things that make me happy

YE :D

choko! okay. his 'hairstyle' is like really ugly now cause the groomer didn't know how to cut & he ended up with a schaunzer cut.

girls clique :D shushu sihui mayyy yiling & licia! will be seeing them soon!

149. & no, we're not some church gang group. it's just that our parents are really close & all the meetups over the years made us closer too. it's friendship across the generations. imagine our kids hanging out with each other too. there's the LIAWs, ANGs, HOs, GHUIs, LOWs, & NEOs

my teammates! omg, haven't seen them in a long time. i am soooo sorry. & like 85% of the team are in army.

damn you mf army -.-

done deal

& it has ended,just like that

backstreet boys - climbing the walls

Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now

Yeah, it's coming to get me
You're under my skin

sigh

to me,it's pretty much a love-hate relationship. okay,maybe not hate,that's much too extreme,probably just dislike. it's like I wanna give you a hug so badly but at the same time,I don't like the way it's been going. I don't like waiting. & I don't know when to call. I don't want to be seen as the clingy kind of person so I just try to wait. I've not seen you in a month. I really don't know where is this going & I don't like the way it is now.

pretty private thoughts, but if I don't let them out,I'll just go bonkers thinking about it.

card flourishing

watch it. my boyf's damn awesome video. i would use cuss words if i could but to associate him & his talent with a cuss word is just weirdly wrong.

it's raining _______!

if the heavy rain doesn't stop like soon,bukit panjang might see some actually flooding as the water overflows out of it's catchment area. at 6.00am,the water level was already about a metre away from the top. it's totally raining cats & dogs & monkeys & gorillas & chimpanzees & tigers & lions & .... . & like the field near my house,it's like some paddy field. the monsoon drains have the awesomest waves now. I hope no one drops in it! it'll be hard to get out with the strong current & the force of the dirty waves.

u're gonna study communications?

YEAH, UB COMMUNICATION.
i still miffed about the course fees, $61k
!!!

Ask me anything

DRIVING & OTHER LESSONS

YAYY! I GOT INTO SIM!

okay, i know it's not that a big deal for those smarty pants, but it's either this or those artsy fartsy schools which i so don't mind going to as well.

so i got into university of buffalo & i'll be taking bachelor of the arts (communication). i hope this would help me get closer to the understanding of art. art in the sense of drawing, painting, that kind of art.

& i need to start my driving lessons soon -_- hahahaha, so darn lazy to call for a driving instructor. somebody push me!

Why hope so? not confirm yet?

apparently I called the school & they said letters would only be issued end July. but I do know people that applied for the same course as me & have already received their letters. & if I do get in,school only starts in end august. WOW! this means I had 7 plus months of holiday,hahahahaha.

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pardon me but you didnt do well for a lvl?

hahahahaha,I think it's reasonably okay. in fact,it's the best I ever scored out of my whole jc life. & I don't think it's because of my grades that I can't get into any course but,the courses that I applied for. I don't wanna do those courses that everybody takes.

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if you dont eat carbs... then what do you eat?

PLENTY OF FRUITS & VEGETABLES & MEATS. it's seriously possible to survive 5 days without carbo. but I don't do that 'weekdays no carbo' thing already. I'm working so it's hard to abide by it. I just exercise a lot,like A LOT really

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are u gonna study at sim?

I HOPE SO.
last resort would be going to those arty farty schools (:

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WISH UPON A STAR

WISH AWAY

WISH I MIGHT

TO HAVE THIS WISH I WISH TO NIGHT (:

1. PARKER fountain pen

2. PAPERMARKET circle cutter

3. FULL EXPENSES PAID manicure & eyelash extensions (((:

4. DISDERI 3 lens camera

5. INSTAX MINI 7s (white)

6. X:VERSION camera (choco)

7. MINI cooper

8. CHLOE leather paraty medium tote

9. RIATA sandals

10. MARNI MUSTARD suede shoulder bag

11. CRUMPLER old banger bag

12. SWATCH colour codes watch

friends from not so long ago

went to town today after work to wait for steph. & I met many people from Fairfield & Pioneer. here's the list:
- Danny
- Hazel
- Lydia
- Lincoln
- Amanda
- Cheryl
this is a lot of people considering the fact that the people I now meet are arranged/planned.

sigh,did some shopping today. I want more $$$ )): I wish I could sell my drawings/doodles/sketches/inspirations somehow. I gotta get new canvas shoes & a new backpack & TOPS/BLOUSES/SHIRTS. I realize that most of my tops are really basic. I hate ruffles,don't really suit lace.

shopping with steph today made me wanna earn more $$$ in the future. that means more money into the offertory bag! & then our church building plans might finally be finalized & there'll be bigger budgets for mission trips! SIGH. I wanna get like a real good fountain pen. I think I'll create a handwriting just for that fountain pen & create art with that inky fountain pen (: I can imagine it nowww. I can totally picture portraits,trees,being drawn with that fountain pen,sighhh.

damn you bruise,now I can't wear short shorts

GOD

i just wanna say how awesome God is.

like today, after my run, i was so thirsty that i just took any drink from my fridge & took a few sips. a few seconds later, i felt really hot, scratchy, itchy & burning. i thought it was because of the run, so i didn't think much of it. only when i sat down in front of my computer, i started to feel that my head was really itchy. then my ears became itchy & then my chest became itchy. i decided, maybe it's because of the sweat that's why i feel scratchy & so i just tolerated the itchy-ness. i don't usually scratch my mosquito bites too. i usually force myself not to scratch itchy areas.

& then i couldn't take it anymore, cause i couldn't feel my thumbs. both of my hands were swelling red! i decided to take a look in the mirror. GASP! my face was red, my neck was red,my chest was red! i immediately went to shower. saw that my whole body was R.E.D! i was like screaming inside my head.

then, i just calmed myself down & started to pray. i prayed for a miracle. i was really really desperate for one. i prayed for God's healing hands upon me. i closed my eyes & prayed really really hard. i know that miracles required faith, & at that moment, i had TONS OF FAITH in the Lord cause i was THAT desperate for healing.

a few minutes later, i could see the redness on my body fading & my face wasn't hot anymore. but my hands were still swelling & i still couldn't feel my thumbs. a few more minutes later, when i was done with shower, redness COMPLETELY GONE, left with the numbness in my thumbs. now, just a bit of soreness in my hands & i believe that it'll be all gone by TOMORROW! (:

that's how awesome God is! :D

& what did i drink? (:

nope, it wasn't ribena. ribena only gives me purple spots.

i had,

BLACKCURRANT DRINK

hahahahaha, i think i had better go to the doctor's soon to find out what exactly in those purple fruits am i allergic to.

do you know that everyone's allergic to something? it's just that they have not encountered it yet.

HAHAHAHA

i think i'm crazy

i have so many avenues to set free the bursting thoughts in my head

i have FACEBOOK, BLOGGER, FORMSPRING, & now, TUMBLR

monetary issues

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,I SO PROUD OF MYSELF! (((:

I gave 10% of my pay (tithe) into the offertory bag. $48 isn't much,but it's the 10% (((:

sunday was quite an eventful day besides the tithe thingy. like when during communion, I know like they were praying for all the youth but when it was my turn, when daniel's dad & uncle William prayed for me,their prayers were very in sync with what I was going through. when I got home, I just prayed as earnestly as I could again.

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MAROON 5 - MISERY

what course is your brother in?

HAHAHAHHA, why don't you ask him yourself? well he is in republic poly doing events management. currently year 2

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UPDATES!

okay, i have updated in ages because i've been really busy.

BUSY WORKING (:

hahahaha, it's a pretty much slack job, & i like the people there. have been doing quite a lot of morning shifts, & as a result, EYEBAGS )):

sighh, i jusst wanna get into SIM nowww. it sucks when the people all around me have offers/acceptance letters & are already going for orientations ): gonna call the school tomorrow. honestly, i will really don't know what to do if i can't go anywhere. don't know what am i gonna do )): sometimes, i just want people to push me in a direction, or tell me what to do. this is what i get from not working hard. oh well, actions beget consequences.

anywayyy, on a happier note:

having been travelling a lot lately. it's been the most amount of done in a year. it's just july & like in the past 6 months, i've been to: KUKUP, LANGKAWI, SEREMBAN, HONGKONG, MACAU, HANOI. soooo, enough travelling for me at the moment (: & like before the kukup trip, which was like the beginning of the year, 1 week before it, i was having a road trip in malaysia. whereby we went to genting highlands, kuala lumpur & malacca (: so, YUPP (: enough travelling at the moment.

kukup with 147

langkawi with canoeing teammates

hongkong with licia, shushu & licia's mum

macau with licia & shu

hanoi with the roses,mission trip

church camp in seremban

& this concludes my first lengthy post in quite a while

DJ EARWORM

seremban, Malaysia

COMBINED CHURCH CAMP 2010 WAS AWESOME! hahahahahaha. it wouldn't have been possible without the friends & world cup! hahahaha.

just took my btt test & I passed! & I've signed up for ftt. & I'm late for work ):

on the mrt now & the woman beside me is so freaking irritating. her bag keeps pushing me. I should take revenge by pickpocketing her,hehheh

do u know that there is a guy out there who has a huge crash on you for seven straight years?

WHOOOO? & you can't crash (crush) a person

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What are your ambitions?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
as a kid, i wanted to be a missionary
as a pre-teen, i wanted to be a psychiatrist
as a teen, i wanted to be a zookeeper & architect
right now, i really don't know

Ask me anything

HANOI

HAHAHAHANOI! it was a really eventful mission trip. shoots,I really have a lot of photos to post up. haha,photos since the hongkong trip! hahaha,reached home around 2 am & woke up around 12pm for lunch & then work! omw back home to sleep.

bought the garnier eye massager roll,hahaha,in 14 days time I hope my eyebags won't be so obvious in photos.

I'm thankful for having 2 friends with me during this trip, stephanie liaw jiayi & kua li en. I thank God for blessing the team with good health. I thank God for the awesome weather. I thank God for blessing us with safe journey.

where do you stay?

I STAY IN FAJAR

Ask me anything

what are you going to major in uni?

HAHAHAHHAHA, i got rejected by all 3 unis & now appealing to them & applied to sim as well.
i hope to do either arts in NUS or those design course in NTU (((: heh, or communications in SIM

Ask me anything

HANOI

HANOI!
1-8 JUNE! (((:

singapore

Clarke Quay is like a ghost town on Mondays

uni accept/reject

it's not sucky to be in your position,having to decide between 2/3 university offers,so please just keep quiet

LATE

newsflash (sort of): COGS members are quite the tardy bunch. there isn't a sense of urgency & the need for punctuality. I know I'm guilty of it sometimes but it is not a habit,unlike the others.

have you ever been on itellyouthat.com? go there and tell something to the world :D

no, until you told me to & it's a lousy website.

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Will u take a roller coaster ride at the UNIVERSAL STUDIO WITH ME? =/

YUPP (: rollercoasters are awesome, i haven't sat on any that are thrilling enough yet, except for the one in korea i think

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Will you take a roller coaster ride with me ? LOL!!

YUPP (:

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How do you lose weight?

ARE YOU SERIOUS IN ASKING ME THIS QUESTION? okay,a lot of poeple would say that this is wrong but, yeah, it's effective. NO CARBOHYDRATES FROM MONDAY TO FRIDAY.
i boycott macdonalds & swim run cycle at least once a week.

basically, eat right & exercise (((:

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honkytong pictures

macau! the two lovelies that were with me for this hongkong trip!

siann, blogger's taking too long for uploading. will just stop here

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hahahha,this applies to all those girls who's boyf are in army & can only book out on FRIDAYS! hahaha, but if there's fieldcamp, then too bad for us

you masterbate?

no i don't. i'm God's child,tsktsk, that's like violating one's purity. save yourself for marriage.

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Hey you like photography/cameras?

yeah i do, but not as much as i like animals. i just find it fascinating (:

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busy? you sure?

haven't been blogging lately & it's not like i'm busy. i don't even have a job, but i kinda always keep myself busy. i've been really troubled & messed up lately, but i'm re-dedicating my life to God & like my facebook status: 'Jesus take the wheel'. i'm just gonna leave everything into His hands. update!

1. jeremy's 1st bookout

so he got to book out on a thursday, so i met him at night & i was brimming with happiness when i first saw him at macs. he didn't look bad at all, he looked good botak in fact. hahaha, was just watching him have his long awaited macdonalds meal while i just licked my icecream (:

then i met him again the next day (friday), watched ip man 2 & iron man 2. hahhaha, thanks for being my squeezebag! hahaha, ip man 2 was like really thrilling & exciting that i was squeezing & gripping jem's arm like i was watching some horror show. hahaha, painful.

met him again on saturday night cause i wouldn't be able to meet him on sunday before he books in. watched ip man! met his dad for the first time, love his cats (:

i really really still do love you

2. vanessa's eleventh

so my meimei invited 5 other girls to escape theme park & wild wild wet for her birthday celebration so natnat & i had to look after them cause my parents are unable to, ahahah. got a nice tan while meimei & all her friends got burned. i haven't been to those two parks in like ages. it hasn't changed much but it looks super small & like we finished all the rides for both parks in like 1 hr & a half. happy birthday girl!

to all couples that wanna go to escape theme park for dates, don't, time waster. hahahaha, nobody goes to escape & www already so all the queues were really SHORT.

3. university applications

yeah, i got rejected. what can i do? this is the consequence for my own actions. sad? yeah. but i can only move on, no use crying over spilt milk. soooo, i'll just appeal & see what happens. i don't know whether my interests are just phases. i'm just leaving everything into God's hands (:

attached or single?

YES,I am attached (:

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unemployed & penniless

I AM LOOKING FOR A JOB
contact me: fionaghuifenn@hotmail.com

b.o.b - airplanes part 2 (ft. hayley williams & eminem)

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now

):

i don't wanna talk to you on the phone,i want to talk to you face to face,heart to heart. that's quite impossible eh? soon soon,1 more dayy!

this has been a long and agonizing 3 weeks for the both of us. I wonder how is it with may & Nicholas.

working for my daddy

seriously,I can't do a desk-bound job or admin jobs. it is soooo boring & I can totally fall asleep immediately if not for my iphone. I know I've probably said it like a thousand times but I can reiterate my point now that i've configured that blogwriter app on my iPhone & that I can blog as easy as accessing my facebook (: the only downside is that I can't post photos or adjust the font. ohwells,this is what you get for a free app.

CHELSEA (x8)

STRAITS' TIMES: UNSTOPPABLE CHELSEA ARE CHAMPIONS
chelsea 8-0 wigan
(((:

blogwriter

testing

BACKK

SINGAPORE IS SOOOOOO HOT.

have been perspiring the moment i stepped onto this island of intense humidity.

& still, i don't switch on the aircon,weird huh. prolly 70% of the people in singapore have their aircons switched on.
1 more week,

i rather snuggle with you then (:

will blog about hongkong later.

basically, holidays are just about shopping eating & sightseeing but with allicia & shuyi, it was TONNES better. thank goodness i didn't like stop myself on going to hongkong with them. everyday was a tiring day indeed. walked till our legs were sore & back ache. & the next morning with muscle aches. hongkong food portions are BIGGG, couldn't finish every meal even though it was super delicious. shopping was great. 30% of the things i bought were for me, the other 70% for other people. sigh, i regret not getting the hat & more iphone covers & earphones ))): my dad was like, "just spend just spend the money, enjoy yourself", hahahahha.

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some pictures before i leave:

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HONGKONG!

30april - 4may

all night long

HONGKONG!

30april to 4may

BYE SINGAPORE

HONGKONG!

30april to 4may

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BYE BYE ARMY BOY

okay, it was tuesday, 27 april 2010

sent jem off to pulau tekong for bmt.

yes, i went with his mum, aunt & sis & yes, i felt awkward. & i can't believe that i spent like nearly 6hours with them. haha,i'm scared of his mum but she's a really comical woman. & omg, his sis looks like sylvia ratonel, okay, the roughed-up version of sylvia.

hahaha, at the jetty, jem was already told to tuck in his shirt. upon arriving at pulau tekong, enlistees parted from the rest of us. they had to do some rehearsal while we went on a tour of the army accomodation. hhahahaha, his mum kept waving to those recruits. those fat recruits looked sooo cute! hahah, round & chubby in their army outfit. anyway, after some oath taking & propagandish-kind of video, we were able to reunite with jeremy for lunch. it was a super simple fare but in large portions. ooo, not enough protein for him.

oh, during the q&a section in the auditorium, a lady asked whether will they be able to book out on labour day, but NOOOOOO, so jem's 3 weeks stint will only be done on 13th may 2010. oh, & the company's officer made the recruits promise to call their mums during the 60mins admin/free time, & on a side note, he could not assure how long their call would be. so it'll be like 5mins mom time & 55mins girlfriend time. hahhahaha.

♥

resist!

FIONA GHUIIII!

resist the temptation to shop! you have no $$$! you're going to hongkong,you can shop there! stopppp!

♥

$$$

having being unemployed for soooo long, my money reserves are really dry. i feel bad asking money from my parents,i really do. but there's still stuff i wanna get, hahahaha.

ooh,i got this already. i bought this glow in the dark nail polish from the gift shop at the singapore zoo.

though i already love my 2 current iphone casings/covers, it never fails to get more right?

these are junko shumada ballet shoes. i don't want it but steph wants ballet shoes, so here it is girl! hahaha.