OBS SABAH

i'm BACK!!! i miss all of you sweetie-pies here in singapore! lemme now recall everything that happened in sabah.

day one
students who were going for obs sabah were to assemble in school at 1pm. at that time, the school was like having chinese mid-year oral. haha. i have no mid year exams! we were briefed on the process of getting from school to sabah. we had to board a bus to get to senai airport and take a plane from there to the kota kinabalu airport. the school hired this bus which was HOT PINK! i screamed! i didn't want to take a bus which was pink in colour! haha. anyway, the trip to senai airport was fun. ate in the bus. everybody was happy go lucky. senai airport was freaking small. like phnom penh airport but bigger. there wasTWO wonderful shops there. FAMOUS AMOS and DUNKIN' DONUTS. went to both shops. me joyyeo shuyi allicia eunice sian, practically did our 2.4km there. walking from end to end talking. bored to death. haha.

when we finally were able to board the plane, it was hot like hell in there. stupid air asia. really budget. the aircon was like shit la. only till like we were in the air when it was cool. then we were not allowed to eat outside food in the plane, but who cares. the food they sold were so expensive! RM4 for a cup of milo? RM6 for cup noodles? anyway, the all the air stewardess acted like they had PMS to we fmss students -_-" the journey was two hours. the sunset scenery was amazingly beautiful. oh yah. i brought a camera with a 1GB memory card and two batteries. and the 1GB memory card didn' t fit the camera but it still worked but there were lots of card errors. but it didn't totally die out on me.

arriving at kota kinabalu airport. the airport was really freakingly small. the ob group was splitted into two groups to fit the two small buses. my bus group went crazy and kept on singing songs. by the time we reached the centre, it was already 7pm plus and it was dark and we put our bags outside the dining hall and proceeded in for dinner. this was the first encounter with the annoying mosquitoes. dinner was okay. we had to wash our own plates and utensils. after that, we were divided into our groups. i have no idea how we were divided. anyway, my group was group3. our instructors were mark and sarah. the people in were me cuifen gina shahidah and allicia amar liangfu yongchuan enping calvin danielsim and khaidan. one first thought, i thought that the group wouldn't work out. too clique-ish and stuff like that. but i was SO WRONG.

after in groups, our group went to collect our linen. it looked clean. we heard some noises above us and saw some things hanging. it looked like BATS but it was not. it was just some birds. swallows i think. and the shit pile they made was disgusting. and if you wanted to sit on the floor, you had to sit in a place away from those many shit piles. we then proceeded to our bunks with all our luggages. our group shared the bunk with group2. haha. then, we were on our own with some free time. then it was sleeping time, and i couldn't sleep. my pillow was so HARD but i fell asleep anyway.

day two
woke up at 5.30am and chiong to washup and brush. had to go for morning exercise at 6am at the field. serious mosquito feeding. haha. the exercise way weird. we had to like run to touch the trees. haha. then it was breakfast. was some noodles and kaya toast. after that was photo taking. group photo and whole ob group photo. then it was team dynamics. wow. lots of hugging and supporting each other. like crocodile crossing and bench arrangement. haha. don't care whether guy or girl, just touch la. haha. i have already started liking my group at this point of time. then it was lunch. lunch was okay la. then we had somemore team dynamics while group1 and 2 prepared for their sailing expedition and then they sailed off around sunset that time. then it was dinner and dinner was okay. had to wash our own stuff. oh yah. in the morning, don't know which group had to wash the toilet. at night, we had crocker range briefing and started packing our stuff. haha. i had to carry the biggest pot and two packets of maggi mee. plus my two days clothing and other miscellanous stuff. gosh. it was H-E-A-V-Y. then me and cuifen walked out of the building and saw the wonderful moon. you could see the covered black and the shinning moon against the dark blue sky and beautiful stars. really beautiful.oh yah. when packing for our 4 day hike, all 5 girls were fooling around. haha. we were siao. throwing the stuff even though we had a chain formed and played monkey. then it was nighty night.

day three
morning exercise at the beach. saw cows having their stroll. the parent cows were really protective of their lil' ones. haha. then we had to run from one end of the beach to the other. wasn't tiring. really. then it was off to crocker range. took our packed lunch. the bus was very dirty but comfortable. slept in the bus. reached crocker range. i was standing right behind those two navigators, daniel and yongchuan. haha. amazingly, though it was raining and everything was slippery, i didn't fall at all. we started the hike at around11am and hike all the way till 12 for lunch. first encounter with leeches. and i screamed when i dropped my chickenwing into the river and not seeing a leech. it began to rain non-stop. it was already 5pm and the sun was setting. around 6pm it was darkness. i quickly took out my torch and quickly went to pace daniel. i was the 2nd in the row. behind me was enping who was supporting shahidah and then amar. it was really thundering on us. around some narrow and curvy bends, it was really creepy and i was alone. daniel was too fast. i tripped over some root and almost fell off the cliff. luckily i managed to grab another firm root to pull myself up. it was tough and my bag was heavy. managed to pull myself up. and nobody saw me fall. i also didn't scream or whatever. just kept going.

when we finally reached the campsite, it was freakin dark and we sent up the tents in the dark and everybody just piled into it regardless of gender. we were all too cold tired and hungry to care. thankyou mark for helping us make the tent pegs. he is a MAN. inside the tent, we were safe from the rain but not the cold. it was war with the leeches. that was my first encounter with leeches. i screamed and teared when i just lifted up my shirt and saw two leeches sucking my blood! luckily gina dared to pull it off and found that i had another two on my back. i had quite a number on my legs but i could pull them up myself. we just pull them up and squash them up in leaves and threw them out. but the guys, haiyo, they had war with the leeches. they sprayed OFF! at the leeches and sprinkled prickly heat. they did everything to keep the leeches out. oh yah. leeches can't stand the prickly heat and mosquito repellant. it spoils their skin. doing that would bother the leech so painfully they it would curl up and burst to bleed. horrible sight. we guys and girls changed into dry tees with the torches off so nobody could see anything. haha. no peeping. though i was warm, i was still cold. and the space constraint made it worse. i was really SQUEEZED UP. not much sleep for me.

day four
i woke up happy to see the first rays of sunlight. there was quite some warmth. mark had come over to wake us up. we took down the tents and started to set up our fire and cooking stuff. i went to find y-sticks and argh, a vine implanted some cuts onto my left big toe. it became infected over the next few days. anyway after breakfast, we cooked lunch and packed it in. then we were off again. packed up the rest of the tents and groundsheets. argh. had to wear my soggy muddy sock again. trekking and trekking again. up and down, left and right. crossing rivers. for lunch, we camped at some small river. haha. filled up our jerry cans. then, it started to rain after lunch. soon, our formation became that i was in between calvin and cuifen. haha. we had lots of fun. cui was the funniest. no sooner that she said that she was very zai (pro) as she did not fall, she fell on the mud. instructor mark saw that and he just roared with laughter. calvin and i also laughed. managed to reach the village around 4pm. sang 'top of the world'. scenery was brillant. amar liangfu and wesley were simply hilarious with this hole. for that night, we stayed in a villager's home. they had dogs which were always hungry but obedient. the villager's shower was like heaven but cold. at least we girls were clean. the guys bathed somewhere else. i was really very tired so right after dinner, i slept. i only woke up at some times to put on more clothing. my friends said that i slept like some pig.

day five
woke up feeling real refreshed! brushed my teeth. only gina and i did. the rest...yuck.... anyway, we packed up, thanked the villages and it was off. trekking again. had lunch at a river again. we had to cross this bamboo bridge. al of us crossed it already. but when our instructor sarah crossed it, the bridge broke and luckily she fell on a grass patch and not into the river. whew! as for mark, he just walked across the remains of the bridge effortlessly. what a man.

when we finally got to the village around 2pm, i was the first girl to reach there. group4 was already there. and so i was quite infront of my group, then i saw mr ganesan run out from some shelter half naked!!! he only had a blue towel to cover his lower part. i screamed and covered my eyes. haha. then i turned around the corner and had a shock of my life. the whole of the group4 guys were bathing half naked! i screamed again. then shahidah came to see why i screamed, she herself screamed when she saw the topless guys. really. it was a shock. we then went to bathe. wash our head only la. actually we were supposed to help the villagers there but it was raining heavily so we stayed inside playing. haha. played truth and dare with cuifen sophia gina amar liangfu and wesley. man. liangfu acutally dared to do the dares with made him do. he really had nothing to lose. hilarious game. then it was dinner. i helped to wash the plates and utensils. about 20 plus stuff to wash. it's a lot. then after dinner, it was the cultural exchange time. the kedahsans had their eagle dance and gong presentaion while we just sang 'the more we get together' in many languages and our school song. haha. nice. took some photos and stuff like that.

and we, dynamos, realised that liangfu had a retard face. haha. joking. oh yah. my grp had a tough time choosing a group name. first it was penguins then it was something else then something else then headhunters then something else then finally dynamo. we didn't even know why we chose that name. our instructor sarah just suggested the name dynamo and we took it. haha. it was then bedtime. mr ganesan told us 'bedtime stories' which were actually ghost stories. i slept inbetween alvin hui and sophia lim. haha. my legs were at enping's. at some point of time, i really needed to go pee. i got sian to go with me. it was really scary. with only a torch. then i went back to sleep. this time everybody woke up and it was only like 2am and we were all feeling cold. so we put all our feet together. man. it was very warm and heavy and the same time.

day six
woke up feeling cold again. me gina shahidah and allicia had our breakfast later because we were doing the washing. i helped packed the lunch in. then we were off again. our final hike. after quite sometime, we came to a river and we had to cross it. mark, our instructor, the MAN-LIEST MAN OF ALL MEN, went to test out the current. too strong. so we had to cross it by a log. hilarious sight. crossing the river on a log was like humping the log! me n cuifen immediately thought of igallop. the sickest invention. haha. when we finally reached the fish pond, we had our maggi lunch. poor shahidah, she injured her shin the day before and it became worse when she well. so we made our way to the fish pond first. after that, mark came rushing to us saying that one girl had to stay with shahidah and them while the rest of us catch up with the group4. gina voluteered. so we were off.

i was called to go to the front. haiyo. made me pissed off. group4's instructor johnny kept on playing with the leeches. irritating. no wonder the weaklings liked his pace. it was already 4pm and still i couldn't see the finishing point. my morale really dropped. then i started telling my lame jokes to boost people's morale. it brought laughter. haha. my bag was really heavy by now. i even carried shahidah's part of the load. heavy sia. still i perserve on. didn't fall or anything. when we finally saw and heard sounds of the cars on the road, everybody pratically screamed and lit up! we were happy! i teared when i finally saw the road and the bus waiting for us. there was a steep slope to scale but i didn't care. i was like sliding and jumping and when i finally reached the road, i hugged a pole. it turned out to be an electricity pole. haha. no lightning. everybody was rejoicing! hugs and kisses were made. haha. after like 10 hours in the jungle with rain and cold, it was good to see the road. i sat with enping on the bus. leeches everywhere. one crawled to my ear and another to my arm when i was sleeping. another two creeped into each feet. and all 4 were tiger leeches. in the bunk, i pulled all of them out and the bites wouldn't stop bleeding! even plastering them with many plasters, it didn't work.it overflowed out of the plaster. changed the plasters over and over again.haiyo.

i was really very tired so right after dinner, i washed my clothes and shoes and slippers and dried them and then plonked to dreamland with cuifen and allicia. wonder how come sophia and gina and shahidhah had so much energy left in them.

day six
eveybody was late. didn't brush teeth or whatever. we were all so tired that we overslept. supposed to be at the beach house by 6am but i woke up at 6am and immediately woke everyone up! i was the only one who could wake up! me and cui chiong to the beachhouse. we were one of the earliest. haiyo. we had a light exercise and then we went for breakfast. best breakfast ever. after that, we had to pack our bags for sailing. lesser stuff to bring. we set off around like 11am. i learned how to setup the sails and everything. haha. the jig sail. we were much faster than the group4. then it rained. perfect time for a swim and we had already set up our tents and everything. we all ran and plonked into the water. played monkey. then later group4 joined us. haha. then some guys went to play soccer. me n cuifen went to join them. it was freezing cold out of the water and it was raining and there was wind. after a while i was warm but all the running. haha. tackled wesley and i didn't fall. sturdy. he fell. i never want to be the goalkeeper. something like striker. haha. played midfield also. haha. poor wesley. kena by me twice. when the rain stopped we started on our dinner. cooked a buffet. haha. everyone of us opened up by then. when it became dark, me and allicia went to change. accompanied gina. wonderful sunset. dinner was good. sandflies was irritating. haha.

around like 10pm, our group went for a group walk from one end of the beach to the other end. haha. great fun. then after that, it was ghost story time. nice effect. around 11pm, i was really very tiredd and so me and cuifen followed amar and the rest into the tent. slept like a pig again. sailing was tiring.

day seven
woke up. we prepared a good breakfast for the instructors. yummy. was like a buffet. we even had watermelon was breakfast. haha. we then set up the sailing boat again. wow. in the morning, the beach waters had tons of jellyfish! dangerous man. their sting is poisonous. we soon set off. dynamo was very slack that day la. we just wanted the tow boat to tow us back. ooh. i got wonderfully tanned. haha. lovely. the moment we reached back at the obs centre, we jumped for joy! haha. all of us immediately splitted jobs. i did the pot cleaning. haha. its amazing how you can clean soot off with sand. after pot washing, it was lunch time. then i went back to the bunk. it's was a mess. anyway, i still loved it. and i couldn't find my camera. i was super distressed. i went shouting to amar. he too was shocked for his own camera went haywire. after my bath, i went to lie on the bed to try and think where i last put it. in the end, i fell asleep. then it was time for some high elements. but it was raining so it was cancelled. and was changed to some reflecting. had to write a letter. then i went back to the bunk to pack and find my camera. at last, i found it. it was near the dustbin. -_-". some idiot. whoever put that there is ----------. anyway, stuffed everything into the fila luggage bag. then it was like 5pm and it was dinner time. after dinner, we had to assemble already to leave for the kota kinabalu airport. yay! mark came with us to see us off. real touching. and even the guys cried.

on the plane, this time i sat gina and mr ganesan! in front was cuifen liangfu and amar. haiyo. no fun. those two girls slept like pigs. i bought cup noodles on the place and liangfu bought a cup of milo. thanks liangfu for helping me talk to the stewardess. we got pretty pissed with the air stewardess and so did mr ganesan. we reached senai airport and was disappointed that dunkin donuts wasn't open. took the hot pink bus back again. to fmss. wow. miss lim wasn't there but mr ow was. wowowow. had a final debrief. haha. my daddy pooled shuyi home. haha. thats it.


so, on sunday morning, i slept at 3am woke up at 10am and slept again at 1pm and woke up again at 5pm and had dinner. haha. didn't go church.

pon school today. got mc. got medicine. stupid doctor. tmr got chem test. shit you marktan.

anyway, dynamo was really crazy. we had phrases that went like this:
"now arh?"
"then when?"
"me arh?"
"then who?"
"sure anot?"
"then what?"
"no la no la"
haha.

i remember the time we just all talked horny in the tent. HAHA. oops. explict language used. in every group there were weak links. for group1, it was joavan. for group2, it was raoul. for group3, it was allicia. for group4, it was rachel. my group, dyanamo, was simply crazy. we could crack jokes anywhere anytime. haha. i'm already missing my instructors mark and sarah. sobs. i miss sabah. :) i want my dynamo jersey! DYANAMO#12! my register number! woots. haha. we are man!

OBS SABAH

i have returned from ob sabah!! haha. i shall now recall all the events that happened. i miss all of you sweetie-pies!!

day one

TOMORROW

TOMORROW, i'll be leavinn' for OBS SABAH!! WOOTS!! yipee! first, we'll be meeting in school then take some buses will take us to the causeway to senai airport where we would be taking some BUDGET airline to sabah.

i'm soo excited. it's my first overseas trip with schoolmates!

woots

woots. i'm leavingg singapore for sabah in like three days time! sabah sabah sabah. man. we'll be taking some REALLY BUDGET airline at senai airport to get to sabah. leavinn in the afternoon and only coming back on 6th may, which is a sunday, at 2AM IN THE MORNING! i don't think i'll go to school on monday though i got like more than a day to sleep. a week away from studies! haha.

haha. played darts at the t-zone today. man. whose gonna do duty with me tmr??

haiyo. got one good news and bad news.
good news is that i got top for geography. and it's the second time. i actually thought i'll fail. but apparently i didn't. i scored 23/30. and thats the highest. -_-"
bad news is that i did poorly for that emaths paper. 16/30. it was like a very easy paper? anyway, i usually fail my maths tests so its a miracle that i passed.

it was on a saturday afternoon. i'm so sorry sihui. i met DERRICK HOH WEI JIAN. haha. i was buying stuff for my obs sabah and suddenly there he was beside me talking in english and chinese to the saleslady. he's tall. taller than me. and sihui, he has hair on his head. haha. stay true to your BEN. haha.

happy birthday ANNETTE! co-great one!!

MRS ANG HAS GIVEN BIRTH..

sunday

yes! i finally got SOME of the cambodia mission trip photos from shirley. i have been waiting and waiting and waiting. FINALLY. thanks.


the first friend i made at takeo. name: chew.
i remember when i asked for his name, his friends said that he could be eaten. he's super mischievious and hyper. but he's also very helpful. HE'S MINE. haha


haha. a photo with him. he's incredibly shy.


the lil' guys.


haha. sweeping the floor. i DON'T do housework.

the courtroom

THE COURTROOM
If tonight you stood in Heaven's court to seek eternal favor, Would you face Jesus Christ as your Judge, Or would you face him as your Savior?
There are many who don't quite know for sure what that verdict would be if ever;So let's imagine for a moment you're standing dead center in the Courtroom of Forever .
Sitting before you is a structure, massive and intense. It's here your fate will be determined before this Judge's bench.
Then a voice booms, "This court's now in session", and your adrenaline starts to rush. Peering down, with eyes that see through your soul, is God the Father, your Judge.
Then off to your left-- across the room-- is the virtual silhouette-of-sin.Stepping out of the shadows of condemnation, your worst nightmare walks in.
On his face is the smirk of evil incarnate. His mind-- fixed on your destruction in hell.You've been introduced to your prosecuting attorney: none other than Satan himself.
The Bible says he's the accuser of the brethren. So guess what he's gonna do. He's gonna accuse you of your sins-- and he knows them all-- both the old ones and the new.
He's prepared his case for years; Now the golden moment is his.So in arrogance he presents his case to the Judge, and it comes out sounding something like this:
"God, You see this worthless piece of trash over here? This one is a sinner to the core.This one has committed adultery, cursed his neighbor, stolen money, been into drugs, alcohol and even more."
"This hopeless wretch has even slandered friends... and by that guilty face this whole courtroom can tell That to a moral certainty, and beyond any reasonable doubt, this one deserves eternal judgment in hell"
The words of accusation still echo. Your every sin thrown up in your face. Then God opens the book where every deed is recorded and reviews your records of disgrace.
God says, "The book says you did this, this and this... and everything you were accused of today.Now, before I sentence you to hell forever, are there any last words you have to say?"
Now, if it's true you're standing there in the Courtroom of Eternity, With God to your front, and Satan the Prosecutor to your left, There's one remaining eternal truth-- one that's crucial to remember One that you should never, ever, ever forget...
That on the other side of the courtroom, I said, on the other side of the courtroom ( You ain't hearing me tonight) I said, on the OTHER SIDE of the courtroom
Is the one and only Son of God, revealed in time and space. And He's your Defense Attorney, who has never lost a case.
It's not Buddha, Mohammed or Krishna, or any others who've succumbed to death;Ladies and gentlemen, on the other side of the courtroom, is Jesus Christ of Nazareth !
Then Jesus jumps up n'says: "Wait a minute Judge, now I've got something to say. May I remind you that on a cross 2,000 years ago I washed his sins away"
"I was crucified, I died, they put Me in a tomb But long about the midnight hour,The power of God hit Me, and I walked out of that grave alive and well with resurrection power".
Then the devil said, "It's in the book, it's written in the book Check the book." And God said, "OK". Then He takes the book out, lays it open and says, "Now, we'll see what this book has to say".
He turns to the first page, the second page, the third; By the fourth the devil seemed shook.God closes it and says, "The blood of Jesus must have worked 'Cause there is absolutely nothing in this book"
The devil says, "Now, wait a minute, check that book again All his sins are written down, they're all right there" God said, "Devil maybe you're mistaken all together. Maybe it's this other book down here"
The devil cries, "NO! Not that book, not that one". God said,"Devil why you so uptight?" God sets the book down, the dust flies and on the cover it says: The Lamb's Book Of Life.
Is your name in that book? Is your name in that book? Is your name in that book for sure? If you've been forgiven and your name is written, then lift your hands, praise the Lord. Yes, my name's in that book. Yes, my name's in that book. Yes, my name's in that book tonight.I've been forgiven, and I know my name is written in The Lamb's Book Of Life, in the Lamb's Book Of Life!
This court is adjourned."

BIRTHDAY'06

haha. THANKS julia tan for the 9th piglet! i love piglet even though he's totally PINK. haha. thanks fion, sophia, eunice and constance for the tigger cup! it's really very nice. thanks steph liaw for the homemade cookies! they are really very good to eat! thanks joanna for the the belt thingy. i like the colour. thanks clarissa for the notebook! the cover's really very nice!

haha. easter performance was GREAT! whoohoo! we demons rocked! haha. acting sinister and evil. muahaha.


i'm really very disappointed.

BIRTHDAY 2006

13th april, thursday
i love my DEAREST FRIENDS! you people are the greatest! thanks for brightening up my day. i sure had a SMILE on my face the WHOLE DAY!! except for recess. those two female dogs shouldn't have cut my queue. it really ruined my appetite. I AM FIFTEEN!

i was pretty unlucky on my birthday. early in the morning, the carpark was dark. i didn't see the lorry's mirror and i bang into it. then, when entering my dad's car, i didn't bend low enough and hit my head AGAIN. then, during physics lesson, i almost slipped and fell. not enough friction. then, during amaths lesson, i tripped over my bag strap and fell. it was HUMILATING. then, during chinese, my hip hit into the whiteboard's edge :(

thanks for all the presents! the wonderful toys, stationery, and stuff. haha. thanks ruth, julien, vincent and edmund for the ripcurl bag. it's the first! thanks mark ho for the box of chocolates. thanks joanne for the toothbrush. thanks EVERYBODY. this year, i think the BEST PRESENT would be from huang yuliang. haha. it's the best and i really like it. it's a bear carrying a bouquet of live flowers!! so sweet! i think it's really expensive. haha.

did t-zone duty with xiangfeng. haha. ended up playing the xbox. MAN! she's SO GOOD at that kungfu game. went home ALONE at 5pm. sigh. had to go home alone on my birthday. it was the least expected thing.

for dinner, my family went to jack's place for dinner. haha. had my favourite steak. yum. then went to get a cake to celebrate with my friends. it was cheesecake with strawberries. sweet.

so, my dad sent me to shuyi's house. i went up and pressed the doorbell. i could hear the four girls, shuyi sihui allicia and christabel, SCREAMING. haha. it was in shuyi's room when they gave me my present. haha. i really love it. there was a blue plastic bag. there were 14 items inside. the plastic bag is considered as another 1 item. EVERYTHING WAS IN BLUE IN COLOUR. haha. LOVE IT. thanks girls! haha. the funniest gift was the COIN.

we then proceeded to allicia's house for our SLEEPOVER '06. we put down our things and did some snooping around. then sat on the sofa to watch the 40 year old virgin. it's an nc-16 movie. i'm only 15. boy was it sick. we only started watching it like 12 midnight. and it ended around 2am. we then went to the room and talked and talked and talked and talked and played and acted. haha. we only ended till like 4.30am!!! and I REVEALED MY THREE YEAR LONG SECRET. hush hush. haha.

14th april, friday
SLEEPOVER'06 consisted of me, allicia, christabel, sihui and shuyi.we only woke up till like 11am. didn't go to church for service and dance practice. sorry. i feel super guilty. we quickly bathed and got dressed and proceeded to town. SHOOTS. it was raining CATS AND DOGS AND MONKEYS AND GORILLAS. haha. we bought an umbrella. it was a spoilt umbrella. it got my addidas shoe wet. it got all of us wet. we went to cinelesiure. went to buy tickets for the movie black night. haha. it isn't a very good horror movie so don't watch it. it didn't leave much impact on me. haha. DON'T WATCH IT. we had a late lunch at like 3pm. so tons of fairsians. ncc juniors and seniors. lots of fairsians. it seems that cineleisure is a fairsian hangout. oh yah. we took neoprints too and guess who was there? it was yuyang from that campus superstar. he was with his girlfriend. then a lot of girls wanted to take with him but he said no and got real pissed off. even the counter ladies wanted a photo with him.

allicia pratically slept through the whole horror movie. sihui and bel practically screamed and laughed throughout the whole movie. shuyi practically watched the whole movie. i practially had tons of emotions throughout the whole movie. then bel had to go back. her parents are strict. we went shopping after the movie. and we wandered aimlessly in orchard before going back to cineleisure for dinner. ate at my gaillee. haha.

okay. the table beside our table was a guys table. and they kept on looking at us. when i picked up my bro's call and the conversation was about home, a guy from the table said that : oh. ta yao hui jia le ( she wants to go home already). and when i didn't finish the coke a guy said : ta mei you ba coke he wan ( she didn't finish drinking the coke). allicia and i found them weird and turned our body direction away from them. then when a group of girls came in a guy said : na ge bitch hen chou ( that bitch is so ugly). sorry for the use of vulgarities. we then left quickly after dinner and proceeded back to shuyi's home.4 of us

on the mrt, there were this group of guys. kept looking in our direction also. if i wasn't a councillor or a christian and if i was a mean girl, i most probably would have said this : what the **** are you looking at? haha.

end of story.

i love you all! thanks for the presents!

days

ever since that food poisoning incident, sigh, more teachers seems to know me, including miss elaine lim, miss wong bick guan and mr lim sin heng. oh! mr lim and my daddy are GOOD FRIENDS. haha.

yes! i'm now a sergeant! whoohoo! yesterday was enrolment and promotion parade. muhaha. haha. being the timer for the parade added some responsibility. yesterday was several seniors last day of training. sad. and poh huat sir's last day. it was the first time i had seem him cry and laugh. man. we're gonna take over soon la. so pressurizing.

today was sports day. did first aid duty. man. boring. yawns. i'll never do first aid duty ever again.

yes! it's confirmed that i'm going for obs sabah. here i come! there's gonna be like 30 boys and only like 18 girls?! haha.

fighting crime trying to save the world they come justin time

food poisoning

haha okayy. i kena food poisoning on friday. the friday of the school holidays. due to red cross LTC camp. haha. miss tai sent us to the nearest clinic. so far the symptoms were diahorrea only. but as the day progressed, i was given a bed at campsite to rest. as the time passed, i grew to have a fever and becoming dehydrated. by the time my daddy came to fetch me around 4pm, i was weak like anything already. with fever and diahorrea and dehydration. i was hungry but i was already too sick to eat.

to me, i believe that the food poisoning was caused by eggs. some believed it was the mushrooms. to some it was the rice. to some it was the veggies. to the newspapers, it was nothing. they just mentioned that there was no meat involved. to others, it was canned food.

miss lim wrote a letter to my parents saying that the FOOD WAS CLEAN and the TEACHERS TESTED THE FOOD. it is so RUBBISH. if the food was clean, how could we even have gotten food poisoning?! and all 13 of us?! and teachers and instructors didn't taste test the food too. if they did, they would be poisoned too! to me, this is absolute rubbish. but this shows she cares. so yeah.

man. i slept on and on. surviving on the medicine that the chai chee clinic gave. that mediciine sucks. it didn't improve my condition. on sunday was like the worst day. i was dying every single moment of the day. the time passed so fast! but one good thing, everytime i slept, i didn't have nightmares. but in fact peaceful and nice dreams. haha.

on monday, went to family doctor. dr neo said that i was dehydrated and fever and diahorrea which is food posioning. then gave me medicine.

tuesday, sucha painful day.

on wednesday, went hospital. NUH. the doctor and the medicine worked. it rehydrated me too. the news also came to me that i didn't get into obs sabah. i was shocked! i was certain i would at least had a place in there. but in the end, i was too sick. only slept at like one plus.

on thurs, i was on the road to recovery. though i still had pains in the mornings and nights. still an awful day. but i made up my mind, if i had felt well enough, i would go to sch on friday, but..

on friday, the morning pains came again. freaking pain la. didn't go to sch. but in the afternoon, i was feeling better. then, my maid came to tell me that there was no more salt powder for hydration. i was like.. huh?! i need that to survive! anyway,

saturday came, no PAINS. i was delighted. so for dinner, i had fried rice, man. the pain came again. but it went away as quickly as it came. =) then there was cell bible study. haha. lots of wonderful. i could eat sushi!! not many little kids. whew.

sunday! went to church. no pain. no diahorrea. it stopped like on saturday. found out that i was in the dance. i'm a demon! hahas. so funny. tiring but fun.

anyway, my skin had begun peeling. looked like some kind of skin diesase. argh!! so ugly. it's like skin disease. all councillors got it! hahas. anyway, i'm dark! quite dark. haha.

haha. dreamt of my first friend at cambodia takeo. haha. matarchew. that little guy was my first friend. because i didn't know their language, when i asked for his name, his friends replied saying that his name was : for eating. it may nt seem funny to you. but it is to me. argh. all the memories!

COUNCILEXPEDITION2006

well. i'm back! well. this is the council's 2nd expedition. the 1st expedition, we kayaked for 28km? this year, it's 43km. 43km! it's almost the height os singapore!

day one
didn't go to church. gathered in school then proceeded to sembawang yatch club. over there, we prepared the kayaks, paddles, and lifejackets. so, my partner was brian chan. it was like almost nighttime when we finished everything. had dinner then a briefing by mr aw. then it was supper. delicious supper. a sugary doughnut and a packet of milo. then it was sleeping time. slept in a tent. 7 people in a 8 man tent. it consisted of me, julia tan, constance, yiling, fion hong, eunice and desiree. we actually had our own sleeping group from last year, new additions are fion and desiree. haha. slept at like 10.30am and we didn't sleep till like 11 cause some girls in other tents were like making so much noise. we slept and then woke up altogether at 1am. cause mr lim was talking too loudly. i then slept at like 2.30am and woke up at 3 plus. only had like 2 hours sleep.

day two
had breakfast and warm-ups at we set off. me n brian's kayak was number 14. cool number. anyway, was teaching him how to turn. i sat in front and he sat behind. i was appointed the position of 2nd i/c. joy sim was the overall i/c. being the 2nd i/c meant that my kayak had to be in front all the time. so, we kayaked for like 3 hours. during this time, fatigue was still not a problem. but the current and wind was irritating. kept on blowing us off course and we had to like turn back on course again and again. everybody was tired at the end of 3 hours, but we still have not reached our finish point. finish point was at pasir ris. everybody was too tired already. so the route became like this. sembawang yatch club-> pasir ris park -> changi point -> pasir ris park. at the pasir ris park we had our luch. and i was like giddyily tired. was falling asleep. but after lunch, got some energy back. the trip to changi point and back to pasir ris park was freakishly tired. i was overtaken by fatigue. i could even kayak with my eyes closed and sleeping. i don't know about brian. the stupid lifejacket was giving me back and neck problems. i was silently tearing around the kelong area near pasir ris park. i really needed a rest. i was wondering when would we be reaching. i really felt like giving up but that was a NO-NO for me. i could never give up. i would never give up.

finally, we reached the shore. we had a little debrief with miss ng. i was like falling asleep. totally bushed out. we then pitched our tents. student relations and discipline got to bathe first. me eunice and fion were at the toilets first. only two cubicles and there was such a long queue. so we three bathed together. (guys don't get horny kay) we bathed in our swimsuits on. then went out of the shower to the toilet bowl cubicle to change. the rest of the girls in the toilets were like gasping at us saying : man, you people are super fast! so, the rest also did the same thing. some even five girls in one cubicle. haha. but those girls who had the thing bathed alone.duh.

had dinner after the bath. then debrief again. almost dozed off again. i wonder how the rest could stay awake. oh yeah. i only had 2 hrs plus of sleep and the rest had like 6 hours. then it was supper. i totally couldn't wait to sleep. oh yeah. during rest time/ free time, me julien and jocelyn were just talking. we were talking about synapse. we agreed that acs barker prefects are just simply handsome. it was like jocelyn was crazy over ian, justin and joseph. julien was like crazy over nathaniel and adriel. as for me, haha, no one. :)

brushed my teeth washed my face and practically ran to my tent to sleep. slept at 9.30pm and woke up at 4.40am. i didn't want to be covered or based by the sleeping bags as i was like covered in fibreglass and fibreglass cuts. had my pillow with me.

day three
woke up at 4.40am. some girls even woke up late. the guys wer early AS USUAL. rushed to change, brush and wash. had breakfast. this day, my partner was yiting. my group, had practically so many weak-bodied people. especially girls. our group wasn't strong like group 1. so, i had to sacrifice brian chan for liang yiting. yiting wasn't bad. luckily, we had the current and wind on our side. set off at 8am reached there at 12. we did it in 4 hours! 1/2 hours earlier than yesterday!

during the journey, i saw two jellyfishes! i was like so excited! one was pretty small. but the other was freaking big! yiting rested a lot during this journey. haha. you can say she almost killed me. haha. then, lanz and jocelyn capsized. lanz was shaking too much in the kayak that they just toppled over. poor jocelyn. also, during the journey, we encountered a super large wave. it was glorious fun! our kayaks were like practically in the air! haha. the alleviate our spirits, we sang songs. we didn't care if it was out of tune but alvin hui is the greatest joker i've ever known. poor julia tan. she had to endure so much. haha.

when we reached sembawang, group 1 was already there and then helped us with the kayaks and the lifejackets and the paddles. haha. group2 was simply tired out. we had lunch then bathed. it was the best bath i had ever taken. washed the salt water out of my hair and had the best warm bath ever. i looked at myself and had the ugliest tan i had ever had in my life. the tan covers my face and no neck tan at all. my whole arms are tanned but it cuts off 10cm from the shoulder. as for my legs, the feet are a little tanned and my thighs are burnt especially my knees. the rest of my legs are tanned a little. had lunch after that.

when it was time to go back to school, i practially slept soundly while waiting for the bus to arrive. refreshed, i didn't sleep on the bus so i took pictures of everyone in bus2 sleeping. haha. :)

student relations had to wash three tents as our department was so big. so yeahh. after it, went home. sleep like a big the moment i reached home and only woke up till like it was 10pm. had dinner and watched tv till 12.30am then i slept again.

haha. i will never forget this year's council expedition 2006.

man. me jocelyn and julien are just simplay crazy about synapse and acs barker guys. then ryan mitchell and shaun are like okay with the plmgs girls but not shaun. haha. he's the crazy one.

SYNAPSE2006

gosh. going to synapse wasn't a mistake. i had great fun. all the fun laughter peace and joy we had. and the t-shirt is so cool! okay. whatever. the games we played were interesting and crazy. waterbomb battleships, concoction and stuff like that...

i belonged in group 1 . haha. though we got the lowest for performance but we got 1ST for games! yes!

okay. synapse is a leaders gathering. this year, it consisted of fairfield methodist, raffles girls', methodist girls', yuying secondary, paya lebar methodist girls, and anglo-chinese barker and victoria.

we almost got lost and that stupid taxi driver cheated us of our money. stupid ass.

okay. team members were me, kimberley, dionne, pamela, rehka, aaron and not forgetting our group leaders, bryan and genevive. man. i love you guys. all the laughter we shared. this rocks man. and i abosoulutely cannot believe that my team leader, bryan, his aunty is mrs grace fong! oh my goodness!


from left to right : genevive, me, amanda, rehka, dionne and kimberley


from left to right: me, reagan, bryan, rehka, amanda, dionne, kimberly and aaron


from left to right: genevive, me, pamela, amanda, reagan, rehka, bryan, dionne, kimberley and aaron

well. going for council camp later in the afternoon. jiayou guys! don't freak out or panic!

help?

heyys to all my BELOVED AND DEAREST AND BLESSED supporters,

this is my last appeal to you. on sunday would be my final deadline to submit my cambodia funds. AND, i have not met the target. well, i still have 310 dollars to go and i would like to plead with you for ur kindness. so please, take some money out to help me. please please please.

i will be away on sunday. so, i won't be around on that day to share the MOST INTERESTING cambodia presentation.

so...please help me! thanks. =D


ghuifenn'
JESUS <3 YOU n ME

event

national footdrill competition 06
well. we lost. 1st was raffles insitution. 2nd was cedar girls. 3rd was tanjong katong.
i didn't cry, i teared. well. honestly, i did put in all my effort. but i shall not start pointing fingers. we have our faults. mistakes were made. fumbles here and there.
anyway, after the competition, we went to esplanade. most of the squad members went. we spent LOTS of time there. but for me. i was thinking. thinking a lot. also, i was stoning. stoning alot. till i fell asleep. i fell asleep with my eyes open! now, if i can do that during lessons, that will be ABSOLUTELY great. well. we waited till the VIs arrived and we went for dinner. we da pao food from everywhere and had an ' illegal gathering ' under an escalator and had our debrief there. man. no matter where poh huat - sir goes, he looks pissed. he always carries his stern look everywhere he goes. i don't think i have ever seen him smile before.
man. i think i'm gonna die for that LTC camp. they say that yu ching sir would be 4 times worse than poh huat. die.
well. after dinner, some ppl left, and it was only left with me huiling, yuliang, joanne, yuming, hengguang, iryshad, eduardo, saleha, nurul atiqah, ginyong and of course not FORGETTING, my dearest f-partner fion. haha. hengguang really posted something nice on the fountain of wealth and i managed to film it down.


man.i really hope to go to obs sabah. sigh. this cambodia financial thing is bothering me. thankyou sarah and joshua for providing some sum of money. supporters, please help me? please? thanks.

TOMORROW footdrill competition

oh my. tomorrow's my footdrill compeition. and we're competeing with the whole singapore's red cross units. i know my school is competing against raffles insitution, cedar girls, singapore girls. yeah. schools like that. anyway, it's my second time joining the competition. lots of newbies inside. man. they are like freaking scared and nervous because of tmr. i don't think i'll be scared. watching the movie zathura now. man. it's so funny and nice and cool. err.

all the best people! we can do it! :D

today sunday

went to church today and went home after that. had to study. so many things to do. study for chem test. then do 3 stupid long and boring chinese online homework. boring shit. also need to polish boots later on. oh. by the way, the movie REAL-the movie is gone. you can only get the dvd or vcd now. really, if you're a die hard fan of real madrid, REAL is the movie for you.

argh. why is everyone asking me is that my dog on my msn avatar pic? look. it's NOT. it belongs to my aunty. it's more like the GHUI family dog.

have you ever encountered another GHUI in your life? i bet you have never did. if u have, they most probably are my cousins. see? my surname is very special. OF COURSE.

today

if you're a die hard real madrid soccer fan, REAL is the movie for you.

went orchard with shuyi sihui yibei wilson and mark tan. had some trouble deciding on a show. sigh. everytime we go out, we have trouble making decisions. wore my penguin earrings today! anyway, REAL was the movie we watched in the end. there's this part which was super funny la. it suddenly talked about soccer and it was related to physics biology and chemistry! it's freaking funny and thatt guy was like speaking so fast! hilarious. we had our movie at cineleisure cinema 6. the smallest and the most cosiest. oh yah. before the show, we had lunch. you wouldn't believe the stuff we talked! haha. also, we went arcade. both mark tan n wilson lost to shuyi at daytona! they lost to a girl! HAHA!

after the show, wilson and mark tan slipped away. left the girls. after neoprints, yibei slipped away. then all of us went home.

though this may seem not meaningful, but it's really good to have another get-together. finally. man. all the laughs we had today. :D

series of events

cross country 2006
okay. number tag : 19
my position : 13
at first, i was very depressed because of my position. from 6 to 13. i even cried. but whatever. it's the B DIVISION. and i'm not even from a sports cca. i was like thinking, i'm not from a sports cca, i don't train every week, but it's already so good to be in the 13th position. i knew that this year's cross country for me wouldn't be good. i was already half-crying in the 'forest'. on the highway, it was tiring. i didn't even bother to run faster when erin was like somewhere behing me. the slope to the highway was a killer. went to king albert's macdonalds for luch. practically the whole fairfield was there.

24th feb 06
i just feel burderned everyday. i really want to be free. i'm failing everything. i am not doing aswell as what my potential can do. chem test on monday. my mother told me to just memorise. i think i really need to go home after YE to study. i'm really doing badly. i only have amaths and emaths tuition teacher. he's good.

i cannot study or work under pressure. pressure stresses me up. if i panic/ stress out before a test, i won't be able to think. i'll completely blank out. so, i took my time for today's a maths test, it was shit. out of the 6 questions i only managed 4 and i'm not even sure i'll get full marks for all 4. it's upon 30! die. i really felt like crying today. it's really very depressing. don't wanna mention.

you may be wondering why i cry so much, well, people have been telling me to cry and not keep my sorrows inside. i don't cry. i just tear. i think i'll need to run around the neighbourhood soon. do you know running actually alleviates my mood? it kinda takes away the stress in me! haha.

series of events

valentine's day
happy BELATED valentine's day to all. haha. i'm sorry if the flowers i gave were going to die. sorry. (blame mark tan for that). i think i looked pretty silly carrying all those flowers around. luckily i'm not allergic to flowers.

tomorrow
cross country tmr!! yippee! number tag is 19. is that good? haha. how i can get one of the tops. please?

yiling birthday tmr too! HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY! haha.

man, i've been more and more forgetful.

whatever.

it's super depressing la. i failed everything but my physics, chemistry, english and the 2nd emaths test. ARGH!. study like siao and why?? failed chinese, social studies, goegraphy, 1st emaths and amaths. shucks. 3d is simply to smart. a double sci class. everythings double. shucks. my class is simply very physically fit. almost all from sports cca. haha. but not bad, physics i got 2nd highest. the physics guys are really TERRIBLE. please stop bullying miss teo. i hate wednesdays. i'm always tired on mondays. tuesdays i'm free. can i quit drama? people don't respect us councillors. only when we wear tie. idiot. super stress. if i had known earlier, i would have appealed to go to combined sci and top it. what am i good in? whats my specialty? some ppl can run fast. some ppl can talk well. some ppl can sing well. some ppl can lead well. some ppl look good. some ppl are tech smarts. i'm told to reflect. i'm a reflective thinker. according to the LSA. what am i good in?

i want to be burden free! i want to go to obs sabah! i want to go for ndp!

my memory is failing me. i can just forget. i can just blank out. really. i blanked our for like 2 secs during footdrilll before. the worse one was during physics lesson. i blanked our for 1 full minute. i had no memory or whatsoever. becoming more an more forgetful. argh

series of events

school cny celebrations
well. i wore a sarong kebaya on that day. sarah also wore one! ooh.. nice figure. haha. anyway, my class girls were enthu in dressing up but NOT the boys. i think only two boys wore an ethnic costume. haha. mark and luke. there were girls who wore qipao, cheongsam, and some others la. it was nice seeing everybody. anyway, me eunice wilson and clemence made a hamper. haha. the darlie colgate spoiled the image. it was black white and green.
after the cny celebrations, i went out with shuyi and the rest. oh. lennard was there too! people who went : the 5 ESMM, allicia, joy yeo, yiling, lennard, fernando, brian, keith, jacon, nathanael lee, jing ming and a few more others. watched FEARLESS. so touching! cried. all the girls did. fearless is jet li's last movie he's acting in. must watch. it's an nc-16 rated movie. hey. i'm ALMOST sixteen. haha. everyone of us bought a handphone accessory in all diff colours!
after outing, went to uncle's house for a pernankan dinner. he's my dad's second eldest brother. haha. dinner was great. watched mr and mrs smith. oh yeah. kochi's dog ran out of the house and ran up three stories! poor daddy and kochi had to catch it. it was a funny sight. all of the three families went to a nursery to buy plants. and over there, it was the first time in many years which i plucked a pussy willow. haha.

chinese new year eve
went for dinner with my cousins and uncles and auntys on my mother's side. my grandfather came along too. he had actually quitted smoking many years ago but i dunno why one of my uncle offered and persisted him to smoke one. such a dimwit! don't you know that this will shorten his life?! dumb. do you want our grandfather, your father to kick the bucket earlier?! siao.
after dinner, went to melodi's house.was at heritage view. another day with ewok the dog. ( surprisingly my aunty named the dog ewok ). anyway, it was like around 10pm when we set off the parachute poppers. it was quite a funny sight to see the little ones struggling to burst open the popper. haha. the way they squirm and complain. went home around 1am as we're watching some chinese new year show on tv. could see the fireworks they set off at chinatown.

chinese new year day one
woke up late. anyway it's a holiday! in the morning, had to bai nian to my parents. haha. first time i've done it in years. then as a family we set off to visit my grandparents who had already kicked the bucket. this year, the workers are quite friendly, then wished us happy new year and they even added the word sit behind. not bad. are they asking for a red packet? haha. then, we visited my daddy's cousin's mother. i have a VERY COMPLICATED family tree. then, we visited my father's mother, i call her mama. she's aging. some of the other ghui's were there! including ewok. haha. the hyper-cute dog. we then left to go to church. haha. for awhile. just attended the worship and listened to my father's scripture reading and we left. quietly. we then to guboy's house. pronounced as coo-boy. he has two daughters and one son. they are my uncles and aunties. the elder daughter is getting married somewhere in september. the younger daughter is currently in a relationship, her boyfriend is good looking and she's pretty. then the son, he's sec4 and he's my uncle. he has pierced ears. two on his left ear. do you know if a guy pierce his right ear, he's a gay? he's so cool. and good looking too. he looks very familiar. he's name is super unique. i don't even know how to spell it! it's pronounced as grillkris or grillchris or krillchris or whatever la. super unique name. he plays the drums. like my bro. he's super shy la. he only plays the drum when only youngsters like us are around, if there are adults in his room, he won't play. had dinner at his house. wonderful dinner. oh he likes vegetables too. i think. on this day i was wearin orange and white. went home after that. oh happy birthday wilson.

chinese new year day two
woke up extremely late. but it's okay, holiday! went to mama's house for lunch. it was sherwin's birthday! ewok was there again. anyway the troupe consisted of my family, melodi's family, kochi n husband and stacey's family. we all set off and went to houses. visiting. house to house to house to house to house to house to house to house. bushed out. last house was melodi's grandmother's house. we kids gambled using scrabble words as coins to play the game poker and banluck. err. sorry. no real money involved. went home pretty late. oh. on this day, i was wearing white and blue.

030206
had lessons in the morning. usual school life. it's become a routine. study like siao for five weekdays then rest and blank out during the two weekends. life's like that. argh.. eyebags. oh also, i'm still not accustommed to the guys wearing their long pants. it's been only 3 days? as for red cross, we played captain's ball with oranges and capsicum. stinks. also, i'm sorry for stepping on people's feet. i jump, you come near, i land on you. after red cross, i was sooo stressed out that i went for a run. 8 rounds only la. around our school track. 2.4km. i think i did it in like 11mins plus. could have done faster if there weren't red cross. argh. cross country's coming. preparation.

friends

friends you make me happy

bring sunshine to my life

a light of hope you always are

standing by me near and far

lending me your shoulder

when i need to cry

you're par t of my life friend

forever in my heart

TOMORROW cny celebrations

haha. i'll be wearing something malay. likee it? haha. i'll be looking so shy. oops. haha. i hope the rest won't pang seh. they better not.

shucks

oh wells. we lost talentime competition BUT it's not the winning that counts but the process :)

man. i don't know what's going on in my life. everything's so messed up. why? argh. so frustrating.

i just want to be free! no worries! it's been a long time since i last had that. no worries, no problems. i really want that. everyday i worry. i worry about this and that.and everything. i think about this and that and everything. this is so idiot. when can i have a day and only think about happy things :)

i want to be smiling all the time. be happy :D

talentime competition, TOMORROW

man oh man oh man oh man oh man. talentime competitions TOMORROW.

here's a brief intro. a talentime competition is a competition to showcase one's talents in dancing, singing or acting. whichever you prefer. so, me, fion, amanda, ruth and desiree, have come together and formed this singing group to participate in the competition. won't say the group name. anyway, we're singing the national day song, reach out for the skies. you must be thinking like errr...

man, i'm not doing well in my studies. i think. my first test has just ended. i failed my maths test. the worst i have ever done. emaths is simply tough. i like amaths so far. chinese is simply crazy. the teacher just talks so profund. idiot. she talks fast and very chim. and kinda looks like harry potter. haha. oops sorry. english is simply mad. compositions, the minimum words one can write is 300! it's a breeze. really. geography. so much facts to remember. social studies is fun.

arr. why must cross country be so near chinese new year? when am i going to grow taller? when will i like chinese and maths? why am i so busy?

anyway, i want to go to OBS sabah. but it's 900dollars+++. that's a lot. even though it's not my money, i feel the pinch. according to last year seniors, it was like 600+++only. then for OBS local, this year it's 300dollars+++, last year it was 100+++only! what the.

i want to join NDP this year. it'll be a must for me to participate for the fairfield story musical. i'm in drama. i'm in red cross. i'm in chapel band. i'm in council. man oh man oh man.

saturday

whoo. i was able to wake up late today. around 9am. it seems the more i sleep, the lesser pimples i have. haha. anyway, i had tuition from amaths and emaths. my teacher is good! whew. i managed to clear my doubts on the completing of the square problem. on friday, there was some sports conference for the south zone so we councillors had to do duties. i was at first assigned to carpark c with alvin but later was posted to ushering in the hall. man was it fun. me wilson nirma rachel meng and weijie. 6 of us. haha. later 5 of us, excluding rachel, served the guests in the hall food. man. there were some advantage. while serving the guests food, all our stomachs could be heard rumbling. miss fiona tan allowed us to have the leftovers. boy was it delicious. there was tons of food leftover. the food was even given to the teachers and cleaners! haha. after changing and stuff, wilson and i went back to class. 15mins before sch ended. haha.

a day

define blind.

what if one day you wake up to see only blackness.
you try to find light.
no.
that doesn't work.
you panic.

you become afraid.
you start to cry.
you wonder what would happen in the future.

what if this happens to you one day?
will it happen to me?
all i can do,
is PRAY.

cross country

i want to join cross country THIS YEAR! please class captains, please let me..

i got 6th last year! and i'm not even from a sports cca! please!.. :(

i really want to represent the class

orientation 06

orientation 2005, i took 1i. a normal technical class.boy, they were a bunch of bad girls and bad boys.

orientation 2006.
i have taken 1g. and they rock! i just hope they don't turn into those bad boys and bad girls. i hope they won't get influenced by the older people. i really don't want them to. i just want them to remain in their innocent kiddy throughout their entire fairfield life. and duh i know that's impossible.

this year's batch are really shy but already 'polluted'. they have already started to fold their skirts, socks low and messy hair.

my partners for this orientation are Wilson and Mary.

i'm just gonna copy and paste what i wrote for my reflections into here.

Orientation 06

What I expected

I was pretty nervous to meet 1G. I also had high hopes of 1G due to the experience of taking 1I last year. I expected 1G to be enthusiastic, happy all the time, enjoying the time they have with the councilors and appreciating the games we have for them. I wanted to know everyone of them. I wanted them to respect me and I would respect them.

What I experienced

On the first day of orientation, it turned out not well. They weren’t interested in the games. Mary and Wilson were quite angry. Wilson was shouting with all his might and still, 1G was still not listening. I asked a few on their opinions on what game would they like to play and they said catching. It was frustrating for me that they have not realized that they were already secondary one and have not broken off from their childish habits. It was really disappointing to see that 1G weren’t co-operating with us. It really lowered our spirits but we still kept on going. 1G took their own time. They walked slowly. They ate slowly. They still had their childish attitudes. I think I understood what was happening. The few reasons were that it was their first day of school, they came from all different primary schools, they were shy and they relied on their new cliques for support.

The second day, Wilson and I agreed that we would go slowly on them and he would apologize to them for shouting at them. We would also tell them our expectations of them and re-introduce ourselves. On this day, I was quite glad, as some of them have opened themselves up to us.

On the third day, almost the whole class as opened up to us. I even managed to open up some tough ones. Talentime preparations. The class wasn’t co-operating. Wilson and I were very worried. We just sat down and thought. I could see that Wilson was very frustrated. Then, my mind went ‘ding!’ shared my idea with him.

On the fourth day, there was track and field CCA selections. They had to run like 5 rounds altogether. I ran with them to suffer with them and strengthen friendships with them. This was talentime night. I was very nervous for our class’s skit. I was unsure whether would it work. While they were acting, I was panicking out backstage at the curtains. It turned out that our class got FIRST. I was exhilarated.

What I have gained

I learnt that you have to wait for one to open up slowly and to help them; you’ve got to laugh with them, suffer with them, and do funny and embarrassing actions with them.

anyway,

ANDY KIM - you're really a small little cute guy. don't give up on badminton. practise more!
CLINTON CHENG - you. are. one. irritating guy.
BOAZ CHEONG - please be more enthu! this is the second time i've taken you for orientation! you can be so good in basketball and why not games in orientation?
CHERYL NG - you're a great girl
JAZREEL CHUAN - why were you crying? could you tell me? but i was glad when u made friends and being happy. i thought we were too fierce.
EMILY KHOO - don't be shy, be brave
GABRIEL CHAN - my first impression of you was that you were some sort of a bad boy. but actually, you were not. you turned out to be great! i guess i shouldn't judge a book by it's cover. you're great. really.
HOE XIN RUI - i don't like you one bit.
LEONG KIT SING - you really sound and look like your bro.
LIM YUPEI - you go gal!
LIM WEI RONG - haha. you really look like the glenn from volleyball. you're so cute. when you smile, i can't see your eyes! and please, do not pull my hair. please.
LOO SHIRONG - you're a second year too. buck up on ur studies and jia you!
MERNEL KOH - you're real pretty. and please, guys have feelings too kay. don't beat them
OLIVIA OW - must remember to come to YE! you already have to friends in YE! me and joanna!
JEAN - you're good. keep that enthusiasm up!
KEITH SIM - you're a great guy. really!!
STEPHEN - i like your enthu-es! make more friends!
TIFFANY TAN - i know who you like..
WAYNE TAN - don't fight and listen.
ZHENG ZHIYUN - take care of yourself. u're in track and field. if you feel your lungs squeezing, get a paper bag and breathe thru it. better keep one in your bag for safety. and please mind your language kay. you really look pretty when you smile. smile more!

potluck
i'm glad you ppl laughed during this time. especially mernel and megan that table.
dearest sec1s, i'm sorry i don't know all your names. i know ur faces but not ur name. by the way i have your pictures!

take a look

this is so true man.

http://museum-of-twits.blogspot.com/2005/06/20-pose-ideas_28.html

church dinner

yesterday was church dinner. boy. there was lots of laughter. everbody looked beautiful and handsome. haha. there was events such as lucky draw, limbo, celebrating of couples' anniversaries and of course dinner! it was delicious. haha. these were the people at TABLE 7.



haha. gary's good at limbo. there was a skit too. it was on romeo and juliet. the couples part was that the males would have to pin a rose on their females and the females would have to pin an orchid on the males. well i only took the 15-20years of togetherness group photo.



the background looks so chinese wedding-ish. haha. oh yeah. we also played truth and dare. man. i think our table was the most noiseist because there were the most youths and 2 pairs of newlyweds. all still young at heart. so gary kena the most times. he got one truth and two dares. so, he had to eat this weird mixture of red chilli, dried chilli, green chilli, chicken, tea, soya sauce and water. that's all i think. i think there's more. so yeah.

lazing

right now, i'm just lazing around. still have social studies homework to do. and somehow, i can't do my chinese fei chang yue du, because my parents threw it away while spring cleaning. wo. lucky me. i can't stand chinese homework. man. miss hia is gonna be my form teacher. do u know what this means? either i quickly quit drama or i cannot play truant for drama. yikes!

will be going for church dinner tonight and have to wear any outfit that is smart and casual. so, i'm wearing my new skirt n top and shoes. and will be carryin a handbag. stop. what has come over me??! why am i becoming more and more ladylike? poof. luckily i still hate pink. yesterday during shopping, i accidentally promised my mother that i'll wear a dress next year. oops. anyway, i promised myself that i'll only wear a dress when i'm sec4.

a few weeks ago, i discovered that our school does not have a prom or graduation night or whatever. just a graduation service. boo.

yes! i have made joanna wear a skirt to tonight's dinner!! yes! whoohoo! steph wants to wear a dress. it's okay with me. sexy man. haha.

haha

my sister is dressed in total pink.
and me, in total blue.
haha.

back

okay. i'm back from cambodia and china and have been extrememly lazy to blog. christmas is over. honestly i didn't feel any christmas spirit this year even though i was more generous this year. i bought more gifts for more ppl.

i don't really want to blog anymore about china. i'll just state what i can remember.
1. the beijing's soldiers are all really cute.
2. not much litter
3. in every guys toilets, there will be a male condom vending machine.
4. the temp in beijing chengde and tianjin was around -18degrees celsius to -23degrees celsius
5. scenery was beautiful
6. ice skating can be done without wearing skates. just wear ur shoes
7. all toilets in the city are equipped wil automatic sensor taps

stuff that i remember on the china trip.
i wore like 6 layers of clothes. made me look fat. the food was super oily but was delicious.went skiing. i perspired even though it was so cold. there were tv stars there and they were doing like some kind of documentary on snow sports. i think i may be on china tv. haha. even though it was cold. i felt warm but not when the winds blow. chilly winds.

cambodia trip

it was great!! it was like open environment air conditioned. i always felt cold. the winds were cold. nights and mornings were cold. the food there was so salty! i had the best time there. in phnom penh, we stayed in the hotel. i was saving my US money till the shopping day where i bought lots of stuff. haha. here's what i bought. 6 kromas, 1 book, 6 incense sticks and 2 DVDs. that's all i think. the only thing i was not used to was in takeo, cow dung and dog shit were everywhere. tons of insects too. i like the paddy fields.

the first day at takeo, i made a new friend. it's a guy and he's 6? i dunno. he's name is chew. he was very shy for like 2 days. but he opened up more as the days passed. on like the 3rd day,when we were doing visitations, he held my hand. haha. i wish i brought my camera to take photos. man! he's so cute. then there's this smart kid. he's 13. his name is nou(nul). he cried on the 4th night as somebody pulled his pants down. i mean like he's THIRTEEN. he was really smart.

don't think that cambodia,takeo is a old fashioned left behind place. it is not. the kids do play truant. they give excuses like their uniform is wet, their teachers are out at the paddy fields and they just want to spend time with us. haha.

shaun's little girlfriend was called liak. she's so cute and pretty. haha. on the 4th day, i told her that shaun likes her then she blushed. haha. oops. she held my hand too. she's a danity little girl.

kenneth had a little girlfriend too. don't know her name but i kinda stole her away from kenneth. haha. in the 4th night when she came running to me, i was like so touched and so sad that i'll have to leave her.

then there was pang and dou. both girls. pang was the one which wore the britney spears tee on the 1st day. she's really cute too. the dou was the one who skipped sch to see us. haha.

then there's ho. a guy. he keeps on stepping on our slippers, shoes, sandals. when shirely wanted to step on his slippers, she saw that it was already in a lousy condition, so she refrained herself.

the next time the next team goes up, I WANT THEM TO GIVE OUT clothes, slippers, hair accessories, stationery. not all but most important slippers. i know we can't be santa claus. but i really the way they smile and say thank you to me when i help or give them something.

during this trip, i felt that i have more that what i really need. those ppl in takeo can just be happy with their simple stuff. when my mother asked me what i wanted for christmas, i felt that i didn't need anything. before the trip i wanted an ipod but now i think i don't need it. even though i am putting up my wishlist but i think i don't really need it. i even have a silk blanket.

christmas day
SHUYI! i love you so much! why? because you came to MY CHURCH. i was so happy!

after service, we, YE, went for dinner at uncle meng wee's cafe. it was called MAD JACK. it turns out that about 40 ppl went. more than what moses expected. haha. it was great. at our table, was joanna me steph elijah mark n kim. haha. i had fish n chips. mark had baked rice and the rest of us had fish n chips too. but elijah had chicken chop. haha. when we finished, his food came. haha. in like 2mins later, he finished it all! we bullied him to serve us. haha. after dinner, everyone lazed around. my table talked. then played with the cards that paul brought. first they played bridge. i just watched. paul and elijah was good. then it was tai-ti. haha. i played first with paul steph n mark i think. haha. i wonder how paul shuffled the cards. in my hand, i had ALL 4 ACES!! and one 2 DIAMONDS and 2 QUEENS and 1 KING. wo. and of course, i won. haha. the next round, paul won. then i gave my turn to elijah. gerald joined in. he had a lucky hand and he won. haha.

man. that day was great. we played ate and lazed around. then moses sent me n bro back with his family too.

beijing chengde tianjin

heyy people. i am back form china. went to beijing chengde and tianjin. so the below stuff are just what i journalled during the trip.

4th december
reached the airport(singapore) then rushed for my plane and to beijing's airport. my breakfast at the airport was a ham and mozarella baguette. yummy. anyway airplane food is great man. i don't know why people don't like it. anyway, a day hasn't even passed and i'm missing everybody. haha. i brought a soft toy along. haha. i know i am VERY CHILDISH. but i like that, i'm still young and ONLY FOURTEEN. haha. it's name is kamkam. haha. it's a cat. i think. had the most deliciousdinner. a sichuan one. by the way, it was super cold the moment we stepped out of the airport. it was minus14degrees. MINUS!! went to bed around 11pm

5th december
haha. a funny thing but i was dreaming of SHAUN CHEN. haha. that handsome guy from heartlanders. haha. not other shauns or shawns or whatever. by the way i'm staying in a five star hotel. jade palace hotel.

leavingg..

hey everybody, i'll be leaving for china, beijing from 4th december to 13 december. which is tmr. haha. would be leaving in the morning. would wake up at 6.15am and leave house at 7am and the plane would take off at 9.30am and would reach beijing by 3.30pm. haha. and of course i would not be bringing my handphone along. haha. my parents are very strict about this. would be missing everybody in singapore. sobs. and of course i would get you people stuff from china. haha

HAPPY

yes! yes! yes! i'm am dark! well..at least my neck and my face and my legs area. haha. i'm dark! all thanks to footdrill!. gosh. how can i ever express my love for it! haha.

he's back!

my brother's back!!!! yayy!! he bought lots of stuff with JUST US$20!!! he got me a bracelet a fan and an addidas t-shirt! haha. i think it's an imitation one. haha. he boughts lots of stuff!!! his luggage was filled with them! haha. sshh. don't tell anybody. my bro bought a chicken little DVD!!! watching it now. haha.

shoot me. i'm dead

i'm so dead tired. hidayat-sir. u killed me today! i thought you were just bring like 2 books. who knows?! u brought like 6 thick books! shoots. looks like next year, i won't be growing at all. those heavy sec3 and sec4 books are gonna weigh me down. i only had 2 thich books in my bag and it almost killed my back. my shoulder is still aching. gosh. so many books! i was like kinda schocked when i saw you slam ur bag on the table to talk to ur bro. then when u came to me those books, it looked light to you, but for me, it wasn't! gosh. and i had to travel for one hour on public transport carryin those terrible books. i almost died when i went home. and after dinner i died. after waking up to have beancurd. i dieded.

thank you simon-sir! you really helped a lot for my group's talenttime. i do not have ur hp number to thank you so yeah. thank you. you helped us to project our voice. i think i sang a number of our of tunes. haha. fion was the best. thank you simon-sir!!

footdrill was good todayl compared to the other days. really. i would prefer a tough scolding serious drill session then a slack and laughing one. today was a good example. really. i learnt more than other days. more fruitful.

haha.

birthday

photos taken during grandmother's birthday.


her birthday cake. she is 75 years old.


my daddy on the left. uncle paul on the right. they look gay. haha.


vanessa and i. aren't her eyes small?


a mountain of ghui-s. top: abriel. middle: me n mel. bottom : vanessa natali and kochi.

project red cross love 2005

this is one of the most fun red cross events i have been to. haha.

the day started out as by me being late. as usual. haha. so fairfield RCY 9 cadets proceeded to lengkee community centre. there were about like diff 15 RCY schools there. we put our bags in a room and then went for briefing on some steps. in front of us was this old man. A VERY FIT OLD MAN. he was playing basketball. i admit, he is a MUCH MUCH better basketballer than me. haha

i then realised that fairfield was doing chaperoning. so yuliang was the I/C. Rahoul was the SIGNBOARD HOLDER. Fion and Chanel were the FIRST AIDERS. we then learnt that 8 elderly centres were coming. each centre of about 42 old folks. gosh. so fairfield was put in charge of TOA PAYOH CENTRE. haha. the elderly folks were so excited. but i pity some of them. some were handicapped.

among the five of us. me huiling victoria eunice n amanda were deciding which one of us would be the one taking care of the two toa payoh bowling representative. with everybody being so undecisive, i took the intiative and volunteered myself. so i entered the hall to take the two reps to the basketball court for their bowling competition.

an old lady and old man volunteered themselves. haha. these two people were excited and friendly. and they spoke chinese. it was INCREDIBLY HARD for me to communicate with them cause my chinese was freakingly lousy. but stil i managed to communicate with them. they were both interactive folks. haha. as the competition started they told me that it was their first time playin bowling. haha. they bowled well. especially the old man. he was like striking everytime. haha. the lady wasn't that good. but they still entered the top4!!! haha. they were overjoyed and so was i. (for no reason. haha). as we proceeded to the backstage. the old folks started to feel nervous. the top4 teams were from toa payoh, henderson and meililng and (i can't remember). so the first finals round was toa payoh and henderson. i felt so EXTRA-DED. as the old folks played i encouraged them in chinese. my chinese vocab is very very limited. haha. the toa payoh old lady and old man were so good! they were knocking down all ten pins! haha. all becuase of me. :p. haha. i brought them back to their seats in the hall. soon, the results were announced. toa payoh won! we won! haha. then there was the giving out of bowling kits and goodie bags to the individual centres. yuliang n i went up on the stage with the old folks to collect it. i felt so EXTRA again. haha. then it was lunch time. gosh. the food was so oily and soft. yuck

then it was like time to go home. the old folks each had to carry home two goodie bags and it was SO HEAVY. i pity the old folks. it was very hard for them to board the bus. i had to carry 6 heavy goodie bags while the others help the old folks to board the bus. some old folks were fighting on theus. fighting! and quarreling too. we waved them off. and then our debrief. after debrief we collected our bags. mr firhad brought us to the mrt station but i walked to church. haha. estimated distance was from redhill mrt to queenstown mrt. u may think i'm crazy. but i'm NOT.

at church we rehearsed our skits. then i helped out in sunday sch then attended the confirmation service then went to sell some stuff to raise us$800 for our cambodia mission trip.

sobbing

sobs sobs.

my bro has left for cambodia! anyway. it's for a good cause. he's going there for a mission trip. he better not make a clown of himself. haha.

went shopping after sending him off. bought 2 shirts and 1 bermudas. haha.

after shopping me and family went for dinner to celebrate my grandmother's birthday. it was a peranakan buffet. everthing was so spicy!! the seafood soup was nice. it looked and tasted like shark's fins soup. haha. i ate so much man. haha. it was nice to see all my cousins. we occupied like SO MANY tables. haha. my grandmother n uncles and aunties were like all so surprised to see me so diff. it has been a long time since i last saw them. they liked my earrings. haha. ciao.

toilet

groans.

couldn't go for cambodia meeting today.
was stuck in the toilet. becuase of a stomachache.

lots of things happened. went to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire. oh my. that was so cool man.

series of events

i am now watching a very sadistic show where EVERYBODY dies. anyway haven't been blogging what events have i been through. so yeah. here goes.

NATIONAL LIBRARY
went to national library with yiling. not to borrow books or whatever but to explore the place. the lifts were so cool. and so were the toilets.



down button of the lift. look at the entricate tiny bumps on it. helps the blind ppl.

2f barbercue
had lots of fun. couldn't swim. miss reena even gave consent forms. but they were for our own good. lots of chicken left over. haha. fire wasn't good. anyway we played hide and seek around the whole dover park view condo. haha. also took pics of ppl who had the same surname. pity me. my surname is so unique. ghui. haha
no one to take with. haha.



uncooked chicken drumsticks.


seow yongchuan and seow cuifen. aww. don't they look cute? :) haha


the gang.


xtrastrongmintmentos. erm. wait. yibei is not here. so it's xtrastongmintmentos(excluding yibei)


hmm.. what was inside those aluminium balls? oh yes. potatoes.


charity sale2005
oh my. it is so cool. crowds. beads of perspiration. money. well. we earned a thousand over dollars. haha. the primary school kids were like SO CUTE! haha. short. chubby. haha

blog somemore other time

acjc carpark duty

things can be quite contradictory at some times. told edmund last night that it was gonna be boring but...BUT it turned out to be much more fun than i expected. i had the most-not appetising-lunch-which-is-nasi-briyani-EVER. probably i was not hungry las. it was also very spicy. i was assigned to be at acjc main front gate. haha. with that guy from moe. he was VERY TALL. when i talked to him i had to lift my head up high. pain in the neck. hahas. his name was like mr lee lim pong/peng. couldn't catch his name. and the way he pronounced my name, he made it sound so sophisicated. haha. lots of principals and teachers turned up. i was like walking from car to car and speakin into the walkie talkie. *thirsty man*. we were using channel 10. SUDDENLY there was this interuption. it seemed like some construction workers were also using the same channel. haha.

it seemed like some thai workers were tryin to talk in chi. it was simply funny and weird. councillors in the acjc carpark, we then changed from channel 10 to channel 9. haha. i liked one part. when the carparks were full the councillors, excluding me ran to the basketball court to do their duty there. haha. it was so cool. it was like "councillor army" were going to action. one think i hated while doing duty. the security guard. perverse. shan't mention much. eww. thought of it makes me sick.

barbecue n swimming

yayys! YESTERDAY i went to eunice house for her dad's barbercue. haha. annette was so enthusiatic! she wanted to help barbecue n stuff. gosh! korean beef is so GOOD! i remember the time when i went to korea. haha. the meat my mum cooked was SO DELICIOUS! yummy. haha. i remember eating sea urchin eggs. and also live octopus tentacles! you had to practically bite off on about 4 cm off one of the eight tentacles it had. while doing that, the other 7 tentacles would stick to you face! haha. me and luke were like hiding under the table and screaming! haha. japanese sushi is the best man! i ate crab meat sushi, jellyfish sushi. yummy. too bad there wasn't any eel sushi. haha. i can't understand why eunice and annette hate seafood man. and eunice even wants to become a vegetarian! i will not allow her! haha. around 8pm we went swimming. the water was freakinly cold! brrr.. swam for a while in the cold water then went into the jacuzzi. there was this particular thingy which sucks lots of water and air. haha. if u put ur feet there it would suck ur feet. very strong. after that we went into the freakinly hot water pool! it was 40 degrees celsius!!! so hot. but once you got used to the hot water, it became shiok! haha. we went up to bathe around 10pm. haha. i bathed first. my dad came to fetch me home even though he was so tired. THANKS DADDY! love you! <3 hahas. haha another thing, me n annette forgot to bring home the gym balls eunice dad promised us! haha

-

On the seashore where ocean meets land.
I wrote his name in golden sand.
But the sea breeze blewand my heart was torn.
For when I looked back
The writing was gone.

Time will past and the weather will change,
The leaves will fall and the sky will turn gray.
Child memories will fade and people forget your face,
But there is a time and one special place.
A place where you are loved and cared for always,
Where the sun shines bright and there no rainy days.
You will be held tight and protected from your fears,
Your worries will vanish and you’ll dry up all you tears.
You may not know of this place,
but it is surely there,
Deep down inside of all who care.
One does not make it clear everyday,
Express themselves in all they say.
I’m telling you now that this much is true,
There is a very special place in my heart for you.

sunburn

argh. i am suffering from sunburnts. they can be found on my shoulders. they are bright red. it hurts even when i carry my sling bag across my shoulders. ouch ouch ouch. don't hit me on my shoulders k!

east coast park

went to east coast park today. even though i was already so sick. my parents had to like wait and drag me there. anyway, when we got there, there weren't many ppl there. it was early in the morning like 8.30am. anyway, the ho family came and so did my godparents. gosh! caleb is so cute! haha. as in caleb chin. haha. i started playin with the babies first. then kites then soccer(in slippers). then played with sand. i formed my letter 'F' in the sand. played on the beach somemore. then our mummies called out to us to go ride bicycles and rollerblade. so me paul mark luke and my bro went to the rental shop. i was the only one who rollerbladed. rollerblading for one hour is quite a challenge. up and down hills, straight paths. *whew* glad it's only one hour.

one hour and few minutes later, we had to return those bikes and rollerblade. just when i was about to turn in, i bladed over a piece of rubber. A PIECE OF RUBBER!!! AND I FELL!!! suffered bruises on my knees and i think one of my blisters burst at that time.

time to go home. in my father's car. noticed some some marks on my legs. didn't care. went to jack's place for lunch. went home. bathed then slept. had spaghetti for dinner. showed my father the marks on my legs. he said they wer blisters. BLISTERS! it's the FIRST TIME i'm have gotten blisters! wonder if i can wear slippers to sch? heheh. blisters! they are like so cool and fun! haha.

so now i suffered from blocked/runny nose, cough, blisters and sunburnt.

went out today. before that. went to church for cambodia meeting.

hair

haha. i have cut my hair. and i have a fringe now. i know my hair will sure get me into some problem tmr. it's outrageous.

tired

gosh. i am one tired girl. have drama today. keft on nodding off to sleep. class today was fun man. all we did was just watch movie after movie after movie. watched the parent trap, some army show and pirates of the carribean. so tired today. left early from drama. slept real early and woke up again. arh. nothing much to type about.

maths

i like maths. but i can't do well in it. don't talk to me about maths anymore.

drama

i have to quit drama. it has affected my studies really.

dear Lord, it may seem like i'm asking for too much but please Lord, give the teachers n principal leniency. let them allow me to get into at least a double science. please

shopping

went shopping today the WHOLE day!

i can't stand anymore. my mother brought me and my sis shopping. in the morning around 10.45am we went bukit panjang plaza to get a new phone for me. i wanted that nokia6230i. lot's of functions but it was really EXPENSIVE. in the end i ended up with a nokia 6020. it may not be good BUT as least it is better than my previous hp which was a siemens m55.

then my father fetched us to orchard. i immediately pulled my mother to the FOX shop. gosh. i just love clothes from THERE. BUT. my mother went to forever21 to shop for her clothes first. beside that shop was charles and keith. so we went there to get slippers for me. bought 2. right after that we procceded to the FOX shop at wisma. tried on lots of clothes. do you know you can actually get tired by changing clothes again and AGAIN. so that's what i did. in the end i left that shop with like 4 shirts and 1 jeans. WOW. after that we went walking around takashimaya. went to bossini to get A skirt and A jeans. takashimaya also had a FOX shop. pulled my mother there. bought another 2 shirts and 1 jeans. haha. mad.

then went to that new shop beside that PUMA shop. bought a slipper. cheap cheap cheep. haha. my mother still had energy. she wanted to go to queesway to get me a new shoe. i COULD NOT take it already. so we went home for dinner.

fiona's theology
1. when you tell jokes and people say "____ are so LAME!" tell them it's not true. YOU have LEGS.
2. it's either you burp or fart after a GOOD meal.
3. i am not short. you are just taller.
4. this is how you answer "why" questions.
- why do you run? because i don't walk
- why is she so dark? because she is not fair
- why is the sky so high? because it is not low
- why is he so fat? because he is not thin
GET IT?
5. opposites
- into the blue/out of the red
- fat/thin
- here they come/out they go

that's all for now.

goal!

ahahahah.
went to watch GOAL! with shuyi allicia cuifen mariliene yibei sihui david nicol and brian.
before that, i actually waited in sch for about 1hr for the higher mother tongue ppl. i take express chinese but the rest took higher mother tongue so must wait for them. during that hour i actually took photos with numerous sec4s as TODAY is their last day of school. =( anyway all of us then proceeded to orchard. i was the only one who slept on the bus. VERY TIRED. somehow i could stilll hear the rest of them talking. we reached cineleisure. people said that they saw me but i didn't noticed because i just woke up and was VERY sleepy and drowsy. so all of us went to yoshinoya for lunch. yumyum.

then we girls went to take neoprints. aha. after that the rest of the girls bought some stuff but me n shuyi. we then went to the movie theatre. i realised the whole show was like sponsored by adiddas. i cried during touching moments. i like this show GOAL! i think it was worth it. i want that adidas windbreaker! so COOL!

anyway. was still pondering about SOMETHIING. and the people i went out with help me to get something. can't say much.

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be yours forever
put my life on your shoulders
i will be yours forever
put my life in your hands

whoopee!

yayy! now it's time for my three day break before my exams start again. so irritating. have not been having much confidence in doing my exams. MATHS totally screwed up man. i can't do algebra! argh. today didn't bring jacket for exams! was so FREAKING cold! fernando and william offered but i rejected cause they were feeling cold too. so HAPPY that i can use the computer. will start studying again later in the night. i HAVE made up my mind. i WANT to go to double science. i really don't think i can do well to get into triple science. i wanna take geog. cuifen wanna take lit. i ALSO like literature. i excel in that too. haha. science paper was great man but it also sucked. lennard's going to NUShigh. haha. will miss his LOUD sneeze.

bloggin

i'm blogging during IS lesson. life is gettin more stressed up for me. i'm wearing spectacles everyday instead of contact lenses. my eyebags are getting darker by the moment. anyway. next tues, it's the sec2s time to rock during chapel! we'll show the lower sec that we can do it better than the sec1s chapel band can! i'm going to play some games now. byee! and by the way shaun, the next time you see my bro, kidnap him. thanks! study hard for your EOYS everybody!

blog

i have managed to change my blog skin within this IS lesson. cool. luckily i didn't have nightmares last night man. yeah! 2f won the 'no demrit points' award! and we have $50. what are we going to do? i don't know. by the way i'm bloggin during IS lesson.

music lesson

haha. music lesson is not music lesson. because i don't get to use the computer at home. i can only use it during music lessons and IS lessons. damn. haha. i slept at 12.10am today and woke up at 5.45am. i had a nightmare. usually i have nightmares when i sleep very later. i ususally sleep at 10.30 to 11. let me tell you about my crazy nighmare. it's weird

the whole thing happened in the wee hours of the morning. my house got burned down. then my father had to spend over a thousand dollars just to buy back everything for me. i got back everything but my handphone and locker keys. somehow, i don't know why, jingming lived near my house and he was teasing me saying that : "ah haha. u're gonna be late. ah haha. ah haha. serves you right. ah haha." these were the exact words he said. then i rushed to take the lrt. when i got to platform a, the train left. then i rushed to platform b, but the train just left too. so i ran back to platform a but the another train just left again. and so i ran back and forth back and forth back and forth and i woke up abruptly. end of dream.

all thanks to

it's been a very long time since i last blogged and it's all thanks to my brother. don't know which websites did he go. don't know what did he download. caused a trojan virus to enter our com and it was crashed. then my dad had to like reboot the whole computer system. i mean reformat. so...everything is lost. EVERYTHING. i found out one thing. bloggin helps my memory. if i don't blog, i really cannot remember anything. i am becoming very blur. VERY BLUR. i'm like not remembering anything but i'm not suffering from senile dementia la. lots of events have happened and i'm going to try to say ALL of them.

INTERCLASS GAMES
somehow or another my class got 3rd overall for sec2s. i was in the captain's ball team. in our first game, we played with sec1i. my team members were mark tan wilson kuei-der cuifen yibei and mark ho and of course, me. we thrashed the sec1i 19 to 2. haha. we let them scored two goals purposely so as to cheer them up a little. haha. our class soccer sucks. first game already kena knocked out but our frisbee did better. captain's ball in the 2nd match we played with 2h and boy, they played super dirty just because it was the sudden death round. kuei-der already had the ball in his hands but that basketball guy smacked the ball OUT OF HIS HANDS! why didn't the whistle blow?! didn't kimberly see it? didn't mr wee see it? pissed. i am pissed. that's how we lost. pissed. very pissed. not disappointed but pissed. very. yeah! 2d won frisbee! even though i'm not in 2d but i support them!

school holidays

this is the third day of the school holiday. for today and yesterday i had study skills. though it was boring but it was useful. i almost fell asleep during today's lesson la. i have officially finished all my homework. now i have to start studyin for my exams.
sigh. later i got maths tuition. i reallyy want to go to cambodia to help but first i had to concentrate on my studies.

IS lesson

i am bloggin during IS lesson. haha. we're gonna get back our report card today. mr lee is lettin us watch the movie HITCH. watched it before on a pirated DVD. haha. illegal. it' s not mine anyway. brought my LIME magazine to school. goin to read it during free period. gosh. Junyang sis so handsome. i remember one time when i can't even differentiate between Junyang and Derrick.

goin to try to find an online game of Diner Dash. byee.

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today i woke up wondering whether shoud i go to church or maths tuition. it was alreadi 8.15am. it's was early. VERY early. i had planned to wake up at 12 or even later. i laid in bed and thought what would God want me to do. in the end. i smsed my tuition teacher to come anytime in the evening.i dragged myself to the toilet and took my own sweet time even though i was going to be late. in the end. everybody was there except for martin because he LOST his handphone. how careless. anyway. shaun and benedict were late. really late. shaun - u are a lazy pig. benedict - probably it was due to stress. u look sick. take care eh? went for lunch with godpa and my two beloved godsisters, steph and kim. after lunch, steph went to get new rollerblades. cool. godpa dropped my off at clementi mrt. then it was home for me. i felt really drained. tried to stay awake to read my book and watch tv and the same time but in the end.

i dozed off. slept for like 2 hrs. then tuition teacher came. i hope trigonometry would be easy for me. the seniors are like having such a hard time with that particular topic. i would never have gotten an a2 for my maths without my tuition teacher. from and e8 to a a2! can u believe that? mr ho even praised me in 2f and 2d! i better keep it up man. chinese. from c6 to b3. it's considered a great improvement for me.

spook show/church

spook show yeseterday was cool man! it's dark and spooky! haha. met mark tan and ho sihui yibei and cuifen at dover mrt and as usual i was late. haha. we proceeded to city hall mrt and walked all the way to suntec city. i had 10 fried dumplings at the food centre there. we then rushed up the the auditorium where it was held. the show occupied so many halls la! anyway. there were lots of fairsians which went too. the moment we went inside. there were special sound effects. ghostly sound effects. yibei was freaking out. haha. i had to accompany sihui and cuifen to the toilet la. and along the way there were ghosts, zombies and spirits and stuff. ahah. i get on pushing them towards them. haha. so funny. lol. after the show, mark tan and ho went home. we girls including gina and eunice tham went to SWENSENS!!! i had chicken baked rice. then we went shopping! eunice left. we bought _____. can't say. we also bought baby socks for our handphones!!! mine was white colour. haha. ppl just buy their socks for their handphones at mini toons or other low class shops. ahha. but we bought them from sports shop!!! haha. puma brand!! so expensive la! after that we splitted up alreadi. me and sihui had to go home. anyway i only brought $20 so got not much to spend on. told sihui ghost stories on the mrt. se got scared la. haha. church today was fun. my cell played some kind of game like charades. haha. after that i went to the century to take photos of my sis performing. after that i did my home econs outside the church. did my sewing. so far i only completed the word INCOMPLETE.

school time

hey. i am in school now bloggin. it's the computer lesson now. and mr lee is lettin us watch madgascar. i have watched it like a dozen times la. feeling very sad due to the the incident that happened yesterday. today miss lim gathered the lower sec students and told us what happened yesterday. doreen ho passed away yesterday. although i don't know who she is but i feel sad. at least now she's in heaven with God. her funeral is tmr. but i can't go because i goin to the SPOOK show which is tmr. sigh. i was supposed to go the the shepard kids/ teachers whatever..but i can't. benedict ans shaun would be going. as for martin, i'm not so sure. poor martin, injured his leg or exerted his leg and it's swelling. haha. rest well MARTIN!!!

home econsss

hey hey. just wanna show u guys the food me and sihui cooked for the home econs exam. it was delicious and it's indian. mrs ong loved it. wanna try some? yummy!! :))



another photo. totally ironic. a seven eleven which is closed. seven elevens are not supposed to be closed as they are 24hr shop!

the maid

yesterday. i freaked out and cried. it was due to the movie THE MAID. i went to watch the show after red cross. with my seniors. the ppl who went were me fion chanel joanne yuming another senior leonard and his bro and sijie and kevin. we smuggled burger king food into the cinema. i bought 5 dollars worth of food and it was wasted as i didn't eat it all as i was too scared in the cinema to eat. haha. chanel was the funniest. she pulled up her shirt a lil to cover her face and looked thru the hole to watch the show. as for me...i covered my face with me hands. i opened up holes in my hands to look. i got shocked and jumped in my seat when it was only 5 mins into the show. haha. it was so scary. quickly. let the 7th month be over!!! hurry!.

anyway. after the show. it was during the whole show my heart thumped quickly and when the show stopped my heart just stopped still. i was like goin to collapse but i held on. at the mrt station, everybody sent chanel and i to the train first before they left. just as the doors were closing, i thought bout the scenes of the movie and puttin it in my life. i freaked out right on the spot and started to cry but stopped after the train left the station completely.

walking home was creepy. real creepy. i'm lucky that i don't see ghosts. prayed to God a little prayer to give me the faith and the courage. even in my room and the toilet i got scared but i prayed to God and it helped.



have done quite badly in this term's tests. why? why can't i do as well as others?! i study just as hard! why?...why can't i do it? why...

tiring but enriching

every friday is a tiring day. because of red cross. whoohoo! it rocks! anyway. let me tell u. every friday for me, it's the same. go to school. after school got chinese remedial. take note this. no lunch! no time to eat. so right after chinese remedial, it's a must to change to coporate t-shirt and go for red cross. as usual i'll have red cross and it'll end round 6pm. after that, i'll wait for my seniors so as to go dinner with them. we'll eat at dover till around 9 plus and then i'll take a lonely trip back home. it's a 1 hour journey for school to my home. usually i'll be super bored n lonely on the lrt especially. it's always like that cause not many ppl from fairfield live near me. haha. this time round i had mr yen smses to accompany me all the way from dover to home. sms sms sms sms. haha. whatever.

time is passing and i have maths tuition tmr!!! ARGH! everybody doesn't like tuition and homework. tell me. who likes them?

exhausted. did 5 pull ups! can u believe it?! I CAN'T!!!!! pull ups! boys style! the proper way!. i am so not gonna do that again! it used up all my arm power. i'm tired. goodnight.

national day

one day after national day. waiting for the camera battery to recharge. it takes super long. borreed. argh!!! bbbbooooooooorrrrrrriiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnggggggg....haha.

have been goin out the past few days. spent lots of money.

yesterday i had the most frightful national day EVER!!! i went to this fish farm in sungei buloh. near kranji. this fish farm reared fishes duhh...frogs!!! yucks.. some kind of catfish or whatever..prawns and dogs and maybe even crocodiles. oooooo crocodiles!!! we went to see the frogs being slaughtered!!! it was so frightful that i forgot to take photo of it!!! freaky man. the man just chopped off the poor frog's head!!! it was alive and squirming and the cruel man just chopped off it's head!!! ahhh!!!!

events

gosh. so many stuff has happened. haven't blog for quite some time anyway. i shall blog the past few events now.

latest.today.
national day celebrations at marina south. had such a fun time there! "free food!!" said by cuifen. she was like searching for food la!!! had a great scolding by our dearest principal in the morning. upper sec left sch first then lower sec's turn. it was pouring raining by the time we got there. anyway. we extrastrongmintmentos were duuuh in the same group. went around and around. so many shuai army ppl!!!! there's this guy. even though he was wearin braces which was blue in colour he still looked so cute--> according the the rest of the ppl in the clique. shuyi sihui yibei and cuifen were like guy crazy today! haha. there were lots of shuai ge la but think bout it. they are at least 4 years older than us! 4 years! that's a big gap man. around 3 me shuyi and sihui went for lunch and watched charlie and the chocolate factory! k. this movie outing wasn't that great. the whole gang wasn't there. went home lonely. again.

FOP festival of praise.
gosh. that totally rocked man and i even made a new fren from scgs. anyway. i went with church frens. we came late and we cut the super snake-like long queue. our seats were so called reserved for us. haha. the lead guy singer in delirious looks like Owen Wilson! aha. then it was hillsongs. the sermon than hillsongs then delirious again! ih my. they rock!!! when fast songs were played. u could see ppl jumpin TOGETHER and clappin their hands TOGETHER. went home very late. very late. slept even later. haha. the gang having supper at macdonalds were super sick lor. ahah. paul ho! now do u know the things that we know? the dirty things. haha.

last week YE was funfunfun. haha. prob due to the exposure to FOP haha. jump jump.

by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! love u!!! happy national day people!!!