weighing the costs & benefits

studies & muaythai & work & partying

obviously partying should be out but somehow,I always place my friends first before anything. when it's birthdays or parties or just a simple meal,my friends are first. I can't bear the thought of disappointing them or even causing them sadness.
I like being with people. I like being around people. I think I'll go insane without people on earth. thank God for friends in church. thank God for friends in uni. thank God for friends in fairfield. thank God for my teammates. thank God for the people in the various ccas I've been in.

I'm the kind that kicks open doors. I'm the kind that is never afraid to speak what's on my mind. I'm the kind that's self sacrificing