Friday, July 08, 2005

sick sick and sick

sick sick and sick. but i'm feeling much better now due to SO MUCH REST and perspiring like mad. wonder if i would be allowed to go to Fion and Sophia's birthday party.

yesterday i couldn't even walk after Yuliang sent me to wait for me mom. i was reallyy burning up in the van. on the ride home, my body temperature kept on increasing. after i bathed and went to the doctor, i was terribly painful and tiring for me just for me to walk. i kept cryin on the way there and back. the pain was unbearable. had my extrememly light and to me tasteless dinner and went to sleep. slept at 9pm to bout 5.45pm. the alarm clock woke me up so i decided to sms 16 ppl bout my condition and would not be goin to sch. during the period when i was sleepin yesterday, somebody passed the word around that i was sick. when i woke up at 5.45am i saw my inbox was flooded with concerned sms! just wanna thank everybody who smsed me be it jokingly or whatever. at 6.45am i felt that i was burning up again. so i went back to sleep. slept till 10.30am had breakfast and lunch and fell asleep again at 2.30pm and woke up at 5pm. i had lots of sleep! anybody jealous?! haha. yesterday i the T-ZONE i was burning up like siao too la. when ppl talked to me i tried my best to open my mouth to talk but i somehow couldn't. i was quite weak liao. usually i would have looked forward to fighting against guys at Halo2 but on that day, i was too sick to talk quarrel and fight with Yong Zhi and his NCC friends.

thanks everybody for ur concern. byee

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

hmm...

it's quite late.10 plus. just wanna quickly jot down some of my feelings today.

firstly, those sec3 ncc boys know that Tuck Yan likes me or whatever la. WHATEVER!!! it's not true that i like him!!! but for vice versa, i dunno whether it's true or not. Eunice told me that whenever Tuck Yan talks to her..it's almost always bout me...hai...it's so WHATEVER. now that those ncc boys knows, i'm so dead. Yong Zhi is like so big mouth la. i got so much complains bout him but i just don't dare n can't voice it out.

read Tuck Yan's MSN space and as usual.he was talkin bout me. i just can't believe what i read on the screen la.

today was sad.. im sorry.. was bored all day.. overdued homeworks... name called over over again... so sad.. and then suddenly u had to ask me whether i like u.. i guess i lied.. i didnt noe wad to say, didnt want to ruin the friendship...etc. i Dun want to be lonely again... so i guessed i lied that i wuld only like u if u liked me.. apparently.. that could hardly be possible.. wat i am.. wat u are.. gosh its even hard to imagine.. duh i wished to say that i like u, no matter u like me or not.. couldnt think.. only kept blaming myself.. sigh sigh sigh.. soo sadening.. i dun like to hide these under my skin.. but i didnt want people to tease u.. to me.. teasing is nothing but crap.. to u.. i've got no idea at all.. so yeah.. lonely.. sitting on the bed hugging my pillow.. of course i wished pillow was u, but that wuld hav to wait... maybe forever.. who noes.. as long as i dun change.. as long as i keep getting into trouble.. that wuld wait.. drag.. last for infinity.. sigh.. i've got enough.. cant concentrate on work.. never been so crazy.. loosing control... fatique.. emotionally drained.. well that's all.. how much more i can say.. not expressed in words.. i was never gifted at words...

that was what he wrote. not me! but him.

had photoshoot today!!! only those ppl who were chosen know the reason behind why we were called up. why we were specfially chosen and not others. i realllyy don't mean to boast. i am so sorry everybody. my grp was with 210, Caleb Chng and Cedric, he's a sec3 guy. we were supposed to talk to each other. so Cedric was supposed to talk la. the 1st sentence he said was... sec3 life sucks. we started laughing. me n 210 especially. me were the laugh out loud people.

last thing. ah boyy Shaun ar...don't so lonely liao k. don't be a loner. don't be anti-social. got prob sms me k. i am ur encourager remember? haha lol...as i'll be there for u...quoted from some song.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

sports day

sports day sports day sports day...it's the 1st time thru out my whole life that i have ran in a sports day. throughout my whole time in primary sch i did not run for sports day. today it is my 1st time!!! this is a great achievement for me even though i did not win any medal. 2e...hai...sec5a...duh u'll win...3? cheaterbugs...8*100m u ppl cheated...red cross first aiders saw something that only a few ppl saw....forget bout sports day la. my class didn't win. sad sad sad. watchin true files now. sports day = it's not about the WINNING. it's the PROCESS. that's what we learnt during the sec2 level camp. did council duty in the acjc deserted cafeteria. Hongchin and Evan See were talkin to each other at other table far away while i was left alone la. bored bored bored. kept myself occupied by looking at 2 roaches. Glenn walked past a few times waved to him once.

after sports day i went to visit my grandfather with my family. my poor grandfather. he fell one two weeks ago. so he ended up in hospital. he made a new hokkien friend today. my bro was like so frustrated because he couldn't understand what my mom my grandfather and another patient said cause they were conversing in hokkein. well i could so i understood EVERYTHING they said. they talked bout their lives and blah blah. the patient was a diabetic patient. he told my bro not to eat so much sweet stuff or else he would end of like him. that patient had his toes amputated becuase of diabetes. i was like so goin to cry la....i felt so sad when i saw those toes/toe.

then we went to orchard. eat mosburger. yum yum. then shopping started. started at 3pm ended at 8.30pm. combed at least half of orchard. around 4.30pm. that was the time i bought lots of my stuff. i bought stuff at the FOX women shop. so nice lorx. bought a white skirt!!! has a little pink on it...it's like SUPER SHORT LAH!!!! had a weird shirt. very weird but nice. it's like sleevless and half sliding t-shirt it's blue and green in colour.my fave!!!. then also got this green shirt that said ' if u could read my mind' and a white shirt with red words and stripes on it.after that whet to buy slippers for my sis. she got a pair of pink barbie slippers with shiny beads on it. then we went to buy a wallet from the wallet shop at heeren for my bro. he is one fussy boy. then i got a flipflops.red in colour. i also got a myuk black pencilbox. i got a black giodarno shirt. and a black limited edition myuk shirt!!!! it's so cool!!!

so tired so dead beat so out...

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

sports day heats

i have got thru 1500m...tmr got finals...i know i will not make it but i'll do my best...i wanna get a 3rd postition!!! i wanna get a medal!!! please Lord, i know i haven't not been trainin but i know i have the potential to do it. Lord, please unleash my potential tmr for races both 1500m and 8*100m. i know i may be asking for a lot but Lord, i believe u can make me win this race. Lord, i will not give up so help me win this race! In Jesus name i pray, Amen.

saw Edmund and Wilson running the same race and oh my...i didn't know Edmund could run that fast! he came in first for 200m...Wilson was like 2nd or 3rd i think...what happened to Kuei-der? he was 2nd last la...Edmund is reallyy fastt...1st!!! if i could ever do that...i'll go crazy man....

Monday, June 27, 2005

shakin'

oh no no no no nooooooo....
i'm shaking!!! nervous~~~!!!! today for church i'm gonna have to lead for the sunday sch worship!!! boohoo...bless me dear Lord...guide me to do the actions which will make those kiddies laugh...

Saturday, June 18, 2005

mp3 player

yeah!!!
i've got an mp3 player!!! i know..it's not a very big deal anyway...it's totally black and it's 512mb...that's more than my bro's...his is only 128mb..so little haha...bought a new wallet...it's mu-ee...it isn't as nice as the 1st mu-ee wallet i have...anyway...i'm now at my cousin's house...later goin swimming...or i can go bowling...but swimming is a better choice...

Thursday, June 16, 2005

m'sis holiday

haha...
back from my m'sia holiday...it's fun fun fun!!! :) except for the hotel which totally sucks man...100% low quality...n it's even rated 3 or 3 and a half stars...big mistake man!!! let me start with the carpark..it doesn't have a shelter to shelter the cars n the carpark is a public carpark!!! then at the hotel lobby...it was quite ok la...jus abit small....then me n my frens went looking around...no swimming pool!!! what kind of stupid hotel is this?! no swimming pool?!! then my family had to share a room...the room was like so small!!! there were only 2 super single beds...a tv a desk and 2 chairs and a toilet!!! there was no trash bin!!! what the...doesn't the hotel respect the people's hygiene?!anyway..in the end my whole family the whole 5 of us managed to sleep on the two super single beds...now the toilet...the door can be closed easily...by when opening the door and unlocking it...it's tough man and my sis almost got stuck inside!!!
anyway..the best part of this holiday was that i lots of good food...eat sushi..the best hokkein mee in the m'sia...western food la...anyway...smuggled chewing gum and pirated dvds into s'pore again...as always...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

red cross camp

*back*...
back from red cross camp!!! so tired..let me tell u what happened...
1st day...
red cross cadets fell in late...i had to carry lots of stuff and we had to run from one place to another...kept perspiring...after falling in...the platoon i/cs were chosen and we had to go to our bunks...bunks i/cs were 'chosen' and then we had to gather at the courtyard for our hike debrief...we then learnt that it was going to be a 9km hike!!! cool!!! and as usual..many ppl started to complain moan and grumble...we then rushed to our bunks to pack the necessary items needed for this trip...we then started off...my group was like travelling so slowly and i was leadin the team...the rest of team especially the guys weren't cooperating....Brandon was like giving directioons so much...Carissa was cheering the team on...anyway...we finally made it to Labrador Park!!! we did survivor camping there...it was like so FUN!!! after that was something..can't remember...i remembered that we also had a footdrill training...our commander was Brandon...the sec1s were like so not interested in footdrill!!! i was so angry at them!! to me..footdrill is like one of the most important things in my life!!! footdrill is there for teaching us discipline...we then had dinner i think...it's quite ok la...we then had footdrill again then something else and something else and something else and something else and something else till it was like bath time!!! i quickly showered and went to sleep...had 4hrs to sleep...
2nd day..
i'm really tired now so i'll just summarise the whole day...we had outdoor activity comp...footdrill comp and something else and something else and something else and something else...footdrill comp was a total screw up..the sec1s especially...we then had preparation for the campfire...for the mass dance..i danced with Simon...it was like so funny!! kept laughin...we then had cooking competition..my group sucked at that too...we then had campfire...i was like shouting and clapping so loudly!! :) as my group was presentin our item...i thought bout how hard i had to lead my group into preparing for the item...after the campfire it was clearingup...bathed then went to sleep...
3rd day...
slept at 1am because of somebody then woke up with Fion at 2.30am to do sentry duty...talked with Joanne n Fion...slept at 4am...woke up at 4.30am...cause needed to wake up liao...had amazing raceat orchard and my group came in FIRST!!!! this is like the 1st achievement our group had made...lol...went back to scholl for prize giving...for outdoor activities then winner was group 2 and for the cooking comp the winner was group ...for footdrill the winner was group 2 and for the best group award was GROUP 3!!!all of us were like so shocked!!! :O me n Fion won the BEST CAMPER AWARD for the sec2 category...
i wanna sleep now...lastly...after the red cross camp..i had to rush to singapore indoor stadium to go watch the phoa chu kang musical...before that i bathed and changed at heritage view...now..i needa sleep...tmr early in the mornin..i'm leabin for malacca...lots of ppl are goin kuala lumpur and genting...was supposed to go those places too...but too bad for me...k..i gtg...


__i think about u all the time i will miss u________*

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

council camp

ahhh...
back from the council camp!!! it totally rocks dude!!! it was both fun and tiring...everybody at the camp are now suffering the effects of sunburnt...let me now describe to u what happened during the camp...
day 1...
reached school with Julia Tan...dili dalied for bout 1hr before the whole programme really started...almost everybody were excited bout the camp...we learnt that Xinyi was the camp commandant for that day...the bus came and we students loaded up lots of stuff onto the bus..the tents 1.5litre bottles chairs sch flag and lots of stuff...and so we procceded to the far end of east coast park...a number of ppl slept on the bus...excluding me...we reached there...unloaded every single thing and set up camp... there was much trouble in chosing of the accomodation...the teachers kept reminding us that we need not follow to whatever they said...in the end...we pitched tents near the pavillion..had lunch...i did not pitch tents but carried those canoes to the beachside...boy they were heavy...we then had our briefing then we then started our training on kayaking/canoeing...my partner was Yiling...she couldn't take it and got seasick...i had to do everything myself....saw her vomit in the sea...shan't move into the details...i only can say that after that day...my whole body was aching like siao..the rafting up made poor Yiling sick...after that training we had dinner...ate it all up man...was tired and hungry...went to wash up...then we had debrief for the night...was pretty nervous when it was my turn to say something...wasn't very satisfied and proud of my speech...then it ended...for that night only...did night sentry duty at 1am with Yiling...very exciting!!! we both watched the stars the planes the police car that kept on passin by our campsite...counted the canoes lifejackets and paddles...watched the safety boats...then came two women...they were super suspicious...smoking talkin very loudly...had lots of 'hand signals'...at 2am..we went to sleep and let Constance and Julia take over...our tent had me Yiling Constance Julia Tan and Eunice Soh...
day 2...
had stretching exercises in the morning...did the chest expansion exercises...it beat was like one two three argh.one two three argh...very pain...had breakfast...we then had to set off for kallang basin...changed partner...had Xinyi...she was pretty strong in the first leg of the expedition but in the end she could not 'tahan' anymore n she started resting n resting n resting...leaving me to do everything...after bout 5hrs under the treacherous sun n waves...we finally made it to kallang basin...i had held my bladder for 5 hrs!!! the whole lot of us kayaking knew that i had to pee...wanted to pee in the sea but i dared not...Xinyi said to pee in the kayak..i tried but i couldn't....tried with lots of force but still couldn't so i 'ren' till we reached shore...i was super relieved when i had the chance to go to the toilet...we then had some kind of briefing...duh...Lanz was the camp commandant for that day...we then had lunch...we had more briefing and then we learnt from Mr Aw that were to go for dragon boating...oh my...our muscles were aching and still dragonboat?! but we had at least 40mins of rest...then we had to make our way to the dragon boating association...i then realised that i may see Kenneth there as the kayaking association was also there...Gina was super 'dirty' when we were gathering at the grounds of the association...i dunno why but all of us girls were like looking at the guys beside us..they were half naked!!! all of us suddenly become very chatty and noisy and hyper and the guy councillors seemed to become jealous...they were most probably jealous that we weren't paying much attention to them but to the other guys frm other schools :) lol...my dragonboating grp had May Gina Lanz Hong Chin Me Yiling Eunice Alvin Jocelyn Tan Janelle Stephen Julia Tan Constance [i'm sorry i missed out anybody i can't really remember]...we won the race with the other boat!!! we won!!! we played a game twice on the boat!!! it was super fun!!! almost capsized the boat but it was fun man!!! :D n because of the game we bathed late...there were only 2 shower cubicles for bout 20 girls!!! it took more than an hr man...we went back to our campsite...then we went to beach rd for dinner...the dinner totally sucked man...didn't eat much and by supper i was starving man...but for supper we had sandwiches!!! wow!! that satisfied my hunger...luckily i didn't have sentry duty that night/morning...or else i wouldn't have the energy for the nxt trip back to east coast...there was some obscence details that i shan't mention but my tent mates would understand...gave me tent mates massage...they enjoyed it totally man...
day 3...
it's the last day..many ppl had aches including me but it wasn't that much...many of us were quite enthu..i dunno how to explain this man...lotsa emotions....the camp commandant for that day was Yongzhi...a new councillor...we were pretty organized on the last day...we quickly brought the canoes to the sandy shores...we completed everything in time i think..we then set off back to east coast...oh yes one more thing...i was the starboard i/c for that day n my partner was Rachel Gong..*whew*..i got a strong girl man...but at the last leg she kept on resting..we had breakfast in the sea!!! that was shiok man!!! we reached east coast 2 hrs earlier...the teachers cooked up some punishment for us and so we had to kayak all the way back to some jetty...Rachel was very pek chey liao lor...but we still made it!!! alright man!!! when we reached back to east coast...we were still early so we had ice-cream!!! so nice!!! ice cream nvr felt so GOOD!! me than had to wash lifejackets...then helped in the washing of the kayaks...after that whole washing thing ended we gathered again for lunch...the lunch wasn't that gd la...only the stingray was nice...hehe....we then had to unload our bags and bathe...after bathing we had a very last debrief and hugs went round end then we had to board the bus back to sch...haha...the bus trip was so funny but i fell asleep for bout 5mins la...Yiling had a peaceful one....we loaded the stuff into the council room and it was home sweet home!!!

reflections: we build bonds better thru hardship which was the kayaking...encouragement is power in such cases...moral courage is important...teamwork cooperation are some of the qualities of leadership...we need gd communication skills to succeed to...

Monday, May 30, 2005

armageddon

oh yes...one more thing...u know the show armageddon..the show they screened on channel5 yesterday? yeah...at those dramatic and touching parts of the show...i cried...especially when Bruce Wills was sacrificing his life...so sad...

monday

it's monday!!!
the beginnin of the june hols!!! it's ironic man....we have tons and tons of homwork and projects to do and they call this a holiday?! what is this? contradicting is not gd...going for dental appointment at night...it's the 1st time i'm going after so many years...
yesterday was one of the best days of my life!!! the beginning wasn't intresting...i had to go orchard early in the morning for IMH ( Insitute of Mental Health)'s Flag Day...had to collect money from the shoppers at orchard...those americans were generous unlike us singaporeans...the japanese ppl were a bunch of funny ppl...they donated automatically...there was this particular guy and daughter...he donated all his 1cents!!! he had lots of them!!! there was this family...the father of the middle aged guy...he quickly came to me and Fion...he donated a few coins and took 3 stickers...i guessed that he wanted to protect himself and his family from anymore other donation seekers...after the shift...me and Fion went to get a belated b'dae present for Joanne...our red cross senior...it was a cross...then i went home after that...took the bus home...on the PIE/BKE...i started raining cats and dogs...i kept on reading on my comic...when the bus reached the stop where i was supposed to alight...i realised...how was i going to get to the lrt...it was like so far away!!!! i first crossed through a bunch of HDBs for shelter...then there was this big open space to cross...bout 200m...i just ran across...got drenched to the skin...the ppl on the lrt train didn't really notice me soakin wet...then...i reached fajar lrt station...i had to cross the road to go home...bout another 200m...just ran like siao...when i took the lift up...i realised i was dripping wet!!! my shirt skirt shorts were all soaked!!! the first thing i thought...my handphone!!! it was in my pocket!!! i quickly took it out and tried to shake water out of it...i reached home and saw my auntie's dog waitin for me at the gate...so cute!!! i kept licking me..smelling me legs...i ran up to my bathroom and u know...
so running in the rain was the climax for yesterday...
today is slacking man...found out a new secret...hehe...

Saturday, May 28, 2005

in a house

now at mark's house...
those ppl are playin 'starwars'...check out the storewars link on the right...starwars fans will enjoy that movie clip the most...i think..
my report card results aren't that good...quite disappointed with myself...but i can assure that nxt term i'll do better...
started maths tuition today...it's the 1st time out of so many years i had one...all the tuition teachers are weird...and this one is no exception..he's ok..it's a HE...he's quite nerd....carries the bag high..very high..socks...high...hair....exactly like mark ho and martin's hairstyle...just longer...but overall...i find him ok...this tuition teacher might just last...let's see how he last..the last tuition teacher i had lasted for only 2 days...:)...he was an old man teachin me chinese....my chinese seems to be improvin....:)...
got lots of homework to do man...projects...this thing really gets on my nerves...even though after all those less projects suggestions at the S2C...things aren't improvin...but maybe they are....but most likely not...
ppl in school have been teasin me bout Tuck Yan Zestin and Edmund..my reply is...whatever and shuttup la...
meet the parents session rocks man!!! the duty i mean....me Yiling and Yanling rocked Carpark A...the other councillors at carpark A were Lanz Joash and Wilson...there was one minor accident....the car hind's crashed into the bridge pillar...it was loud...but not very loud...there were scratches and a little piece came out...the driver did not come ont...a female driver...i forgot whose mother...
the cars in carpark A this time were not that nice...there were a lot of mercedes e200...but...there was a very nice mercedes...forget which series...there were 4 mitsubishi grandis...there wera 2 cars the size of a jeep!!! and one of them belonged to Felix from my class!!! a guy whose handphone is the $6 plan!!!
listenin to christian songs...for once...

Monday, May 23, 2005

booreed

it's sunday...
these days have been pretty boring as the exams are over...quite disappointed as my exam results...but got 2nd top in english!!! lameo...english only...it's not a very 'big' subject...my class boys are clever man...for all the subjects except for high mother tongue...a guy scored the highest...
owe so many testimonials...shoots man...went bird park for my church's family day...honestly..it's boring went it ended...amazing race was fun...ran a lot...piggy backed my sis a lot...after the race..we had lunch n boy was i so hungry...n i just realized that i was the only teen gal in the group...i waited so long for my sis to end her fun time at the water playground...the rest of YE went to play bowling play pool n watch movies...i didn't go lor...dunno y...wasn't in the mood :(
not much to type lor except that the discrimination have died down...i hope...:( shall go now...bye

Friday, May 20, 2005

innocent

woah...
i ran bout 5km today...1st round was with Shan...we ran to buona vista station then past the jumbo coffeeshop...then turned in n ran all the way back to school...it was alreadi 5.10pm by then...so she had to go home...i sent her off in the middle of the road n then ran 2.4km....was waiting for Shu Yi to finish GB...didn't know it ended at 6.30pm...i ran alone for this 2.4km...after that 2.4km..i ran back to school and saw Yiling come back frm Henderson sec...she got a Silver...as my momentum had not stopped...i asked Julien, Joy Sim and Yiling to run another 1.2km with me...poor Julien...she stopped halfway..needa train her up more...today it was the 1st time i experienced stich while running...first time!!!
today after receving the results...and after goin to the locker..i went down the stairs...saw my 1D buds and a few others from other classes on the stairs and at the bottom...all of them were teasing bout me n Ed...there's really nothing between us...only friendship..and i'm speaking this from the bottom of my heart...i'm not lying...
nasty stuff on my tagboard again...obviously..the person should not be a christian...i may know who is the person who is doing all this...i don't have a boyfriend and i don't steal guys from others...thanks Edmund n Annette for speakin on my behalf...such loyal n trustful friends...

Thursday, May 19, 2005

a break

mid years..
mid years are finally over man...exams reallyy stress me out..but now...i feel free...at last..but now i'm so free till i'm bored man...totally bored man...
sports day...me running in 8*100km n 1500m...gonna train reall hard...
literature "king lear" presentation was totally messed up man..the whole class..everyone of us....lit 'cher' is boring...she can't teach n she talks so slowly...
Kevin Ban knows too much bout "us"...did he tell him? but he wouldn't...he wouldn't dare...
needa go westmall to get candles...goin to 'demolish' them n make them into something else...
many things have been bothering me...including moi own tagboard!!! i do not flirt. i don't steal other ppl boyfriend!! the person who wrote that obviously doesn't know me well...i don't have boyfriends...i'm not in a relationship....the person who wrote those nasty stuff on my tagbroad must be quite jealous of what i'm doing or having in my life...
anyway...God Bless the person who wrote that...i forgive u...

Friday, May 13, 2005

boredd/exciting day

my legs are so aching man...from all the walkin
today i dily dallied in school from the end of my chinese remedial till 4pm...that was bout 1hr think...i sucked at chinese and that's why i have to go for chinese remedial...i then realised i was totally broke...only 25cents in my billabong wallet...so i decided to go collect money from ppl who owed me...for example...i managed to get back $2.80...i tried finding her where the GB girls were gathering which was at the foyer...she wasn't there...Yiling then went round asking ppl where Annette was n it turns out that Annette was having self-study...*sigh*..sucha naughty girl...she's always goin for self-study...
talking bout self-study...i was thinking bout taking over the person who was doin self-study for today as i had nothin to do!!! n when i reached meeting room 3...the person in charge was Matthew Chay...i know he would be happy if i took over but in the end i didn't...saw Tessa n Annette there...both of them were kena by Mrs Ho...she's reallyy a veryy nicee teacher...hehe...Mark Ho's mum...during the time i was at the meeting room 3...i added life into that session...
i then decided to leave sch at 4...as Yiling had thai class...Eunice n Fion had lessons..Annette had self-study...nobody...so i decided to go to WestMall...i told Benjamin that i was goin there before i left...needa go there to shop for my lil' sis b'dae pressie...it's a very cute bear...when i was searching for the present...suddenly...Benjy came out to the doorway...how did he find me? i was kinda shocked...he kinda tagged along..haha...he followed me to WestMall then to the shops then to the library..at the library when i was searching for books..he read my maths paper...even though he was older than me...he couldn't solve those maths questions..haha...
when we were leaving WestMall...on the escalator down...he stepped down one step so that i could be taller than he...haha...so nice of him..i reallyy don't like the feeling of being short...haha....gotta have my dinner...byeee!

Monday, May 09, 2005

school blues

*sighsighsigh*...
school tmr....today luckily got no school...slept at 2am today woke up at 10am...
did lotz of studyin today...played FIFA alot too...not much to type...weather's pretty stuffy n warm...gonna have dinner soon...i had a dream today..n it was bout the camp!!! remincise bout the moments..haha...playin FIFA now...slowly type...
i really do like the sec2 camp!!!
2F ROCKS!!! 2F ROX!!! 2F RAWKS!!!
still have those mosquito bites on me!!! the relationship between me n him have been deterioating...i hope it pieces back together...so far...i have been confiding in Annette n Edmund...i've been communicating more and more with Edmund...i dunno why but it's easier communicating with him online n with the phone but not in person...
haha..dunno why but i'm still pondering bout the fact of ~~~~~~~~~~...shall not mention...goin for dinner now...ciao

Saturday, May 07, 2005

i'm back!!!

i'm back!!!
my group trainer was Man and student leader was Benedict frm BB!!!
whoopee!!!camp a²nts rocks!!!let me tell u my whole story..
it all started early in the morning around 5am..smsed Julia Tan to take taxi with me to sch...she agreed...i lugged my big orange bag, sleeping bag, shoebag n waterbottle to the bus-stop to meet Julia...it was darn heavy...at the bus-stop saw Julia carryin 2 bags and waterbottle. reached school in bout 20mins...the taxi driver drove darn fast man...
at school...a few frens n i gathered at a red round table...put my hp in the locker...a while later we needed to go to the hall to gather...surrenderd my wallet...my class 2F then left for the campsite which was at Jalan Bahtera which was in Lim Chu Kang which was near Choa Chu Kang...when i was heading for the bus...i concidentally met Yuanhao-sir...he passed me 2 letters...one was addressed to Nicolette n the other to Fion...
as we approached the campsite...we were like all so excited...we then were debriefed by the trainers...then we were introduced to our bunks...*what a sight*...it was 2-storey but the 1st level was only for sitting down n putting our shoes n slippers n sandals...the 2nd storey was for us to sleep in...*boy*...it was freakin hot up there...we then changed to our track pants up there!!! there were no walls n we just changed in the bunks...no time to go toilet to change...luckily the boys bunk were faraway...bout 20m away..*whew*...quite obscene when we changed..hehe...
all classes were divided into 2 groups..even number n odd number...i was in the even number group..we were called group 12. trustworthy...members were me charissa cuifen yibei mark ho mark tan wilson david daniel tan yu en jingming keith celesty wee liang samuel christie amose claire..i think that's all...we then went back to the canteen...my group played the entangling game...we failed...but it was a good experience...we then played the newspaper game..so fun..hugging everybody
we then had lunch...was so hungry..they gave so little food...nvr mind..still got dinner...we then went to do the challenge ropes course...so cool!!! it was windy n the scenery was cool n pretty...hehe...but then it started to rain so everybody was to take off their harnesses n helmets n proceed to the nearest shelter...*boom*..n it was raining cats n dogs...so we could not do all the activities at the challenge rope course n general stations...so we played games sing songs and cheered with our group's trainer...Man! he's a very nice guy...hehe... we sang silly songs..became degraded haha...we also played blow wind blow...i kena 3 times n so i had to do a forfeit!!! n it was to say 'i love zestin' 3 times!!! NO WAY MAN!!!! i DON'T LIKE ZESTIN!!! those group members of mine gave me 2 choices...say it to Zestin himself or get filmed by the annoying video camera n let the whole sch know...i delayed it n hope they would forget it...
we then had dinner...5 ppl on 1 bench 10 ppl at one table..our group occupied 2 tables...squeeze!!! dinner sucks...so little food...would be hungry again...after dinner...my group had night hike...sub-divided into 2 groups...all girls except for wilson n another guy...forgot who...me n clarissa walked in front..it was a dark dark dark dark night...sudden;y Benedict popped out of nowhere...hehe...so he was accompaning our little group..later we sub-divided again..even smaller group at the midpoint of the night hike..there was me clarissa wilson keith n william...heard screaming...it was from the other group which had mark ho cuifen yibei daniel tan yu en n mark tan..alll of them screamed..haha...even boys do scream..
after night hike..we had songs sessions...so tired at that point...almost slept right thru it...
for supper n debrief...the supper sucks...the milo was so bland..then we had shower..my class pupils needed to quickly shower as we needed to clean up the canteen..we weren't late!!!
LIGHTS OUT!!! slept at 12am..woke up at 2am slept again..woke up at 3 slept again...woke up at 5 n slept again...woke up at 6..needed to go brush teeth liao...hehe...in the bunks we were discussing among we 2F girls who was snoring *blah blah*...Yibei sleeptalk in the middle of the night then she screamed!!! that was at 3am...o my...
7.15am...did 5BX...then breakfast..had nasi lemak..*yummy*...but again..not enough...
we had kayaking...so fun...partnered Keith...he wanted to capsize the boat...that was so NO WAY man..we then got changed...we had team building...did songs again..played games...after that we had abselling!!! so cool!!!...did that twice...they were teasing me bout Zestin when i was going down...haha...after that..we had lunch...
lunch was so little food...hungry man...
we then had team building again..so fun...played games...hehe...it then rained heavily...hai..so we had to do rock climbing in the hall which was so chicken feet..the only thing was that...when i reached the top n wanted to go down...the belayer who was my group's trainer...did not let me go down...because he also knew bout the thing between me n Zestin...around 3 mins later...he let me down...i then played tick tock n fuzzy wuzzy n black magic n jonny woosh with Benedict n Cuifen...haha!! Joash still doesn't get black magic n jonny woosh..hehe...we then had camp preparation..it was so last minute man...
we then had dinner n guess what??? it was served by 2E n Zestin was there!!! i reallyy wanted to get away frm him n go to another queue but it was too late...so i juz accepted the food n i didn't look at him in eye...so little food...
we then had our campfire...our class rocks man!!! we know we did ur best. there were 2 classes which were so copycats n 1 of them was so copycat that cuifen n i could hav thrown our shoes at them...it went well... we then had shower...hehe..1st to go in the shower...then after shower was supper...had curry puff...after supper...we brushed our teeth n went to sleep..*yawn*..slept at 12am again...
woke up at 5.20am...went to toilet to change n get ready...we then had breakfast...beehoon n a sausage...*yucks*...so little also..cannot fill my tummy..we then continued where we left off on day 1..the challenge rope course...while i was up there on the rope..the class came up with a cheer on me n Zestin...how many times must i say that i don't like Zestin!!!!...*arrh..*
after that..we had general stations...Man kept on sabo-ing me...lalalala...after that...we quickly ran back to our bunks to pack up n rush to the parade square to line up...we cleaned the boys toilet...*boy was it dirty*..i wanna thank Man for helping us n almost doin everything...he's such a muscular guy n he's doin all our work...lalala...i like the song which Elsie taught us...it's called linger...we then had prize presentation..our class got 3rd for banner n campfire item we got 2nd!!! even though it was a last minute job...we then left the campsite..the bus drivers were all so impatient with us...
we reached school...practically ran to my locker to take my hp...lalala...a while later...Benedict talked to us..he said that our class had a lot of potential...n that potential will only be to good use if we used it correctly *blah blah*... then i went home with my bro and Julia Tan...and now..i'm sittin here blogging..ending soon..there's one thing i'll remember...
COMING TOGETHER IS A BEGINNING,
KEEPING TOGETHER IS PROGRESS,
WORKING TOGETHER IS SUCCESS.
i will always remember this...this is one of the best camps i ever been to.all the fun laughter peace n joy...hehe..lalala...copyrighted hehe...ciao...i love 2F n 1D!!! smile always n God Bless all of u!!! :D
thanks Man thanks Elsie thanks Benedict thanks 2F!!!

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

tired

tired...
these few days i've been pretty tired...have been painting chen lao shi's classroom the past few days n i hav spent so much money sweat and effort it in n we haven't finished painting the room...
these few days for my sch are holidays...the sec1s have enrichment all the way...we sec2s have enrichment the past 2 days and from tmr to saturday...we have camp!!! not really so excited bout this camp...i dunno why...the sec3s have gone for obs...lastly...the sec4s and sec5s have gone for overseas learning trips except for some...
sec2 level camp tmr and i haven't even started packing...*sigh*...is it reallyy goin to be fun? is the place haunted? are there ghosts? haha....i'm not reallyy afraid of the ghosts as i have GOD with me!!! haha...laughter is the best medicine..fo rthe camp..there are competions...campfire item...cheer and banner...truthfully..the banner is not bad...our cheer wil crazk ppl up and for the campfire item...*boo :(*...
nothing much to type...but..i've been missing Benjy n Joanne of their constant string of smses...lalalala..

Monday, May 02, 2005

tommorrow

tmr need to go to sch...
*sigh*...needa go pack my bag...take care n God Bless all those who r going obs tmr!!! :))
i've been quite bored today..nothin much to type...
i've been trying to improve my blogskin but still unable to do so...
hai..wanna go liao...ate only onion rings for dinner...i am not on diet...Tuck Yan juz jump to conclusions too much...the conversation between me Nathanael and Tuck Yan was sick..so i didn't wanna stick around anymore n i left the conversation..the action of me leaving the conversation led the both guys to think that i'm angry at them...today...Tuck Yan still continued to think that i'm angry at him beacuse he i didn't reply his sms....n i wonder how did he even get my hp number n i bet that Nathanael also knows bout it too..*sigh*