went to church today and went home after that. had to study. so many things to do. study for chem test. then do 3 stupid long and boring chinese online homework. boring shit. also need to polish boots later on. oh. by the way, the movie REAL-the movie is gone. you can only get the dvd or vcd now. really, if you're a die hard fan of real madrid, REAL is the movie for you.
argh. why is everyone asking me is that my dog on my msn avatar pic? look. it's NOT. it belongs to my aunty. it's more like the GHUI family dog.
have you ever encountered another GHUI in your life? i bet you have never did. if u have, they most probably are my cousins. see? my surname is very special. OF COURSE.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Saturday, February 25, 2006
today
if you're a die hard real madrid soccer fan, REAL is the movie for you.
went orchard with shuyi sihui yibei wilson and mark tan. had some trouble deciding on a show. sigh. everytime we go out, we have trouble making decisions. wore my penguin earrings today! anyway, REAL was the movie we watched in the end. there's this part which was super funny la. it suddenly talked about soccer and it was related to physics biology and chemistry! it's freaking funny and thatt guy was like speaking so fast! hilarious. we had our movie at cineleisure cinema 6. the smallest and the most cosiest. oh yah. before the show, we had lunch. you wouldn't believe the stuff we talked! haha. also, we went arcade. both mark tan n wilson lost to shuyi at daytona! they lost to a girl! HAHA!
after the show, wilson and mark tan slipped away. left the girls. after neoprints, yibei slipped away. then all of us went home.
though this may seem not meaningful, but it's really good to have another get-together. finally. man. all the laughs we had today. :D
went orchard with shuyi sihui yibei wilson and mark tan. had some trouble deciding on a show. sigh. everytime we go out, we have trouble making decisions. wore my penguin earrings today! anyway, REAL was the movie we watched in the end. there's this part which was super funny la. it suddenly talked about soccer and it was related to physics biology and chemistry! it's freaking funny and thatt guy was like speaking so fast! hilarious. we had our movie at cineleisure cinema 6. the smallest and the most cosiest. oh yah. before the show, we had lunch. you wouldn't believe the stuff we talked! haha. also, we went arcade. both mark tan n wilson lost to shuyi at daytona! they lost to a girl! HAHA!
after the show, wilson and mark tan slipped away. left the girls. after neoprints, yibei slipped away. then all of us went home.
though this may seem not meaningful, but it's really good to have another get-together. finally. man. all the laughs we had today. :D
Friday, February 24, 2006
series of events
cross country 2006
okay. number tag : 19
my position : 13
at first, i was very depressed because of my position. from 6 to 13. i even cried. but whatever. it's the B DIVISION. and i'm not even from a sports cca. i was like thinking, i'm not from a sports cca, i don't train every week, but it's already so good to be in the 13th position. i knew that this year's cross country for me wouldn't be good. i was already half-crying in the 'forest'. on the highway, it was tiring. i didn't even bother to run faster when erin was like somewhere behing me. the slope to the highway was a killer. went to king albert's macdonalds for luch. practically the whole fairfield was there.
24th feb 06
i just feel burderned everyday. i really want to be free. i'm failing everything. i am not doing aswell as what my potential can do. chem test on monday. my mother told me to just memorise. i think i really need to go home after YE to study. i'm really doing badly. i only have amaths and emaths tuition teacher. he's good.
i cannot study or work under pressure. pressure stresses me up. if i panic/ stress out before a test, i won't be able to think. i'll completely blank out. so, i took my time for today's a maths test, it was shit. out of the 6 questions i only managed 4 and i'm not even sure i'll get full marks for all 4. it's upon 30! die. i really felt like crying today. it's really very depressing. don't wanna mention.
you may be wondering why i cry so much, well, people have been telling me to cry and not keep my sorrows inside. i don't cry. i just tear. i think i'll need to run around the neighbourhood soon. do you know running actually alleviates my mood? it kinda takes away the stress in me! haha.
okay. number tag : 19
my position : 13
at first, i was very depressed because of my position. from 6 to 13. i even cried. but whatever. it's the B DIVISION. and i'm not even from a sports cca. i was like thinking, i'm not from a sports cca, i don't train every week, but it's already so good to be in the 13th position. i knew that this year's cross country for me wouldn't be good. i was already half-crying in the 'forest'. on the highway, it was tiring. i didn't even bother to run faster when erin was like somewhere behing me. the slope to the highway was a killer. went to king albert's macdonalds for luch. practically the whole fairfield was there.
24th feb 06
i just feel burderned everyday. i really want to be free. i'm failing everything. i am not doing aswell as what my potential can do. chem test on monday. my mother told me to just memorise. i think i really need to go home after YE to study. i'm really doing badly. i only have amaths and emaths tuition teacher. he's good.
i cannot study or work under pressure. pressure stresses me up. if i panic/ stress out before a test, i won't be able to think. i'll completely blank out. so, i took my time for today's a maths test, it was shit. out of the 6 questions i only managed 4 and i'm not even sure i'll get full marks for all 4. it's upon 30! die. i really felt like crying today. it's really very depressing. don't wanna mention.
you may be wondering why i cry so much, well, people have been telling me to cry and not keep my sorrows inside. i don't cry. i just tear. i think i'll need to run around the neighbourhood soon. do you know running actually alleviates my mood? it kinda takes away the stress in me! haha.
Friday, February 17, 2006
series of events
valentine's day
happy BELATED valentine's day to all. haha. i'm sorry if the flowers i gave were going to die. sorry. (blame mark tan for that). i think i looked pretty silly carrying all those flowers around. luckily i'm not allergic to flowers.
tomorrow
cross country tmr!! yippee! number tag is 19. is that good? haha. how i can get one of the tops. please?
yiling birthday tmr too! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! haha.
man, i've been more and more forgetful.
whatever.
it's super depressing la. i failed everything but my physics, chemistry, english and the 2nd emaths test. ARGH!. study like siao and why?? failed chinese, social studies, goegraphy, 1st emaths and amaths. shucks. 3d is simply to smart. a double sci class. everythings double. shucks. my class is simply very physically fit. almost all from sports cca. haha. but not bad, physics i got 2nd highest. the physics guys are really TERRIBLE. please stop bullying miss teo. i hate wednesdays. i'm always tired on mondays. tuesdays i'm free. can i quit drama? people don't respect us councillors. only when we wear tie. idiot. super stress. if i had known earlier, i would have appealed to go to combined sci and top it. what am i good in? whats my specialty? some ppl can run fast. some ppl can talk well. some ppl can sing well. some ppl can lead well. some ppl look good. some ppl are tech smarts. i'm told to reflect. i'm a reflective thinker. according to the LSA. what am i good in?
i want to be burden free! i want to go to obs sabah! i want to go for ndp!
my memory is failing me. i can just forget. i can just blank out. really. i blanked our for like 2 secs during footdrilll before. the worse one was during physics lesson. i blanked our for 1 full minute. i had no memory or whatsoever. becoming more an more forgetful. argh
happy BELATED valentine's day to all. haha. i'm sorry if the flowers i gave were going to die. sorry. (blame mark tan for that). i think i looked pretty silly carrying all those flowers around. luckily i'm not allergic to flowers.
tomorrow
cross country tmr!! yippee! number tag is 19. is that good? haha. how i can get one of the tops. please?
yiling birthday tmr too! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! haha.
man, i've been more and more forgetful.
whatever.
it's super depressing la. i failed everything but my physics, chemistry, english and the 2nd emaths test. ARGH!. study like siao and why?? failed chinese, social studies, goegraphy, 1st emaths and amaths. shucks. 3d is simply to smart. a double sci class. everythings double. shucks. my class is simply very physically fit. almost all from sports cca. haha. but not bad, physics i got 2nd highest. the physics guys are really TERRIBLE. please stop bullying miss teo. i hate wednesdays. i'm always tired on mondays. tuesdays i'm free. can i quit drama? people don't respect us councillors. only when we wear tie. idiot. super stress. if i had known earlier, i would have appealed to go to combined sci and top it. what am i good in? whats my specialty? some ppl can run fast. some ppl can talk well. some ppl can sing well. some ppl can lead well. some ppl look good. some ppl are tech smarts. i'm told to reflect. i'm a reflective thinker. according to the LSA. what am i good in?
i want to be burden free! i want to go to obs sabah! i want to go for ndp!
my memory is failing me. i can just forget. i can just blank out. really. i blanked our for like 2 secs during footdrilll before. the worse one was during physics lesson. i blanked our for 1 full minute. i had no memory or whatsoever. becoming more an more forgetful. argh
Friday, February 03, 2006
series of events
school cny celebrations
well. i wore a sarong kebaya on that day. sarah also wore one! ooh.. nice figure. haha. anyway, my class girls were enthu in dressing up but NOT the boys. i think only two boys wore an ethnic costume. haha. mark and luke. there were girls who wore qipao, cheongsam, and some others la. it was nice seeing everybody. anyway, me eunice wilson and clemence made a hamper. haha. the darlie colgate spoiled the image. it was black white and green.
after the cny celebrations, i went out with shuyi and the rest. oh. lennard was there too! people who went : the 5 ESMM, allicia, joy yeo, yiling, lennard, fernando, brian, keith, jacon, nathanael lee, jing ming and a few more others. watched FEARLESS. so touching! cried. all the girls did. fearless is jet li's last movie he's acting in. must watch. it's an nc-16 rated movie. hey. i'm ALMOST sixteen. haha. everyone of us bought a handphone accessory in all diff colours!
after outing, went to uncle's house for a pernankan dinner. he's my dad's second eldest brother. haha. dinner was great. watched mr and mrs smith. oh yeah. kochi's dog ran out of the house and ran up three stories! poor daddy and kochi had to catch it. it was a funny sight. all of the three families went to a nursery to buy plants. and over there, it was the first time in many years which i plucked a pussy willow. haha.
chinese new year eve
went for dinner with my cousins and uncles and auntys on my mother's side. my grandfather came along too. he had actually quitted smoking many years ago but i dunno why one of my uncle offered and persisted him to smoke one. such a dimwit! don't you know that this will shorten his life?! dumb. do you want our grandfather, your father to kick the bucket earlier?! siao.
after dinner, went to melodi's house.was at heritage view. another day with ewok the dog. ( surprisingly my aunty named the dog ewok ). anyway, it was like around 10pm when we set off the parachute poppers. it was quite a funny sight to see the little ones struggling to burst open the popper. haha. the way they squirm and complain. went home around 1am as we're watching some chinese new year show on tv. could see the fireworks they set off at chinatown.
chinese new year day one
woke up late. anyway it's a holiday! in the morning, had to bai nian to my parents. haha. first time i've done it in years. then as a family we set off to visit my grandparents who had already kicked the bucket. this year, the workers are quite friendly, then wished us happy new year and they even added the word sit behind. not bad. are they asking for a red packet? haha. then, we visited my daddy's cousin's mother. i have a VERY COMPLICATED family tree. then, we visited my father's mother, i call her mama. she's aging. some of the other ghui's were there! including ewok. haha. the hyper-cute dog. we then left to go to church. haha. for awhile. just attended the worship and listened to my father's scripture reading and we left. quietly. we then to guboy's house. pronounced as coo-boy. he has two daughters and one son. they are my uncles and aunties. the elder daughter is getting married somewhere in september. the younger daughter is currently in a relationship, her boyfriend is good looking and she's pretty. then the son, he's sec4 and he's my uncle. he has pierced ears. two on his left ear. do you know if a guy pierce his right ear, he's a gay? he's so cool. and good looking too. he looks very familiar. he's name is super unique. i don't even know how to spell it! it's pronounced as grillkris or grillchris or krillchris or whatever la. super unique name. he plays the drums. like my bro. he's super shy la. he only plays the drum when only youngsters like us are around, if there are adults in his room, he won't play. had dinner at his house. wonderful dinner. oh he likes vegetables too. i think. on this day i was wearin orange and white. went home after that. oh happy birthday wilson.
chinese new year day two
woke up extremely late. but it's okay, holiday! went to mama's house for lunch. it was sherwin's birthday! ewok was there again. anyway the troupe consisted of my family, melodi's family, kochi n husband and stacey's family. we all set off and went to houses. visiting. house to house to house to house to house to house to house to house. bushed out. last house was melodi's grandmother's house. we kids gambled using scrabble words as coins to play the game poker and banluck. err. sorry. no real money involved. went home pretty late. oh. on this day, i was wearing white and blue.
030206
had lessons in the morning. usual school life. it's become a routine. study like siao for five weekdays then rest and blank out during the two weekends. life's like that. argh.. eyebags. oh also, i'm still not accustommed to the guys wearing their long pants. it's been only 3 days? as for red cross, we played captain's ball with oranges and capsicum. stinks. also, i'm sorry for stepping on people's feet. i jump, you come near, i land on you. after red cross, i was sooo stressed out that i went for a run. 8 rounds only la. around our school track. 2.4km. i think i did it in like 11mins plus. could have done faster if there weren't red cross. argh. cross country's coming. preparation.
well. i wore a sarong kebaya on that day. sarah also wore one! ooh.. nice figure. haha. anyway, my class girls were enthu in dressing up but NOT the boys. i think only two boys wore an ethnic costume. haha. mark and luke. there were girls who wore qipao, cheongsam, and some others la. it was nice seeing everybody. anyway, me eunice wilson and clemence made a hamper. haha. the darlie colgate spoiled the image. it was black white and green.
after the cny celebrations, i went out with shuyi and the rest. oh. lennard was there too! people who went : the 5 ESMM, allicia, joy yeo, yiling, lennard, fernando, brian, keith, jacon, nathanael lee, jing ming and a few more others. watched FEARLESS. so touching! cried. all the girls did. fearless is jet li's last movie he's acting in. must watch. it's an nc-16 rated movie. hey. i'm ALMOST sixteen. haha. everyone of us bought a handphone accessory in all diff colours!
after outing, went to uncle's house for a pernankan dinner. he's my dad's second eldest brother. haha. dinner was great. watched mr and mrs smith. oh yeah. kochi's dog ran out of the house and ran up three stories! poor daddy and kochi had to catch it. it was a funny sight. all of the three families went to a nursery to buy plants. and over there, it was the first time in many years which i plucked a pussy willow. haha.
chinese new year eve
went for dinner with my cousins and uncles and auntys on my mother's side. my grandfather came along too. he had actually quitted smoking many years ago but i dunno why one of my uncle offered and persisted him to smoke one. such a dimwit! don't you know that this will shorten his life?! dumb. do you want our grandfather, your father to kick the bucket earlier?! siao.
after dinner, went to melodi's house.was at heritage view. another day with ewok the dog. ( surprisingly my aunty named the dog ewok ). anyway, it was like around 10pm when we set off the parachute poppers. it was quite a funny sight to see the little ones struggling to burst open the popper. haha. the way they squirm and complain. went home around 1am as we're watching some chinese new year show on tv. could see the fireworks they set off at chinatown.
chinese new year day one
woke up late. anyway it's a holiday! in the morning, had to bai nian to my parents. haha. first time i've done it in years. then as a family we set off to visit my grandparents who had already kicked the bucket. this year, the workers are quite friendly, then wished us happy new year and they even added the word sit behind. not bad. are they asking for a red packet? haha. then, we visited my daddy's cousin's mother. i have a VERY COMPLICATED family tree. then, we visited my father's mother, i call her mama. she's aging. some of the other ghui's were there! including ewok. haha. the hyper-cute dog. we then left to go to church. haha. for awhile. just attended the worship and listened to my father's scripture reading and we left. quietly. we then to guboy's house. pronounced as coo-boy. he has two daughters and one son. they are my uncles and aunties. the elder daughter is getting married somewhere in september. the younger daughter is currently in a relationship, her boyfriend is good looking and she's pretty. then the son, he's sec4 and he's my uncle. he has pierced ears. two on his left ear. do you know if a guy pierce his right ear, he's a gay? he's so cool. and good looking too. he looks very familiar. he's name is super unique. i don't even know how to spell it! it's pronounced as grillkris or grillchris or krillchris or whatever la. super unique name. he plays the drums. like my bro. he's super shy la. he only plays the drum when only youngsters like us are around, if there are adults in his room, he won't play. had dinner at his house. wonderful dinner. oh he likes vegetables too. i think. on this day i was wearin orange and white. went home after that. oh happy birthday wilson.
chinese new year day two
woke up extremely late. but it's okay, holiday! went to mama's house for lunch. it was sherwin's birthday! ewok was there again. anyway the troupe consisted of my family, melodi's family, kochi n husband and stacey's family. we all set off and went to houses. visiting. house to house to house to house to house to house to house to house. bushed out. last house was melodi's grandmother's house. we kids gambled using scrabble words as coins to play the game poker and banluck. err. sorry. no real money involved. went home pretty late. oh. on this day, i was wearing white and blue.
030206
had lessons in the morning. usual school life. it's become a routine. study like siao for five weekdays then rest and blank out during the two weekends. life's like that. argh.. eyebags. oh also, i'm still not accustommed to the guys wearing their long pants. it's been only 3 days? as for red cross, we played captain's ball with oranges and capsicum. stinks. also, i'm sorry for stepping on people's feet. i jump, you come near, i land on you. after red cross, i was sooo stressed out that i went for a run. 8 rounds only la. around our school track. 2.4km. i think i did it in like 11mins plus. could have done faster if there weren't red cross. argh. cross country's coming. preparation.
friends
friends you make me happy
bring sunshine to my life
a light of hope you always are
standing by me near and far
lending me your shoulder
when i need to cry
you're par t of my life friend
forever in my heart
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