Monday, April 13, 2009
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
PUSH
I WILL PUSH ON
I WILL NOT LET MY EMOTIONS TAKE CONTROL
I WILL FOCUS
i think i really made a wise decision to go to church for maundy thursday. HE is really there for me. learning my lessons from God, is always done the hard way.
Pride
Insecurities
Pressure
Stress
anyway, on a lighter note.
LIFE IN SINGAPORE
In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB), and most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP). Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD)and get more from you. So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)? With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA),Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you, and you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP)on the roads. If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS ).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!
I WILL NOT LET MY EMOTIONS TAKE CONTROL
I WILL FOCUS
i think i really made a wise decision to go to church for maundy thursday. HE is really there for me. learning my lessons from God, is always done the hard way.
Pride
Insecurities
Pressure
Stress
anyway, on a lighter note.
LIFE IN SINGAPORE
In Singapore, the majority of us live in Highly Dangerous Buildings (HDB), and most people have already got used to Paying and Paying (PAP). Not only do you have to pay, you Pay Until Bankrupt (PUB).
If that's not enough, somebody still Purposely Wants to Dig (PWD)and get more from you. So what more can you do when you are in the Money Only Environment (MOE)? With the current Mad Accounting System (MAS), you are forced to Pay the Sum Ahead (PSA),Which will leave some people Permanently Owing Some Banks (POSB). And forced to live on the Loan Techniques Always (LTA) system.
When you fall sick and happen to be admitted to a Money Operating Hospital (MOH), You might be able to use your Cash Prior to Funeral (CPF) fund. If you are out of luck, you may meet doctors who Never Use Heart (NUH) to treat you, and you will be Sure to Give up Hope (SGH).
To help ease the traffic, motorists have to pay Cash On Expressway (COE). If that doesn't help, they can always Eternally Raise Prices (ERP)on the roads. If you don't own a car, you can always make a Mad Rush to the Train (MRT), OR get squashed in a bus Side By Side (SBS ).
Lastly, under all these pressures, there are not many places we can relax, not even the good old place we used to go because it has become So Expensive and Nothing To See Actually (SENTOSA)!
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
10 thoughts
10 thoughts before i sleep
#1. blogging by phone now is really easy. got used to it & am doing it now. blogging in school is actually really convenient BUT, unfortunately, starhub reception sucks in pj causing the phone to be also unable to connect to the school's wireless.
#2. stress from canoeing & studies are really hitting me hard now, even when common tests are over. i not disappointed over my pathetic results as i deserved it. still left to take back geography. maths retest is this saturday & like i have to get 60% if not DIRE CONSEQUENCES. i CANNOT FAIL IT. i'm really thankful for the teachers that i have. mr ang actually went with me to see the principal & talked to her again today. i think i'm like the most problematic captain that he's ever had. as for canoeing, i'm happy that i've come so far but frustrated with myself that i still can't freaking get my freaking strokes right & there's no freaking time left
#3. must pray before i sleep everyday. the number of times i do quiet time has depreciated alot.
#4. i really need a lot of encouragement, not putting-me-downs. reverse psychology so does not work for me. i'm not that kind.
#5. i really need a good listening ear.
#6. my birthday present to myself is a $13.90 hairbrush & $11.60 blister plaster. weird
#7. i seriously need to chiong every freaking subject after the nationals. i want that A. i'm tired of being a failure for life.
#8. the new ezlink cards, those that can be used as a cashcard, is fugly. WTH, they freaking used our PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO!!!!!! ugly ugly ugly. tell me, like whose primary school photo is glamorous?!
#9. i like spent $10 on monday & $10 again today & am still figuring out how were they spent.
#10. SLEEP
#1. blogging by phone now is really easy. got used to it & am doing it now. blogging in school is actually really convenient BUT, unfortunately, starhub reception sucks in pj causing the phone to be also unable to connect to the school's wireless.
#2. stress from canoeing & studies are really hitting me hard now, even when common tests are over. i not disappointed over my pathetic results as i deserved it. still left to take back geography. maths retest is this saturday & like i have to get 60% if not DIRE CONSEQUENCES. i CANNOT FAIL IT. i'm really thankful for the teachers that i have. mr ang actually went with me to see the principal & talked to her again today. i think i'm like the most problematic captain that he's ever had. as for canoeing, i'm happy that i've come so far but frustrated with myself that i still can't freaking get my freaking strokes right & there's no freaking time left
#3. must pray before i sleep everyday. the number of times i do quiet time has depreciated alot.
#4. i really need a lot of encouragement, not putting-me-downs. reverse psychology so does not work for me. i'm not that kind.
#5. i really need a good listening ear.
#6. my birthday present to myself is a $13.90 hairbrush & $11.60 blister plaster. weird
#7. i seriously need to chiong every freaking subject after the nationals. i want that A. i'm tired of being a failure for life.
#8. the new ezlink cards, those that can be used as a cashcard, is fugly. WTH, they freaking used our PRIMARY SCHOOL PHOTO!!!!!! ugly ugly ugly. tell me, like whose primary school photo is glamorous?!
#9. i like spent $10 on monday & $10 again today & am still figuring out how were they spent.
#10. SLEEP
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009
lyrics
katy perry - thinking of you
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the dead of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed
You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
You're like an Indian summer
In the dead of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test
He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in I was disgusted with myself
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into
You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What do I do? if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay
Thursday, April 02, 2009
post common test
WELL, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER
& i can like finally train properly.
BUT i just had to fall sick again ):
it sucks man, this sicky feeling ):
results of common tests are like coming back & i know that i'm not going to do well in them.
medicine sucks. facebook's getting so freaking complicated, like friendster. it's been ages since i last touched friendster & i'm never going to. i still prefer the old interface of facebook.
& i can like finally train properly.
BUT i just had to fall sick again ):
it sucks man, this sicky feeling ):
results of common tests are like coming back & i know that i'm not going to do well in them.
medicine sucks. facebook's getting so freaking complicated, like friendster. it's been ages since i last touched friendster & i'm never going to. i still prefer the old interface of facebook.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Phone
BLOGGING FROM PHONE
i'm so going to die for physics. it's really stressing me out & how do i de-stress? i play spider solitaire. my record is about 7mins (: physics is so unlike maths. for maths when you skip question, you can always definitely go back & rack your brains with the FORMULAS PROVIDED. as for physics, there's no such thing. no formula provided. if you don't know it, you DON'T KNOW IT. you can't just crap out an answer for newton's 1st law. but any rate, i'm so glad that i didn't take chemistry. need to find physics tuition. seriously, my basic concepts aren't really there, even my secondary school physics foundations.
as for the maths paper today, it'll be total miracle for me to pass. i'll like jump for joy even if i got Es for all my common tests. maths no need tuition, just constant practice. it was the same thing in sec school. i practiced my ass off after council & redcross ended & brought my both emaths and amaths grades from f9 to a2 and b3. when i told my dad that i wouldn't be scoring Bs or Cs because i had no time, he just yelled at me. i got damn shocked & quickly said that i didn't have enough efficient time studying. he looked slightly appeased then.
argh, i want to get this common test done & over with! then i can truly focus on training for the remaining 2 weeks plus.
a close to 1 1/2 years worth of training only for a 3 or 5mins race
KATY PERRY - FINGERPRINTS
my darling juniors, you don't know what's hell yet. come june
i'm so going to die for physics. it's really stressing me out & how do i de-stress? i play spider solitaire. my record is about 7mins (: physics is so unlike maths. for maths when you skip question, you can always definitely go back & rack your brains with the FORMULAS PROVIDED. as for physics, there's no such thing. no formula provided. if you don't know it, you DON'T KNOW IT. you can't just crap out an answer for newton's 1st law. but any rate, i'm so glad that i didn't take chemistry. need to find physics tuition. seriously, my basic concepts aren't really there, even my secondary school physics foundations.
as for the maths paper today, it'll be total miracle for me to pass. i'll like jump for joy even if i got Es for all my common tests. maths no need tuition, just constant practice. it was the same thing in sec school. i practiced my ass off after council & redcross ended & brought my both emaths and amaths grades from f9 to a2 and b3. when i told my dad that i wouldn't be scoring Bs or Cs because i had no time, he just yelled at me. i got damn shocked & quickly said that i didn't have enough efficient time studying. he looked slightly appeased then.
argh, i want to get this common test done & over with! then i can truly focus on training for the remaining 2 weeks plus.
a close to 1 1/2 years worth of training only for a 3 or 5mins race
KATY PERRY - FINGERPRINTS
my darling juniors, you don't know what's hell yet. come june
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Thursday, March 05, 2009
HIATUS
till after common tests (:
this is like the first time i'm 'banning' myself from the computer. there's no point for me to blog these days as i'm either too tired, or too busy.
NJCC is in 9 days T-minus and counting.
PEACE OUT.
Monday, February 23, 2009
tests
NOT okay, econs test was shittyy. i'll be surprised if i actually pass.
VERY okay, physics SPA went pretty well :D
damn, better work even harder for common test.
NJCC right after GP PAPER O_O
VERY okay, physics SPA went pretty well :D
damn, better work even harder for common test.
NJCC right after GP PAPER O_O
Saturday, February 21, 2009
SHORT POST
NAPFA IN THE MORNING. TRAINING RIGHT AFTERWARDS.
i am so totally exhausted. had napfa for the sports cca, damn, was almost late. unlike the other people in school, we students from sports cca, have the privilege to not take term 2 pe, provided we pass our napfa with a silver or GOLD. & so, my napfa test was done in this order. inclined pullups to shuttle run to situps to broadjump to sit n reach & lastly, 2.4km run. i'm HAPPY to say that i achieved 5 points in all stations EXCEPT FOR broadjump. sigh, i'm damn failure in this. only got 1 freakfreaking point! IT'S TRUE, since primary school, FIONA GHUI CAN'T JUMP FOR DEFINITE NUTS. it's super demoralizing & i told myself to run my sadness off in the 2.4km.
mengkoon was super freakfreaking good in inclined pullups & 2.4km. the others were just 'stop & stare'ing. it was great to have people cheering on you when you run your 2.4km. at this bend, i was slower at that area, cause there weren't any motivation. i won't post my results up, you'll have to like ask me personally (:
as for today's training, land was pretty much okay. as for the water side, i was pretty exasperated. emptying the k2 on my own several times & lifting the girls out of the water many, many, many times, made me really really tired ): i apologize if i came across too fierce or angry.
lunch with the team afterwards, everyone too, was dead beat.
i am so totally exhausted. had napfa for the sports cca, damn, was almost late. unlike the other people in school, we students from sports cca, have the privilege to not take term 2 pe, provided we pass our napfa with a silver or GOLD. & so, my napfa test was done in this order. inclined pullups to shuttle run to situps to broadjump to sit n reach & lastly, 2.4km run. i'm HAPPY to say that i achieved 5 points in all stations EXCEPT FOR broadjump. sigh, i'm damn failure in this. only got 1 freakfreaking point! IT'S TRUE, since primary school, FIONA GHUI CAN'T JUMP FOR DEFINITE NUTS. it's super demoralizing & i told myself to run my sadness off in the 2.4km.
mengkoon was super freakfreaking good in inclined pullups & 2.4km. the others were just 'stop & stare'ing. it was great to have people cheering on you when you run your 2.4km. at this bend, i was slower at that area, cause there weren't any motivation. i won't post my results up, you'll have to like ask me personally (:
as for today's training, land was pretty much okay. as for the water side, i was pretty exasperated. emptying the k2 on my own several times & lifting the girls out of the water many, many, many times, made me really really tired ): i apologize if i came across too fierce or angry.
lunch with the team afterwards, everyone too, was dead beat.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
birthday
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY YILING!
it's has been great knowing you since i entered fairfield. i thank God for bringing you to me! you're one of the best friends that anyone could ask for. you're real nice, always nice to everyone around you. pouring out your love, care & compassion generously. i'm proud to call you my friend! going out with you is fun! though your demure exterior, you can really crack people up! you're a great sportswoman, one of the most dedicated i've ever seen. thanks so much for brightening up my life these almost 5 years of friendship! LOVE YA! (:
UPDATE
UPDATE FIONA!
there's simply no time to blog ever since turning J2 ): i've been sleeping LATE again. i know i'm not supposed to do that anymore, but i can't help it. i promised myself to be dilligent, study AT LEAST an hour despite being so tired after trainings. i sleep like 2pm plus plus and wake up at like 5.30am everyday. it's CRAZY. burnt out TODAY, didn't go to school. even though having more sleep today, i still have HUMONGOUS EYE BAGS ): everyday i look into the mirror & i'm disgusted with my eyebags ): the only day of rest for me, is SUNDAY. i feel disappointed with myself for sleeping during classes & lectures. it's really tough for me to stay awake, really. i really thank the girls in my class, cause whenever i fall asleep, they're nice enough to wake me up when there's stuff to copy, let then let me sleep again. as almost all my teachers have changed since last year, i didn't want to fall asleep during any of their classes. SO FAR, only 1 lesson which i have fallen asleep in & that's physics.
REPLIES:
benedict: did lateral pulldowns, 110lbs, but decreased to 90lbs, so that i don't exactly 'fly up' with the bar
yuanhao: yay, thanks for your concern. i will take good care of my health (hopefully)
benjamin: haha, there will be a flower waiting for you again if you do come to my school.
edwin: so, what do you think of our juniors so far? there's like an almost equivalent of guys & girls (: yayy, hurray!
there's simply no time to blog ever since turning J2 ): i've been sleeping LATE again. i know i'm not supposed to do that anymore, but i can't help it. i promised myself to be dilligent, study AT LEAST an hour despite being so tired after trainings. i sleep like 2pm plus plus and wake up at like 5.30am everyday. it's CRAZY. burnt out TODAY, didn't go to school. even though having more sleep today, i still have HUMONGOUS EYE BAGS ): everyday i look into the mirror & i'm disgusted with my eyebags ): the only day of rest for me, is SUNDAY. i feel disappointed with myself for sleeping during classes & lectures. it's really tough for me to stay awake, really. i really thank the girls in my class, cause whenever i fall asleep, they're nice enough to wake me up when there's stuff to copy, let then let me sleep again. as almost all my teachers have changed since last year, i didn't want to fall asleep during any of their classes. SO FAR, only 1 lesson which i have fallen asleep in & that's physics.
REPLIES:
benedict: did lateral pulldowns, 110lbs, but decreased to 90lbs, so that i don't exactly 'fly up' with the bar
yuanhao: yay, thanks for your concern. i will take good care of my health (hopefully)
benjamin: haha, there will be a flower waiting for you again if you do come to my school.
edwin: so, what do you think of our juniors so far? there's like an almost equivalent of guys & girls (: yayy, hurray!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Muscle Aches
blasted muscle aches. i have difficulty going down the stairs. my whole body is in darned pain because of Friday's gym session. not that i'm complaining but, i weigh 45kg & am doing weights of 40kg. you may think like whatever fiona but like for this particular exercise, i always nearly am pulled up with the bar.
anyway, i really enjoyed myself at church today. felt really spiritually refreshed (:
hurray for KC910, my very own LG RENOIR (:
tomorrow is the last day of Chinese new year! :D
anyway, i really enjoyed myself at church today. felt really spiritually refreshed (:
hurray for KC910, my very own LG RENOIR (:
tomorrow is the last day of Chinese new year! :D
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