long awaited post

hellooo, i've been MIA from this blog. JC life is just getting started & i'm busying my ass off. not much time for me to blog. i'll do what i can. & i'm proud of myself! i've improved my 2.4km timing! it's now 12.11mins. i know i can do MUCH BETTER.

canoeing photos: HAHA, went to watch my seniors race. those that did not have a race on saturday were like slacking & they wanted to 'play' at the pullup bars -_- won't post too many photos in case your eyes pops out as an effect of looking at all those muscles (:


omg, pullups with just two fingers?!


he's just so tall


whee, atiqah! one of the remaining four girls left in the canoeing junior team


haha, rich kid samuel! i still think he looks a lil' like nicholas ngo


some of us that went to cheer for our seniors




whee, cute padey! the shot's kinda blur


how many canoeing seniors does it take to fix the pullup bar? four. two to really fix it, one to just use eye power & one to smile for the camera


three finger pullup. eat your heart out


ACJC FUN-O-RAMA. alicia! i'm so glad to see her again!


that's darryl & fadhli


kenneth, wesley, glenn & aaron. all sharing two forks for the cake


cosying up together in one corner. wesley zhangyong & danny


shuhui!


strawberry


aaron's trying to light the matchstick.


carmen's working on the cube


the birthday girl




those guys just wanna a piece of it


the low brothers.


fusball!


mark doing a 360


joanna doing a 360


shareefa, the birthday girl!

canoeing

wth, 1000pushups.

PJC

HELLO FOOD BAN (:

canoeing

i'm falling in love with canoeing
no matter how tough it is, or whether can i take the pain,
i love it all the same.

it's probably cause of the people there. i'm not sure with those who just came but people like purnima, atiqah, wani, siti, nicholas, james & james, samuel & samuel, padey, alan, norris & sorry to those i can't remember. though yesterday's training was TOUGH (to me), but getting through thick & thin, pain & laughter, is what makes us stronger (: every morning training, seeing each other's faces, just fills up my life. my friends, my teammates, are my motivation.

you people out there think, woah, fiona's in canoeing, later become very muscular very ugly seh, how sia? no way man. i kinda control my body, so though i worry about being really buff, it's a sign that i'm fit! yayy! (:

though being in canoeing make me tired due to lack of sleep, i WILL FIND the discipline to pull through everything. this is something, i'm really going to commit myself to & it's gonna make me busy busy busy. man, i should really learn how to prioritize.

love love love <3

JEANNETTE

JEANNETTE!

i'm soooooo gonna miss you!

you're one of the best godsister ANYONE COULD ASK FOR!

you've brought TONS of laughter into my life, & you've helped me alot. during sunday school times, you were always there to monitor the little kids, you play the drums quite well too, in fact, to me, better than the other girls i've heard in church! (: you're like a big sister to the sec2 girls & it's true, they wouldn't be where they would be without you man. please do come back & visit US, & we'll visit you in australia too (:

i remember the times when you made me realise suddenly how important i was, like when i was down & unable to do stuff, you were there & your little passing remarks of encouragement helped! you're a strong girl, i'm sure you'll able to get through the beginning obstacles when you're in australia~ remember, God's ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. if you're really sad, i'll fly to australia & lend you my shoulder to cry on. HAHA. remember, your beloved godsis is always there for you! boy, am i gonna miss you lots. how i wish you wouldn't have to leave (:

crosscountry

I AM SO PISSED & I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO LET MY DISAPPOINTMENT OUT.
the reason why? it's cause i didn't win anything for cross country, it's not that i'm a lousy runner, it cause i ran the freaking BOYS ROUTE, the whole 4.2km! i seriously think that if i ran the girls route, i'll manage to win something. you wonder why i ran the boys route, it's cause theree was NO FREAKING PERSON THERE TO TELL ME TO TURN TO THE GIRLS ROUTE! no sign somemore! HELLO?! i'm JUST a JAE student that hasn't even gone for a single pe yet cause my timetable doesn't state so. i don't even know the stupid route. i believe i was running with all my might, my strength & my soul. i believe it was the fastest i ever ran. i'm sad & angry & disappointed, however, i know i've done my best (:

cheery up fiona!(: there's still next year!

PJC

i <3 PJ
even if SAJC called me right now to say that i've been accepted (finally), i still wouldn't go. i'm quite attached to pj. i've made new friends & it would be hard to start again. so far being in pj, i like it. the food is MUCH BETTER compared to MI & the bad thing is, i'm still gettiing used to lectures. i just can't concentrate hard. i'll tend to fall asleep if the topic's what i've learnt before. ohoh, guess which cca i'm in?

it's got to do with sports. definitely.

it's got to do with much endurance. i'm willing to push myself.

it's got to do with water & being in the sun. fringe benefit.

it's canoeing! (: LOVELOVELOVE

before you think otherwise, joining canoeing doesn't mean that i'll turn UBER muscular, it varies for different people. i'll definitely be stronger than the average person but not buff okay. since joining canoeing, i've been really tired EVERYDAY. i'm like so tired today that i had to just skip lessons to come home & rest. really really really really tired.



chinese new year was GREAT!
my cousin's wedding was GREATER!
God being just there for me is the GREATEST!


for me to blog is like a chore, i've been really busy. like yesterday, morning wake up, shower, school, morning training of pullups, lectures, canoeing at macritchie till 6.30pm, left there around 7 plus, luckily kenneth was there to show me the way home, reached home around 8.30pm plus, bathe, read notes, SLEEP. btw, everymorning, i have to wakeup early to do morning training & it's the GUYS pullup, not the GIRLS INCLINED PULLUPS, the GUYS one. i've developed calluses & they hurt ): you tell me there are other ccas to join, i don't think i'll be able to push myself to the limit in those like touch rugby or hockey. i love the touch rugby shoes but i love the canoeing boat more! HAHA.

orientation was good. made many new friends! they are such a dear (:

H.C.N.Y

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:

today's quite okay. HAVE TONS of pictures to upload. i'm like that, when i'm too lazy to type out what happened during events, it'll just be pictures & some info underneath.
the most exciting thing that happened today? besides camwhoring, collecting angbaos, that's gotta be just catching up with the people around me. it's really tiring to do visiting ): i miss my ipod. maybe i can get an ipod touch with my angbao money OR everything to the bank.

HOKAY.

i believe i've cried enough for & about the olevel results already. thinking back about it, i'm just laughing about the thought of the number of tissues i used. not one box, in fact, more than that. i'm just really thankful for my brother, he was there to comfort me (:

there's no point mooching around being sad & all, all i've got to say is, whatever JC God puts me in, i'm fine with it. i'm still going ahead with my appeal,, if i don't get it, they i'm still fine with that. i know i WILL CRY cause i'll be disappointed, can't help it.

i still can't handle disappointment & one-to-one talks with elders. i'm quite vulnearable at these times.

ANYWAY, GROSS! the stalkers were at my block downstairs yesterday! YUCK YUCK YUCK! my daddy, sister & brother were coming home & then my brother saw that the two stalkers were at the lift landing loitering around, then he shouted at them & they ran! my daddy went down again sometime later & came up miffed. i know he loves me, & wants me to be safe. this IDIOTIC SICK THING, has been going on since i was sec2, i've told the teachers but they can't do ANYTHING.

i don't feel safe anymore. people have told me to get boyfriends/lesbian girlfriends/become a gangster, it ALL DOESN'T WORK. i seriously wonder what's going on in their SICKO MINDS.

ANYWAY, i'm tired :D

MI

MI's been such a joy to me. i don't like the school, but i do love the people in it! all the new friends i've made, from OG robinsons & 08S2. the class cracks me up.

so far, the class guys are like horny boys. (well some of them). the girls are pretty lively & sweet (:

yesterday's nurhisyam's birthday. so we decided on celebrating it at edwin's house. guess what? i've lo yu sheng. i did it like 7 times last year. yesterday marks the FIRST of 2008. we also sang the birthday song in 3 different languages! ENGLISH MALAY & CHINESE! in my GHUI family, we'll sing english, chinese, malay, hokkein & cantonese everytime! haha. we had like steamboat & tons of food. edwin's aunties were telling us to finish ALL THE FOOD & it included like 3 baskets of different vegetables?? anyway, it was GOOD. secretsecret, during the whole of the steamboat, a few of us would be in edwin's room doing the surprise & i think syam was quite oblivious to it! (: after the steamboat, we helped to clean up the table, it was a mess. aiyo, some of us just have holes in our mouths! :D big holes!

some of us were then told to distract syam when edwin was coming with the cake. there had to be another distraction in edwin's room cause others were outside preparing the surprise. then when syam was playing edwin's piano, the rest of the group burst into the room singing the birthday song!
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to syam!
happy birthday to you
we presented the cake. & the present surprise. it was a book with pictures & notes from us. i'm glad syam liked it! syam said that always all his birthdays were all quiet ones, this is the FIRST that's so noisy! yayy! i think the reason is because in a guy's school, during the birthday boy's birthday, THINGS will happen. for example, wedgies, tearing of underpants, the ram to the flagpole, ram into the wall,....

anyway, time to cut the cake! i didn't eat the cake cause i didn't like chocolate. sorry ): i'm sure it was good. then it was phototaking time! HAHA<>whoohoo! those who wanted to leave early went down first, then i went to 'borrow' syam's phone. he totally didn't suspect a thing. after the equipment was brought down, jerome told syam that everybody was going to send the rest off, so he had to come too. barefooted & armed with my camera downstairs, when syam came out of the building, SPLISH SPLASH SPLOSH went the waterbombs! hahahahahahahahahah. syam was soaked wet! we took more photos!

waited for syam to change then the rest of us went back. haha. met marklin, derrick & clemence on the way! IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU! on the lrt, met jacon! ahh, LONG TIME NO SEE! (since clique chalet) he doesn't shave when he's in JJC! hahaha.

now, all that's left, is to pay up for everything.


this photo: herdy & delaila. herdy is one super cute & funny girl. she's wearing her retainers now. she's from northbrooks! cute cute!


this photo: from ngee ann openhouse. sihui & this guy volunteered for the radio talk show at the school of film & media studies. cool!


this photo: then sihui had a shot at being the dj


this photo: allicia & yiling. that ba passport's main purpose/usage is as a fan! it was blistering hot that day!


this photo: me & yiling. see? we're wearing school ties now, not council ties. ALMOST everybody in MI thinks that those fmss girls that came to MI are councillors all because we wear ties. my friends told me to remove my tie, i was like : CANNOT! i'll feel so molested without my tie. then they'll ask why? i'll say cause to cover up the zip. then my friends would be like go out of school take out la, then i'll be like NOOOOO, why not you come to my school & see that evvery girl in fairfield wears the tie. it's part of our uniform!


this photo: during one of our breaks, the canteen ran out of forks, SO... yiwei ended up eating chicken chop with a knife & a spoon!(:


this photo: delaila's mum rocks! she has homecooked food everyday! that day's was beehoon, today's was carrot cake! i want!


this photo: this is xueyan, the guy from china. he's eating chicken with chopsticks! hahaha. the guy beside him is kaijun. all from class 08S2! why are guys so camera shy? russell refused a shot with girls & xueyan actually said he's gonna hate me soon if i continue doing that.


this photo: this is carmen. i have NO IDEA why is she holding up the tissue paper in front of my face. i know she was using it to clean the mess on her shirt, but in front of my face? huh.


this photo: me, carmen, shikin, shirlynn. fairfield, fajar, northbrooks & CHIJ toapayoh. redcross, badminton, band, netball.


this photo: jesslyn! her school's lowersec uniform looks like the black version of the sailormoon uniform! darn cute!


this photo: the braces people from the clique. julia benjamin kenneth joshua. benjamin & kenneth are twins! the one in white/blue is from woodgrove & that's kenneth. the one behind is from admiralty & that's benjamin. joshua, holding the basketball, is from st.patricks. ahh, we played basketball yesterday. me, shirlynn, carmen, joshua, leenerd & three other guys from other class. the guys kept calling the guy in green jersey, basketball god. i know he's like uber good, but go easy on us girls can? when playing with them, i totally didn't touch the ball at all! i just marked another guy. during the first break, those guys weren't there to play basketball so i had like more chances to shoot. come on, with joshua & that's basketball god guy playing, they were like in their own world.


this photo: edwin! he asked whether could he put an arm on my shoulder, i said no & put my arm on his shoulder. haha. then he had to bend down a little! i know i'm short.


this photo: this is caishi. as you know, canteen shortage of forks, i wonder why? she had to have her meal with chopsticks & a spoon! HAHA! she's super cute!


this photo: this is joshua rodrigues. he's not chinese can you believe? he's eurasian. & during the canteen shortage of forks, he had to eat chickenchop with a soupspoon & chopsticks!


this photo: joshua! he smiled! at least he made an effort. he says he totally can't smile for nuts!


this photo: the fairsians! me & juliatan!


this photo: where were we looking? definitely not at my phone's camera.


this photo: me & the twins! kenneth my right, benjamin on my left. the shot is blur. my eyes are like tiny. we're so not looking at my phone's camera again.


this photo: me&benjamin! with extras kenneth & juliatan.


this photo: i love you robinsons!


this photo: love you MI friends! this was taken after syam's water bomb surprise!


this photo: 4 girls & only one guy on edwin's bed. uh-oh. backrow: syam the birthdayboy & zahrah. syam's the best hockey player i know. zahrah is, zahrah is... she's freaking funny! she's darn hyper la. she's the one i'll go to for free laughters! front row: juliatay me & carmen. i'm like the centre of attraction! i'm in yellow among all the whites!


this photo: farhana & me! this girl is truly the best. she's always cheerful & bright everyday!


this photo: jerome wilson rosete! ahh, my fringe's messed up.


this photo: juliatay & me! syam was trying to do someting behind us.


this photo: again! from a different angle.


this photo: nurhisyam b noorzailan! the birthday boy with his album from us! he's from SJI! i think i was the only one to know his full name till now!


this photo: waterbombs!


this photo: again!


i'm gonna miss the times i've had with my MI peeps. when we take our results on thursday, there'll be tears of sadness, there'll be tears of joy. i wonder which would be mine. i do hope it's the latter, i really do want to get into ACJC, nothing matters more right now then seeing 11 points on my results. i pray so hard, dear Lord, grant me my wish this once. i think i'll be very emo on thursday, gonna bring a whole box of tissue paper! sonnyboy offered to bring to me the box of tissue paper. looks like MI said we don't have to go to school on thursday friday & monday! maybe tuesday too? can miss chinese lesson! haha.

chinese lesson was sooo boring today, had to write a compo. my composition, for chinese, is always SO SIMPLE. i can't upgrade my chinese standard. darn ): ahh, mole concept test tomorrow after school. sian -_-" i think i need my tuition teacher mr tan back again. pray i'll do well.

is it being reciprocated<3

OLEVEL RESULTS RELEASING ON THURSDAY!
i'm gonna be so nervous! all of it, i commit to you LORD. i put myself into your hands. whatever it is, i believe it's your choice for me. you know what's best for me (:

IPOOOED

when i'm insanely rich, i'll buy every possible version of ipod

this is because the stupid dishonest person, that didn't return my purse containing my wallet, ic, ezlink, money, ipod & swiss army knife, caused me to be so heartbroken! my green ipod nano, was exactly one year old when i lost it! sobs. the police is seriously pissing off. the sentence that made me so angry was this : if you only want back your ipod, then you report. the rest no need to report. if you don't want your ipod, then no need report. huh, i seriously don't get it, i mean don't we report any missing things to the police?