sunday

it's sunday!!!
luckily i didn't go out with my parents...look at the time now...wonder what r they doin? wore a WHITE short skirt and blue top to church today...couldn't like others do when Martin Kimberly Shaun Steph and me attended the Uncle William thingy session...there was much difficulty when sitting down...
i took the MRT home..saw a bangladesh man picking his nose...ewww...that's disgusting...
not much to type but...i reallyy miss the pple who went to OBS which the sec3s went for...and OVERSEAS TRIPS that the sec4s and sec5s went for...missing Joanne's constant strings of sms...and Benjy's...
i was lyk a bit shocked when i realised how could Benjy's sis go into his account?! but i kinda sympathised with her when she told me that her bro didn't give her a b'dae present on her b'dae n he gave one to me when it was my b'dae...i gonna discuss this matter with Benjy when he returns...
goin for camp on thurs...coming back on saturday...so sad...missing seniors everyday...

life

life is full of trials and tribulations...
i have a lot of problems surrounding me and only a few people such as Fion and Annette and Yiling and Edmund know bout my problems...i have been crying a lot this week...i know that i appear tough on the outside but actually inside...i'm juz a girl with tons of mixed emotions...
my muscles are aching...because of napfa test...i'm so dissappointed with myself...i did super badly for my IPU...i even cried a little just because of it...ususally when i'm frustrated.sad.angry..i'll go and run so...after my napfa test i ran 3.6km using the heritage route...

stressed

stressed up man...
i hav this super stressing up life...i lyk to procrastinate alot...for example i have a d&t test tmr n i have not studied for it yet...a d&t project car which can't move...a science worksheet n a sexuality education essay...life is so stressful for me...
yesterday was POP...it was lotsa fun...made 4 new frens...their names were...Rebecca, Daphne, Nan Sheng and another which i forgot...we were crapping up all the way...Daphne is reallyy a veryy nice gal...all 4 of them were from Westwood...had a lot of fun quashing those boxes...hehe...hai..all of them couldn't come to COGS becoz they go to other churches...:(
didn't go to church today...supposed to go for the Uncle William's thingy but i didn't go...haha...those pleas from Shaun n Benedict didn't work...hehe...
i reallyy gotta rush to my hw now...bye...

red cross

woo...
had red cross today...so borring...the sec1s..i'm pissed off with them..they can't march properly kekanan lurus properly...hai...so dissapointing...somemore during PT..it was the lousiest PT we ever had...the sec1s juz don't listen to us sec2s...people such as A.Y.V.E are loners and so not enthu unlike me Fion Huiling Tessa Debbie Irysad Kayhan and Issac...
today i finally passed the strepsils to Benjy...*finally*...he exceeded the stated dose!!! how could he?!...he shld enjoy it slowly and suck it slowly...nvr mind...i'm gonna get him another packet or so...
hahaz...many ppl know bout Shuyi and Gary...class 4A also know bout them and so does 4B...sooner or later Hong Chin's gonna know bout that too...it seems that Yuanhao-sir has been talking to me again...he said that his whole class knows bout his blog URL...o my...
went out Dover with red cross frens and Annette...Chanel and Yuliang look so compatible!!! :) i'm quite pissed off with Yuliang..he keep on daoing me...so i shall do it to him too...
so freakin tired...i reallyy dunno what to type lor...oh ya...

good luck to all sec4s who are taking the chinese prelims tomorrow!!!

sunday sundae

*woot*...
i'm at home slackin after returnin from church...juz finished my dinner...huggin the dog Edmund gave me...it's so cute, cuddly n furry!!! :)
church was preeettty ok today...after YE...i asked Shaun whether was he goin for the Uncle William thingy he said he was going then steph n kim told me that they couldn't make it for the Uncle William's thingy beacause they needed to go home n do their hw...hm..that started me thinkin...if the both of them didn't go..then i'll be only girl there...weelll...i still had to go n i quickly called Shaun to go because it was startin at 4pm n he was at the coffeeshop..i made my way there...i came 1st...then Shaun then Martin...halfway through the lesson..i felt to tired but i told myself to pull thru the whole lesson...luckily it ended early...i think all three of us felt tired...me Martin n Shaun...so after the lesson ended...
i really had this urge to go home...i have no idea why...but i still went home...while walkin to the MRT station...met Daniel Ernest n Shaun...i said bye to all the of them...n walked quickly past them...Ernest asked me some stuff which i only roughly grasped it...so i replied that i lived very faraway n needed to go to go home early...they asked me where i lived i told them fajar...they said it wasn't really far away...they must be talkin nonsense...bet they didn't know where was that except for Shaun...
so at home i am...watchin the NKF show...i like the music on Shaun's blog...listenin to it now...so far..my day has been okayyy...:)

double promo...

*wow.wow*
double promotion!!! frm private to coporal!!!...what do u think!!! i skipped lance coporal...so happi happi happy...Fion n i r overjoyed man...congratulations all those who r promoted...n those who didn't...work harder k!! so tired...all my muscles r aching...WenJie n Keith are jealous of my rank...hahahahaha...jealous jealous jealous jealous...huggin one of my b'dae presents...it's a dog...mi bro is sick...realli physically sick...poor thing...
i cried after the enrolment parade ended coz i made mistakes when i went to receive the ranks for the coporals...i was so sad...anyway..it's over...i've got the ranks...realli have to thank mr firhad n those seniors of mine...*thanks*...
i realli can't bear to use the wallet Benjy gave...it's reallyy too precious...as for the halter which my red cross seniors gave..o my...i do not know when will it be the time when i'm gonna wear it...it's realli too revealing than my other halters...
shld i or shld i not go for the bbq tmr?...i reallyy dunno...:(
i'm reallyy very sorry Yuan-hao sir...sorry for those black face teachers...reallyy veryy veryy sorryy....:(

happy birthday!!!

*happy happy*!!!
it's my b'dae to day!!!..happy happy happy happy...so many presents...my best b'dae eva!!! :) i got so many 9 piglets now becoz big toot gave me one...hung it on my bag...hehe...so cute lar...i got one very round pink pig..so cute!!! can play vb with it...i also got a wallet from Benjy...it's so freakin beautiful but too bad..it's pink in colour...it's so expensive n he bought it for me!!! it's one of the best presents i have gotten today...screwed up gate duty...gonna apologise to Joel Loke...he kena scolded by the normal acad guys all becoz of me...it's all my fault...so sad...:(...got a halter from my red cross seniors...oh my...i realli wanna thanks them man..it also came with a b'dae cake and a bouquet of roses...they presented all these in front of me at the parade square...i so wanted to cry but i was afraid of my contact lenses...hate nicholas ngo hate him to the core...fudge him man..benedict liew is another guy...nvr wish me happi b'dae...that bugger...
*sobs*...Biyang n Wen Jie beat me in the track 2.4km...*sobs*..i wanna cry..i muz work harder man!!!..:( got a lot of chocolates...nobody frm drama gave me anything except for Julia Foo!!!....tmr may go orchard wif drama...maybe maybe not or go back to sch
tmr got SYF...hope fairfield drama gets gold with honours...tmr no lessons...all the best drama peeps....!!! :D

celebration???

look at the time...
it's 10 n i'm bored...parents invited my cousin and little church frens over...i'm bored because they r all too young n they do noe how to play xbox games...newbies...the crab i ate juz now was shit...i ate only 1 miserable pincer n half a small body part...ass...parents gave me that amount only...they give me so lil' food lyk i'm goin on diet or something...but i'm not!!!
anyway...HE has been pretty nice to me...have been searching for a new blogskins...can't find the perfect one...
i'm bored n there's a dog buggin me to play with him...my father's sis brought her dog over...n since i'm on good and friendly terms with the dog..it bugs me to play with it...it's such a fudge...it's name is Ewok...[name can be found in the show starwars]...watched a horror movie in the living room around 4...luckily i watched it when there was still light or else i'll be freakin scared...the movie's name is 'Double Vison'...i also watched the show Titanic..Princess Diaries 2 twice n A Cinderella Story...didn't do hw...don't care...
goin to church early tmr...i'm in the spiritual n non-spiritual group...so which do i go?...dun care much anyway...signing off..lookin for skins...ciao...

*cough cough*

*cough*...
throat's gettin bit sore...i know it's mostly becoz of the commands i shouted today...sore throat...passed my EVACUATION BRONZE!!!!...wheee!!!! happi happi happi!!! :D...
*sian*...tmr need to go to sch for drama la...*sian*...those NCC boys also make a lot of noise backstage la...fudge them man...
i don't lyk Nicholas Ngo...whacked the contact lenses out of my eyes...hurts alot...till my eyes teared...at 1st i cried becoz i lost to him...then suddenly i felt something sharp n painful...it realli hurt and suddenly i started tearing and tearing...non-stop...freakin pain la...that S.O....
shaun's blog's music video is so cool la...so nice to listen...i lyk that song...nthin much to type anyway..

monday blues

*gloom*...
*gloom* tmr is monday...and it's a school day...tmr choir is goin for their SYF and drama's on the 14th...my b'dae is comin soon...Ruth and Joanne b'daes are tmr...i had prepared their present lyk 1 month in advance...
today at church was kinda boring...*no offence and sorry*...i almost nodded myself to sleep...i guess i was too tired then...i wonder how can the adults stay awake during their sermon...todae for the sunday school...pretty boring...the nxt time there is the character building sessions..i'm not gonna help...i rather slack outside...and furthermore only Martin Stephaine and me were helping out...and where was Paul Shaun and Benedict?...playin pool...and they came back to church by climbing over the fence...*such monkeys*...
did the stupid chicken dance wif Steph in front of all the lil' kiddies...why can't the adults do it themselves...anyway...Auntie Jo told me that in a few more months..i'm gonna hav to lead the sunday school worship..*oh man*...Steph will be playin the piano...*lucky girl*...and what will the rest of the guys do?...PA?...slackers man..no musical intelligence...
I juz realised that i am a realli very busy gal...everyday i have a certain matter to attend...i have no time to do my school homework ...it's lyk everybody needs me and it's lyk i have to attend every single matter...and once i'm bushed...i can't study for my tests and i'm dead beat...
one day...one day...i know one day i'll juz become so bushed and stressed out that i'll faint...either fainting or my brain nerves will burst from all the stress that i hav been coping...i have to balance between red cross.drama.chapel band.sunday school.student council.[blah blah blah]...it's tough managing all this stuff...and here is mr pang being so over protective of drama students...drama is not my core cca but RED CROSS is!!!...
why is my life so busy? i everyday try to put those troubles behind me...but...Benjy had to remind me of it...i hate being so busy but
...i like it...i realli dunno why......i guess i am used to this busy life of mine...
signing off...i guess that this post is juz full of complaints...i guess that i juz had to let it go...

home alone

guess what...
i'm home alone...bro is buggin me to use the com...i realli need to use the computer...
i still can remember the time...cross country yesterday...i relish the moments when i received my 1st medal of my life...readin to some stuff that Kenneth Quek sent me...he's from my pri school...met Nurimah and Jacqueline today!!!..Jackie looks so chio!!!...long hair...contact lenses...so chio..i even envy her...
bro's realli buggin me alot...*bugger*...i'm realli hungry...gonna go down to the kitchen to get something to eat...

Alright man!!!

alright man!!!!
i got 6th for cross country!!! freakin happy!!! :D...this.is.the.1st.medal.of.my.life!!!!! Yipee!!!...i was screaming that i got 6th!!!

in the beginning...at first there was a false alarm...but then the real alarm came...once the horn wailed...almost all the girls screamed for no reason at all!!!...[siao ppl]...stupid ppl...startin alreadi ran so fast..i realli pity Joy Sim...nxt year i'm gonna pray for her b4 the run...so i ran run ran run...and slowly overtook the ppl infront of me...
coming in frm the highway...Xiangfeng told me that i was 6th!!...i began to ran even faster...even faster when Hidayat and Leonard-sir were cheering for me...and when there was this last stretch and a slope..i suddenly had this adrenalin rush!!!...i ran lyk i nvr did b4!!!...it ran for my life...i suddenly had this feelin i had nvr felt b4...i ran the fastest i could...and boy was it fast...
Mr Choy was cheering for me...and shouted to me to get a card frm some guy beside him...when i was running past the finishing line...i had to grab the card...i tried to grab it within that one split second but i couldn't...as my legs were still runnin...i had to run and duck under the 'FINISH' banner to get over...but..i was too fast...i couldn't stop and i collided into a 5A guy...i fell and grabbed his leg and hands...scratched my knees but the medal was worth it...ppl rushed to me to pick me up...askin me whether was i ok or not...i didn't answer as i was too tired...the 5A guy[strong man] pulled me up[wonder who was he?]...he asked me whether was i ok but i didn't answer him as i was runnin towards to Yiling and huggin her!!! we screamed as we headed towards the recording table...shaked hands with Joel Loke on the way there...[he thinks i remind him of little girls]...Yiling n I were screaming all the way!!!...we went to cheer for our friends...as for Pauline...she's sucha boaster...boastin that she is faster than Jenisse...[whatever]...
cheered for all the ppl i knew and hahaz...Joel Loke came in with his friend..and the both of them were HOLDING HANDS!!! such boys...i mean...are they even boys?! hehe..yes they are...
at the end...while durin the prize presentation...i figured out that i was the only sec2F girl...and William was the only sec2Fboy...this proves that i'm one of the best for drama red cross and 2F!...i realli rock man...
on the way to Annette's house to bathe...i read the sms frm Shaun Yen[frm COGS]...he smsed me during class!!!...school violation...not only did he violate the school rules but he also passed his test by 0.5marks...[he better buck up]...sucha NAUGHTY BOY...

so..off we went to Orchard...me Fion Yiling Eunice Chermine Yiting Constance Sophia Ng and Shu Sze..all 10 of us...8 wore skirts while the other 2 wore shorts la...we went to watch Spongebob...before the show...we met Nathaniel Yuen Spencer Darren Kiefer and another guy...Nathaniel punched me in the arm..he's gonna pay tmr!!!![fire boiling]...the show is super retard...100% lame...after that...we got out of the cinema...saw Chanel Joanne and Yuliang n Yunxing at Sakae Sushi...saw Joshua Toh Sherlyn and Sammi at the arcade...we proceeded to the 1st storey...there...i saw Silas and his frens...and...Benjamin See n his frens eating...surprisingly...i waved at Benjy and surprsingly he waved back...[1st encounter]...we proceeded to Heeren...there...we took 2 rounds of neoprints...slowly..frens left...over there i met Alson wif his Gf and Joel Loke's fren with a gurl...*woo...hehe...[group date]...met Huiling there too...oh and Debrah too...one of the three girls wre lyk so despo to see Silas la...

after neoprints...we went home leaving Fion and Annette in Orchard...hahaz...while takin the lrt home...saw 2 bukit panjang govt high guys...they were frm basketball...they were clearly talkin bout me...one of them was standin real close to me...luckily he didn't stink...the other kept pushin his fren towards me...his fren kept on askin him to get my number or send me home...i didn't look at them...none in the eye...
and yah...Yuanhao-sir was freakin happy for his dream girl...and ya also...thanks Shaun and all others who smsed me...

nervous...

*shakes*...
*shakes some more*...hai...tmr got cross country and i'm nervouse bout it...hav butterflies in my stomach...and shit!!!..i didn't bring the 1H cards...i'm so dead...*sobs*...what to do?...it's all drama's fault...release me so late..i am SUPPOSSED to go home at 6.30pm EVERY WEDNESDAY!!!...shit mr pang!...it's all ur fault...ur memory is SO GOOD...*wow*...
gd luck to u Silas!!!...m mum is scoldin my lil' sis for not doin her chinese work properly...hai...my mum's anger is bubbling...*better duck*...later explode...
shaun yen hong jun...hehe..sounds lyk Tan Hong Chin...wonder why Mark doesn't lyk him...hmm...

*hai...

*hai...
i am not realli in the mood to blog...gonna hav dinner soon...*blah blah*...feelin pretty tired...somehow i juz hav not much energy left...*no mood no feeling*...anyway...i hav a few contact lenses buddies!!!...the ppl are...
joy sim and christabel chua.
these are the ppl which i can go to if i hav any probs wif my contact lenses...*hai...many ppl are debatin over whether i look better with specs or contacts...
*hehe*...tmr can pull out those sleepy ppl...that is what keeps me awake...*wah!* mr chia is leaving FMSS soon!!!..very soon!!!....so saddening...tmr...it'll be his last time singin for chapel..i'm realli gonna appreciate him...he's realli a gd person...
*mumble mutter*...stupid sec1s...those ppl realli do not hav any respect for their seniors a single bit!!!!*mumble mutter*...
but there's one happy thing today that happened...i know who YUANHAO-SIR likes!!!!...gonna tease him tmr...he's gonna be so dead!!! :))
yesterdae was Kenneth Yen's b'dae...i wonder if he realli lyked the realli CUTE chick card i gave to him!!...hehe...he's b'dae cake is such a waste....a whole chunk of it was eaten!!!...and i didn't hav a chance to eat it!!! Auntie Winnie is rich man...

The Sound of Music

*whey*...
i'm all home alone watchin the sound of music on tv...i realli want to go for that play and usher for it on 10th of April!...i hope Zhengrong wrote my name down...talkin to Glenn on MSN now...he's the guy Christabel talked bout...i can bet i know how he got my e-mail addy...
hehe...Nathaniel Yuen is supa crappy man...hai...i hav 2 crazy retarded sec1s buggin me!!!...they are a pain in the ass...a thorn in my neck...they r buggin me juz lyk Evaleen is buggin us for Joel's number...i now understand how Joel Loke feels now...i realli wanna tell them off...hai..these days...the sec1s are all so despo..some of them hav even found steads on 3rd week of sch...despo ppl...they flirt wif ppl of their level and other levels...*YUCKS*!!!...
tmr and sunday i gonna wear my contacts..now...i'm a pro wearin those contacts...so cool!!!...wanna sign off now..not much to type anyway...ciao...:))

Mixed Emotions...

time flies...
*bawl*...me and takeena didn't get the role for SYF!!!...it's super unfair...why shld Joyce get out roles when we've been practicin so hard?! i'm not sad or anythin but..it's juz unfair!!! i realli do not mind if Takeena gets the role...but JOYCE?!...it can't be!!!...anyway...the ensemble parts are realli screwed up...there's only so few of us left...only 5 ppl doin ensemble...it's pathetic...
as for my contact lenses...luckily...there's not much teasing frm Bryan Chan...Keith than yesterday...Christabel keeps on sayin that some guy called Glenn...wants to know me...so how to i counter it?...i say that Tianhang wants to know her...and then we go crappin around and then get scolded by MISS KUO....she's so irritating...2F and 2D doesn't lyk her 1 bit!!! she's sucha bugger...it's lyk nobody is payin attention to her lesson except for those nerds!!!...
i gtg...pretty boring...why isn't Yuki Shintaku online?!...i want to see his blog!!!!....quickly come online!!![bangs the table]...

Contact Lenses

ar!!!.....
wearin contact lenses juz now...but took them off alreadi...it's lyk supa easy to take them off but it's terribly hard to put them on...the 1st time i was puttin them on...it took me lyk 30 mins juz to put one on my right eye and another 30mins juz to put another one on my left eye...[i was at the optician]...i almost gave up man..i was tough...realli tough...my eyes teared on and off cuz it was painful la...
i wonder how long will i take to wear it tmr?...hmm...i hope it would not be too long!!!!...hai...i wonder whatt ppl will say tmr?...hmm...hai...i gtg...need to do research on the stupid english project "countires"....bye!

school tomorrow...

hey ho hum...
can't wait for LOTR to start!!!...[even though i have watched it lyk a thousand and one times]...finished all my hw...well almost all...why?why?why??...why muz school start tmr?!....gonna get my contacts soon!!!...soon and i'm afraid...watchin tv and doin the blog now...i realli do hope i pass my red cross exam...boooo...my SR duties are the slackiest of all...doin the mailin stuff...it's lyk nobody sends any suggestion to S2C...[damn]...
*woof*[dogs barks loudly somewhere in the neighbourhood]...i'm quite bored now...didn't go to church today as i had to finish everythin...now gonna finsh up my template...buaiz!...

bored...

i'm soon gonna die of boredom....i have a lot of hw and still...i'm not gonna to do it...procrastinatin...i don't care...
made contact lenses today...will receive them on maybe wed on thurs?...i'm super afraid to put them into my eyes...those small stuffs...what if they accidentally move into the back of my eye?...what happens?...what if i become blind by wearin them?..i'm afraid...
today i had my red cross evacuation modular exam with debbie...not realli confident that i'll pass it...how?!!i realli do want to pass it...
made a new fren bout 3 or 4 days ago...he's another Benjy...quite a straightforward...i think he's juz a little despo...as for his sis...her frens say her as a 'female dog'...[u know what i mean]...so many frens...so many birthdays...i'm not that rich leh...
i realli want to go to church tmr but being so busy..i wonder if i hav the time to go or not...damn bored...
my gd old church fren....Yuki....has a blog...i can bet his is better than mine...i'm so loss at makin this blog...realli need help...dear me...

Drama Performance

wo!!!...
woo...saw BB marchin when it was my drama reherasal...the sec1s marchin was lyk shit...[well somehow]...ooh...it looks lyk Joel Loke is the HEAD of all...his voice muz be pretty loud to command so many ppl...then...10mins before the performance...me and sammy had to go to the toilet as we were nervous...as we rushed down the stairs...up the aisle...i saw Hong Chin...he was talkin to Mr Pang...then he looked at me[wif my makeup n dress]....it was more lyk shockin-starin...i guess he had nvr seen me wif makeup and stuff...but what do i care...i needed to go to the TOILET!!!
and so............................today's performance rocks man!!![becoz i was acting]..hehe....i realli do hope that i get in for SYF instead of Takeena...Sherlyn had better get in for SYF instead of Sandra...Sherlyn's actin is so much better then her...as for Dionel and Nicholas...i realli dunno...the same goes to Joyce and Samantha...i realli dunno who will do in...all of them are all so better than me...
after washin off the rest of my makeup wif Sammy...i went into the auditorium to watch Eugenia's performance...those alumni ppl are so cool!!! and gay...they put on lip gloss...oh my...
after the shows ended...i popped on to Yuliang...it's the very 1st time i saw him wearin black...haha...actualli he looked cool...i wonder what hanky-panky did Y and B did together...Silas was sittin in front on them...he was wearin a red shirt and he as with Shih Wing...his BB fren...
and as usual..my sister was there...everybidy said that she was so cute!!![as usual]...
i wonder when will i open up my blog to everybody...i still can't get it right...hai...i realli need some help...