some guys are cute but i do not really have the time to fawn & gush over them.

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so how did you spend your birthday?

a morning birthday surprise with sparklers & ukulele playing, lunch, had driving, went back to school for a lunch surprise with a shrek cake & more ukulele playing, had crabs as birthday dinner at melben's & to end it off, i didn't do any hw on my birthday.

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What's the fastest you've ran for 2.4??

official: 10.53
unoffical: 9.18
& i think you already know this, why do you still ask me huhhh.

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What do you think of me? No seriously.

LOSE WEIGHT NOWWW. GO RUNNING WITH ME, HAHAHHAHA (:

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hahaha just got back on formspring what, last time nobody ask me anything also!! Sian, I really put on alot of weight ah hahaha

HAHAHA, I JUST ASKED YOU A RANDOM QNS. YES, HOW'S NAPFA? IPPT LIKE THAT HOW. RUN WITH ME.

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Assuming good grades and enough money, would you go/have went for a 4 years Local University Course or a 2 years Overseas Course (SAME Course but with exempted modules)?? Will the time saved outweigh the value of the degree?

WHY THE SUDDEN QNS? HAHAHA. i would totally go overseas since i have the $$$ :D if i can save time, it means i could do more stuff to up my qualifications!

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What's the first thing you check when you turn on your computer?

in the following order: yahoo's top news, email, facebook,...

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whyyy

i really can't drink cold milk. i used to think i couldn't have it only in the morning, but only now do i know that i can't take cold milk at all! why?! does anybody know the reason? haha, this is one of the reasons as to why i haven't been drinking milk at all.

ugh

major headache ):

I don't know from what exactly. but I think it's a combination of lack of sleep,period,cold milk allergy,hunger,cold,worrying about research paper,stress from soc294 setII,... man,it's really throbbing )):

I thought I only couldn't drink cold milk in the morning & I can't take ribena,looks like I was wrong. even if it's in the evening,I can't take cold milk. it screws up my bowels. what's wrong with meee.

so how did your spend your sunday? :)

i tried to finish the draft for research paper before going for miranda's 21st birthday party!

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what would be one of your favourite thing to do right now if you had no assignments or projects in hand?

is sleeping counted? hahahaha! I just wanna be out in the sun! beach volleyball, building sandcastles, burying somebody, frisbee or even just suntanning ((:

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great laughs

i really need to watch a movie or youtube video to just make my day. a video that can burst me out of my funk. a video that will really make me laugh out loud or roll on the floor laughing. i need to get this unhappiness of me immediately! shopping will do just fineeee :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANDY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL TAN!

cause you had a bad day

ugh. what a way to begin a day ): overslept (thank God for daddy), have a pimple smack in the middle of my forehead, feeling extra cold here in the gym, am partially blind & worst of all, my oka.b slipper broke ))): i know these things don't last but at least this lasted longer than any pair of haivainas or praia that i ever had. it just sucks that it broke now. now i don't have any pair of slippers to wear to school for the next few days OR weeks.

update: i am not blind anymore & to make matters worse, three fingernails are chipped/cracked

zzz. i really wanna do my homework at work today, but looks like there's not much time left )):

Use just ONE word to summarise yourself :)

FUN

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What are you currently busy with right now ?

research paper, projects, soc294 set2s, ppt presentation for research paper,preparing people's birthday presents (:,... at least i got the ntu application thingy done alreadyyyy

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